Moving Forward

You see things are not always the way they seem right but we always have these thoughts that create these plot twists that always seem to spiral out of control. As if the car is driving on its own already. Often we let these moments just pass us by but sometimes we stay on them for so long that two hours just passed by while you were thinking of this one thought that just led you to think of these other thoughts and now you've lost yourself in thought.

I sometimes move faster than my words can keep up. The secret. Or is it..

Anyways you ever look at our planet and think damn thats a good looking home we got. Yet we pollute it with so much shit. We always try to see the good side over the bad though, kind of like when we always have an excuse for every lie because we think that its better than facing what you dont want to face or need to face. Which brings me to my next point "the actual secret." Earth is just a reflection that our government has manifested using A.L.I.E.N technology.

So at this point either u think im a tool or an actual tool. Either way if you dont use me you will end up using someone or something else as a bridge to get to the other side. Still with me? Moving on then! Im really just trying to fulfill a purpose at the moment and that is to guide you to the other side.. the better side... the only side you would want to be in after you've experienced it. My dogs been legit farting all night and it stinks like old man human farts..with Charro beans.

This is the main topic right? well im writing it, I should know. Ok so L.I.F.E this is were everyone should start their first question is one of the best ones at least in my opinion. i think once you have reached a certain point in your life you have asked yourself this question. Now most of us wish that the question was asked sooner, but later still better then never. You see if there was a guide on how to progress your life the correct way you would be in control. A lot of times we see being in control to be the best or safer route...I mean who likes seeing their Dad be taken by cancer. Thats why asking the question that need to be asked is key to being reborn and you might be scared but that is normal, is the human in all of us;Is when we are most vulnerable that we see ourselfs with truthful eyes. And when you realize you can lie to everyone but yourself, is when change is possible, is when you become a better you, when the breakdown of your soul gets rebuilt and your reborn with another weapon in your arsenal. A wise man once said "Learn to love yourself so you may one day love others."

Those who have made it enjoy the journey my friend. People that choose or have to participate in this society have to move 100mph a lot of the time; you can easily get dragged in without realizing it. And now you've spent 40 years living a life that now you wish u didnt. Now you just going to have to work through that. But will get to that later. Right now is just the beginning, you've broken through and are now on your journey weather you know it know and your on your way to fulfill it or you dont but the breakthrough allowed you to move forward in a different and better way that you wish you would of went through it sooner but you have learn to let go of that feeling quicker now, faster than ever that you took the next step almost effortlessly. and thats just one thing we can pick out of the bunch. what i mean is all the things that we put in this metaphorical box that no one knows about or maybe very few people know about it, we choose to never open it and resolve issues that need to be resolved. you see i can tell you to change your eating habit or you will die in the next 5 years and you can tell me to piss off, but if a doctor tell you that your more prone to start eating healthier. A lot of times we want to see it to believe it instead of just taking a leap of faith because we are so scared of being hurt..but hurt is part of the process friend accept it.

As I stay up all night 6:29 am writing this because there was just something bothering me to make this happen and from my experience is best to never ignore these feelings because it could end up changing your life for the better. Memories are a thing to be treasured. Ever hear "Learn from your past." Life is a journey never forget that even through the ugliness we create we can find tranquility, love, inspiration, Courage, Etc. And in those moments you can literally create a space in time and appreciate life the way you would want to be appreciated in your most vulnerable state.