Emyn's Story

11:59 Emyn began to write a story, of her current emotions and state of mind. She then realizes it is not much on her heart, but sometimes her mind runs endlessly. Except, when she sleeps. Less than occasionally, she dreams. When she awakes from her dreams, it is a job to recall what she had dreamt.

When Emyn is awake, what goes through her mind? Who am I to expose Emyns' thoughts? Could you learn from Emyn or could Emyn poison your mind? What is a poisoned mind?, thought Emyn. Rest assured her mind was not poisoned, only imbalanced. Is an imbalanced mind not a poisoned mind? Of course, it is. What about Emyns' heart? How does her heart feel? There is not much on her heart, she loves everyone. That is Emyns' mind speaking, what does her heart feel? Her heart isn't feeling anything. Her mind says, she loves everyone who loves her.

Is that true mind? Do you love everyone, who loves you? Of course! Although, I do not know of everyone, who loves me. You know of everyone, who loves you. They tell and show, how much they love you. You must believe, they do. Believe? Yes, to think it is true. Omit all false accusations, for they are not true.

May I know, what you love Emyn? I love art, knowledge, and love. Emyn finished high school. The knowledge she desires to know, would not come from a university of middle-class intellects. Where else would it come from? Is this a story or an interrogation? A story of the interrogation with Emyns' mind. Where else would she get knowledge from?

Are you afraid of anything, Emyn? No. So there is not anything that haunts your mind? Roller coasters make my heart drop, but I am not afraid. Do you believe in reincarnation? I believe anything is possible. Where is your mind now? Currently away and not fixated on this story, I must finish. You are something else with yourself, Emyn. Oh, I know.

How are you mentally? Before this story, I had come to the realization, that I had fallen off. Did you fall off or what was meant by that journey? I fell to learn the indifferent. What did you learn? The realization, that I had failed to learn the indifference.

Is there anything that you are battling with, Emyn? I seem to have battling conversations with you often. I wish we would rest on them. I do not know much, but I must step into the real world to learn. What is the real world, Emyn? One that I let exist.

What are you going to do with your life, Emyn? Some people know their purpose. Some people hold the purpose of knowing, that there is no purpose at all. What do you mean? There is always purpose, for life exists.

How does your heart feel? Sad. I am easily saddened. I am not confident, yet. I am still weak and weary but I hold on. You are not going to break, are you? Breaking is not an option, silly. Do not let them undermine you, be confident won't you child.

You can not destroy what is stable. Never show your cards to the table. Thank the creator if you are able. For the mind works in circles, let you open up. One day at a time, grasping life for it is mine. Emyn, it is yours. Walk into a new door to see what is planned in store. Protect your mind and your soul. If you had control you would know.

What a wonderful story, Emyn.