I promise youuuu .... I wrote this three times because Vocal be tripping on my fucking phone like as if I didn't write the shit ,but do what you will with this information. I wanted to write to you because I wanted you to win in 2026. I wanted you to finally find you and not find the authentic and mojo in others. I want you to win even if you hate my ass , even you think my writing is bad, even if you just being a hating ass bitch and your pussy drips green money colors ... I want you to win. Honestly. Here's what I want you to do when making your goal now and onto 2026 and beyond. ( And just because your ass start in 2026 and before that it doesn't mean to not do it within that only for those years. Do that shit every fucking time and win like you. Not anyone else. YOU BITCH !)
Please do that fucking dream board -wish board ...whatever the fuck it is called. Do the board and save the one you made last year.Firstly, look at the muthafucka you made last year or previous years and look at why you made it the first place , look at what you accomplished and then if you didn't do the other ones ....ADD IT OVER!! Who knows what you will bring into your life? I was where I was like no matter how I didn't do all on my vision board ( there we go ... it's a vision board !!), I still gave it a shot and do it. So just make it . Write your goals on paper and stick that bitch on that board , man. Just do it. ( If you doing the vision board out of malice, then bitch that's why your life is in shambles already you delusional son of bitch. ) Anyway do the board , luv.
Write what you accomplished and the pictures you took add it to that your journal that you made your accomplishments. I feel like why not make it happen? I mean you done all of that and then by the end of year you feel like you didn't make anything happen and you start looking at everyone else I hate that shit ! I really do cause why would you do that towards you ? I think you should look at your wins. Not everyone's wins look the same just like everyone's bodies aren't the same and reading level etc. aren't the same . I mean jeez when we stop thinking we have to be better than one another and also thinking we gotta do this to be better for likes and some dumb shit, then we can get through that ego trip and realize ...we already was winning and we did win. We were alive to see it through our pictures we took ( yes it took long ,but who gives a shit !!?? It was done . Now fix your lips. ) I feel like we forget that alot that what "we think" should be quick cause the other person did it faster than you was the dumbest shit to think of in the first place. Why not just make the journal and place it together of what we done with the pictures and the goals we accomplished and okay it has pain ... still write it and place them pictures. I feel like it will be your gradual release finally to be where you can be free from them demons of " Oh! I gotta do better than that bitch . I can't let her win. " Like how dare you spit on your small wins and your big ones ? Cause it's different? Bitch are you well?
Do the well thing... find them old magazines, print out them sheets or whatever and place it on that board. Do the very thing and put it upon your pinterest and do the damn thing ,baby. Make it happen.
God is your power move. Praying , reflecting and meditating on it is what you need to do. I hate when people think meditating isn't in your belief. It's called something different ... stop tripping off that word.

Last time I fucking checked this was the definition cause you mediate to Jesus . God or whoever you talk to to find what was disagreeable and trying to find the solution. You sitting doing nothing and monitoring your breathing and speaking to your Lord , your God shouldn't be trying to say what is the right word of what it is and what it's about. Just fucking do it and thank Him and watch Him work the solution. Goddamn. Anyway , girlie just do that . Doesn't matter what it is called or that's not what my God said. Can you just shut the fuck up and look our how you wanna fix your solution?
I feel like you should find a reason why it's bothering you and reflect on it. Write it down and have it in front of you and while you've done your prayers , thank your Lord have it with in front of you and speak with Him. Let it marinate . After all , that's your relationship with Him. Dafuq?
Your attention span is going I see . I waste your time. The last thing is go read them books and read them people's shit . If you feeling froggy read Kalama Harris' 107 days and read that shit. I mean she was popping her shit and talking her shit on how to make it and how she made it. I mean I feel like that would be a goal to work on. You know?
So in conclusion, I feel like you should do the very thing to remind yourself why you was popping your shit in 2025 so you can make it in 2026. I feel like why not make that vision board again and win. Why not write what you accomplished and paste them pictures and win? I mean why not read them books and just get that pep talk from many people to pop your shit? I mean isn't it time to do such anyway? Cheers to 2026 !
About the Creator
Erica Williams
I am a knitter , crocheter and I love to write. i am bron and raised on the South Side of Saint Louis, Missouri ( Go Cards !!) aandddd I love writing poetry.



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