Why Me?

Two hours is all it took. In a limitless, agitated ocean.

There I was alone, with water up to my neck, and my voice drowned by the crashing waves, waiting to be rescued in the middle of the Atlantic.

Two diving instructors appear, throwing emergency signals to the closest possible boat. And somewhere, from a distance, approached safety at a dramatically slow rate—a ship coming to rescue us.

Time was frozen in this intolerant ocean.

An arctic cold took over my body. I began to tremble uncontrollably as I had never experienced before.

There he was, right there.

My husband, limp and unconscious—with no signs of regaining consciousness.

He was proclaimed dead shortly after.

And my entire world came crashing down.

One day after starting a new year, full of expectations and resolutions, time lost its dimension.

What I did not realize then, I know today. I was initiating a journey of meaning and cosmic connection. This transition would open the path for me to reveal answers to key questions that would lead to discovering deep truths, recognize the order behind the apparent chaos in which the mind navigates, and the potential that we all have to make magic out of the stories we create.

It didn’t feel right, but it was the only way destined for me.

When everything collapses, the universe is opening a space for rebirth.

Ana’s Life Lesson

No matter what, we ALWAYS get the support necessary to go through the experience we need to live.

When the Disciple is ready, the Master appears.

When the mind is ready to go through a transformation, ALL necessary elements align to support the process.

Rebirth in the Face of Death

Suffering and chaos are necessary tools to awaken a deeper level of our dormant consciousness - Law of Evolution

Clarity, purpose, sense of direction, and understanding of flow was what my spirit guided me to find through my initiation. It was not easy to express with words what I was looking for, I only knew intuitively that the answers could not be found in common knowledge.

Today, I understand that the ego cannot verbalize what is unfamiliar. This is the time when “the voice” of consciousness becomes more evident.

The lenses through which I was seeking answers were not clear, however that deep desire to fill the void was generating affinity with the answers that would change the course of my life.

In the middle of chaos, is when we always ask, “why me?” We lose our motivation, our sense of direction, and the meaning chaos brings. We disconnect from our life purpose. We reach saturation until we just surrender. That’s when we begin to understand what’s happening, and connect the dots that shape the reality we live in.

The crisis shows up to facilitate renewal, reconnection, expansion, and understanding of deeper levels of creation.

Nature does not fight with change. Nature generates almost imperceptible transition processes to move from one state to another. Change is permanent in the universe; flowing or resisting it is our choice.

When we are not able to recognize the basic programs that are part of our journey as humans, monitor them, our ego creates obstacles and misalignments leading to a crisis that breaks and readjusts what is not fulfilling our inner SELF.

If you feel you need a change, but don’t know from where to start, if you are seeking to expand the meaning and understanding of your journey in this life, please be my guest and explore The Essential Formula, to take advantage of the present as an opportunity to learn to transition through change with flow, as nature effortlessly does it.