Creating life

A cold morning nudged my eyes open . We ambitiously opened our eyes woke up and headed out to accomplish everything we could in the span of a day. What would we learn today? What would we explore ? In due time life would be a lot simpler. I know that I keep my mind faceted and forward. I think always above and beyond trying to generate any possible good I can . For my son and I . I think of all the things to create and change my mindset of the days to come . I think of the future and the moment with a new optimism. Positivity cascading down the chimneys and around the external environment. My creativity back and blossoming through my mind. Such a lucky day today and prosperity would be mine . I confidently held onto that . I held onto luck and thought I am lucky. Continuously smoothing my hair in the obsessive patterns I have. Abcd everything must go according to plan . For me a plan going right is the best type of therapy to have . To somewhat have control over life . It was solacing and made me feel ok.

Most people have moments of rock climbing . My type of happiness was putting a sticker next to things I accomplished . In a world spinning uncontrollably fast . With seemingly no breaks. A planner makes the world to spin less fast and more happily . Because where is there fun where there is no control . An exponent with no equation . Merely a slow rolling ball with no hope and no goals. A slow moving waste of life. Not verbiage and not sustainable. Everything in life must have a plan . Just as everything deserves appreciation. Appreciation and drive lead to the fruitful life you wish to have . Goals hope and love is so important and blindly leading yourself through what you don’t already know. New experiences and new hopes in life . Growing life in all aspects and using the manifesting properties of the womb. Creation and completion womens gifts to life .

What life would you rather live one filled with hope and love. Full of glitter and goals . Or the point of tipping into your life at a moment of fear and unplanned chaos . I prefer planned and graceful. Controlled fun with no chaos . Living what I inspire to be and continue to have ambitions . I lean towards positivity and am working on getting me back .I love life and all the things that can occur from keeping yourself true . True to who you are and the wishes you want. In life we have two options . To do and complete , or to not . You have no in between and no options to stop. It’s like being on the highway and a wheel pops off . You keep going or you crash . Where do you crash to . The ground having to rebuild what you have created. Continuing to move even if slowly everyday will continue life . And continue the beauty of the world and life . You can do it . I say to myself and make a mental note inside of my head of all the things I want out of life. I’ve been a little lost I should admit .

But getting back up and to keep going is the good parts of life. The flourishmemt will lead to betterment in all areas. I recommend everyone make 30 goals for every month . Then you have at least one to accomplish each day . If you do more you can finish it early . And add a sticker to each day that you do .