For Whoever Needs To Read This - Volume One

I began my journey with tarot in 2015, as a co-host of a radio show. I was recently divorced and experiencing a number of life changes. I always wanted to experience a personal reading but I was too scared of the outcome. I was fearful to talk about my desire to have that experience because I grew up baptist and my family and peers just were not into anything spiritual that didn’t center around Jesus. The Law of Attraction is so powerful though, I ended up bringing the experience I desired to me. One day it showed up at my workplace. We had an on-air guest who was a psychic that did energy readings. Our callers were amazed at his accuracy and gave myself and the rest of the hosts our own private sessions. I was floored by what he had to say about me. I never met this man in my life and he could see and tell me things I know my own family didn’t know about me. But “how could that be possible?”, I thought. I was hooked. After years of being visible but feeling “unseen” it was uncanny to me to have that experience. The reader was invited back to the show a second time, to which he saw “how easily I can understand others”. He told me I will help many people because I am as equally masculine as I am feminine in my point of view. I didn’t tell him I was a stand-up comedian and I had material I performed in front of diverse crowds and on small level I take on misogynistic perspectives to relate to my male audience and enlighten my women. I never told him I was a former tomboy who used to help my guy friends “get girls” or understand women more. Despite all of that, he still saw it in me. I didn’t even know what I was going to do about this information, but I’ve never forgotten it.

Then, we had a second guest who also had psychic abilities. Unlike the first guy, he brought his laptop with him and asked everyone their birthdays before and inputted our information into a birth app he created before he told us what he saw. He also was astounding accurate in characterizing each of us and he did not say the same thing as the first reader. I came prepared for this reader’s visit to our show. Since I could not stop thinking about what the first reader told me the two times he came to our show, I made sure I recorded the second reader. Just so I could have a reminder. I have been on a Law of Attraction spiritual journey since 2006, so I knew the importance of affirmations and intention. I wanted to co-create what the first reader had told me since I couldn’t stop thinking about it. At the end of the show, I was all-in. I decided I was going to go see a psychic and ask questions I’ve always wanted answers to. Had it not been for these two guest easing me into the process and me seeing how totally harmless, empowering and downright interesting it was to “get read”. I was ready to have a personalized visit with a professional. “But what about getting scammed?”, I thought. “What if I meet someone and their wicked and they hex me?” Those two guys were awesome but they came by referral of our host who had rapport with these guys. I didn’t want anyone from the show knowing I wanted “deeper help” from a psychic. So I surveyed my friends and felt out which ones would be open to talking about it or maybe even going with me if I punked out. Once again, it came to me. One of my homegirls started seeing a guy she really liked and as she was giving me the lowdown about it, she told me she went to get a reading down just to see what she could find out about him or their connection. She told me it was her go-to place because she always got wonderful readings that resonated with her and she had been going there for years! Jackpot, I thought, I’ll go to the same place try it out and if I don’t like no one has to know I went there. If it is an awesome experience, I’ll tell me friend about it and thank her for info.

I went! It was very first experience with tarot cards. I signed up for a 15 minute session, just “see how it felt”. She was awesome! Right away she told me to record the session, so I could have it as a reference - something I was gonna do anyway but it made it more comforting and showed her confidence in her abilities. Before we began she told me her eyes may roll up in her head when she is looking for visions and to not be freaked out about it. I wasn’t and honestly it may have felt like her eyes did that to her but they didn’t. She let me know it was a safe space and I could ask anything. So I fired off with my burning questions and watched her intently as she shuffled cards with her eyes closed and then I watched her lay them down and give me her answers. Not only did she perfectly describe the person I asked her about and their tendencies... she had cursed a lot just I do. I was clearly in the presence of a kindred spirit. It felt nice to ask questions and get solid answers without fluff or judgement. At some point, I used to want to a psychologist and our session felt no different than what I used to want to do for others. It looked no different than psychology sessions you see in films, minus her Astrology charts on the wall and colorful artwork. “Why was I so scared of this again?”, I kept thinking. She was super cool and I loved her blunt, no nonsense style. It was so worth it. I tipped her at the end! I knew I discovered a new way, to get out of my own way and get reassurance for hunches I felt, unnerving anxiety I had over lots of things. It felt good to be understood and sure of myself. Being the typical. Or go Woman stereotype, I obsess about perfection and having two parents who were school teachers didn’t help assuage that obsession, instead it fueled it. Always battling with myself over “whether I’m doing it right or wrong” was a rut I was ready to get out of. Over time, with research, meditation and more confidence in my natural gifts. I began to embrace the knowing that I have powerful intuition. I never heard of being an “empath” before that tarot session. Sure, I knew people could have “empathy” but I never knew or understood why graphically violent horror films or sights made me feel the pain or injury as if it happened to me. I wasn’t ready to accept previously the my gut feelings or whispery thoughts were angelic guidance. All I knew was God and I had been homies for a long time and I liked that. When things happened in my favor or to protect me that were behind my understanding I knew and appreciated God’s loving hand in my life. I was taught thinking of it any other way was sinful and to stay away from other people who talked anything different because they were “bad people”. However, the more I learned and the more people I met who were on the same walk of life, it was clear that thinking was the furthest thing from the truth. All my experiences were loving and wholesome, even the no-nonsense reads that told me what I needed to hear not what I wanted.

