What should I do in this case?

First of all, I am 28 years old at the end of this year. I live in Chengdu, with a medium appearance and a height of 176 kg. I live in a medium family. His parents are both civil servants. Although he is not very rich, he has bought his rv.

Like a girl's one year younger than me to work in a bank, is the original high school classmate, has always been in good relationship in high school, college profession once was refused, after returning to China to study abroad this year, the meal together, watching the movie in March when she happens to be deceived by her philandering boyfriend broke up to emotional man, the mood is very poor. Eat the rice in the second week of the day she is very sad said send information to me in the middle of the drink too much, then we can voice she had been deceiving her cried and said she was playing with women the feelings of man's former boyfriend cheated, I have been to comfort her, the third day in the evening I went to her home to accompany her to drink comfort her about talking to 4 PM then I was asleep in her second lie, since then I decided to follow her, Later, we would go out to play together every weekend. It took us about 40 minutes to pick her up at first and send her home at last. I would pay big head and she would pay small head (for example, I would pay 800 and she would pay 200 if I spent 1000).

So far I have stayed with her about 5 times and she has stayed with me once. Every time WE chat and watch movies, we go to bed at 3 or 4 o 'clock (she sleeps separately in the main bedroom and I sleep in the second bedroom). During 520 when the day we eat together, gave her a rose, after originally wanted to eat a meal to her that I love, said let's go to the walk after a meal, but don't want to go home earlier, she said she was doing some impatience impatient, I think no profession atmosphere wrong, then she sit drops off, and bad mood I drink too much. Sitting in the grass beside her head buried in her arms, then looked up as soon as they feel someone knock on my shoulder I found her back, her things in my bag didn't take, she asked me what's wrong with no problem, I said too much head a bit dizzy, okay. I played the drops you go first, then she walked first period is also called the ask me get on the bus. The day after tomorrow, she sent a message that she was very tired and in a bad mood.

She had a birth last week, and she usually likes to take artistic photos and likes a set meal of 1100 in a photo studio, so I turned 1100 to take photos for her, saying it was like a birthday gift. Birthday after taking photos she ask me to eat western food, I bought her a bottle of perfume, bought a tuple beings book marks of ice cream cake, eat play mobile phone during her all the time, I was also a little unhappy, so also take mobile phones to play for 10 minutes, then the waiter to come over to ask our food need to packaging to both of us to put down the phone off and on chat. After dinner, we went to see a movie together, because it was too late, she let me sleep in her house, and then we had a drink and talked about high school class photos and had fun talking about high school, about 3:30, I was very nervous and held her hand and asked: How are we doing? I've always liked you. Said she was a little nervous, you put my hand down I think first, and then says she now head a little dizzy to think about it, I said that's ok, you think about it, it doesn't matter if it is not suitable we are still friends, ah, have no confidence I was too nervous to speak in the shaking) and then we will go to rest, she slept advocate lie, my sleep time to lie). I didn't ask her any more and she didn't tell me what she thought. Then we had a pleasant chat as usual without any embarrassment. At noon, we had lunch outside and dropped her off at home.

Usually we also have some physical contact, although not hand in hand but like I touch her head touch her face she did not rank. We hang out every week and chat on wechat about five days a week. I really like her very much. It has been nearly 5 months since we had dinner together for the first time in China. I feel very happy to be with her, because I am almost 28 years old and my family is also anxious.

I just want to ask you do I want to continue? Does she like me? It seems so hard to choose between ideal and reality.