In January 2019, I decided to dive in, to trust myself, my inner knowing and I purchased my first tarot deck. I’ve been allowing the experience to teach me the most authentic way I could relay messages I saw, heard or felt for the people who need them. I watched other professionals and learned how they “let the cards talk to them”. The more I learned, the more I observed, the more I wanted more. Now, I own 5 tarot decks and I’m adding more to my collection to offer a well-rounded repertoire for clientele. I have a deep desire to see people truly happy and truly filled with love and joy in their lives. I want the same and nothing less in my life and just like that my “Ten of Cups” tarot card journey began and everyday I live my life working on myself to be a true student of happiness. When we are young we go to school for many years and if chose to go to college after high school, in order to complete college we have to choose a major. After graduating college, getting out into the real world and looking back on life 20 years later after my high school graduation (June 4, 2000) I realize the one thing we all really want in life is to be happy. Happiness looks different to all of us, but we all want it. I learned the more you know yourself and love yourself, the more you can be happy. I learned if you truly want to know yourself then you have to challenge yourself and tell yourself the truth. I learned you shouldn’t be afraid to express who you are to the world and you do yourself and the world a huge disadvantage if you do. I learned we all want to feel like “we are doing it right” in life and we all want to feel sure of ourselves and we all want to know “we are not alone”. That there is someone, somewhere who understands us and sees the same world we see and that is my mission with tarot. Tarot helped me open my eyes to see the world and the spirit world and not only my relation to it but all of us. The more I trust my intuition, I noticed the more safe and loving I feel. I decided I wanted to help those that are seeking answers just like I was, who may have had the same questions or experiences I had. People who had/have limited support and want to know things or share things without feeling weird. So I decided through my podcast, this Vocal platform, my social media and original creative works I will do just that.

I started doing daily tarot readings on my Instagram (@virgoaaronatarot if you wanna give me a follow) to share messages spirit gives me for whoever needs to hear them. In addition to doing a series on my dating and relationship misadventures here, I figured why not use my “voice” to share something someone needs to read, see or know. If it resonates with them, they will be glad they stopped by my page.

So here is volume one of “Whoever Needs To Hear This” you are apart of my soul family and I am just like you in wanting to level up spiritually, romantically, financially, mentally, physically -you name it. I’ll be sharing all my mediations and posts from spirit. Take what resonates and leave what doesn’t since it’s a general reading it isn’t tailor-made to fit everyone. If you feel like this message is for you, I’d appreciate a follow on this site or my other social media platforms.

This message is about a heartbreak, because the Three Of Swords tarot card came out the deck and the Three of Cups and Ace Of Pentacles clarifies it. Whether you broke your own heart ❤️ due to your expectations or you suffered betrayal and pain from a breakup, a deal gone badly or some circumstance not turning out as you hoped, know that this event/situation happened in order to get your attention to bring you closer and more in alignment with what you truly want. Sometimes the things we think we want are not as awesome or aligned as what the universe really has in store for us. Once we lose our attachment to the desired outcome we had in our hearts and come to terms with the truth while keeping in mind that EVERYTHING is happening FOR US NOT TO US. Change your perspective about the sequence of events that took place. What good came from this situation that you may have overlooked until now? What NEW DESIRES did you birth during this time? All of those desires were birth from NEW KNOWLEDGE AND NEW EXPERIENCES you would not have had, had the “heartbreaking one” never happened. Give thanks for that event and the new lessons and the new direction you are headed towards because it’s all apart of your journey to your best self! What took place was necessary for you to stretch and expand and growth never feels comfortable... try walking around in the same shoes 👞 you had from childhood to adulthood😖 a completely UNPLEASANT experience. What happens when you outgrow or wear down your shoes? It’s time to get NEW ONES! Get EXCITED ABOUT THE NEW THINGS YOU ARE DOING AND THE NEW THINGS YOU WILL HAVE as a result of your new experience. Be excited about your future knowing that what is coming is better than what has gone! Pain, though, unpleasant is only a teacher 👩‍🏫 take the lesson, pass the course and move up to the next grade!

Some of you are feeling down because you are missing out on memories and moments you’ve waited a lifetime to experience - I.e. High School, College Graduation or Prom or your wedding is on hold. Things or events that caused for celebration and camaraderie have been reduced and don’t hold the joy they used to.

For others, the presence of a third party is causing you pain. You found out the person you loved, has another lover and was dishonest with you. Others of you discovered a frenemy and you are heartbroken because you loved this person like family. Spirit is telling you to feel your feelings and completely purge this experience so you can heal and move forward. The Ace Of Pentacles is showing new joy, new opportunity, new money or new loyalty coming towards you in the near future. A fresh start is happening for you and you had to endure this heartbreak to learn new skills and a soul lesson that you needed for your new life. Just remember to watch your thoughts and try not to sulk over this perceived loss. Declare what you want to experience moving forward and confirm it with the statement “this or better God” and watch the universe get to work on your behalf! Thank you for stopping by my page today friend! I’m rooting for your happiness and success!

~Xoxo AaronaTheVirgo