DEAR B,

This is for my love, I don't know what I would do without you. ENJOY!

Dear B,

I am writing how I feel about you because there is no words I can say to you that would be able to express how much I love you. You are just so perfect to me and I cannot tell if it is simply my love for you blocking out those imperfections of yours or if it is that I adore you enough to have learned to love them. With every passing day my feelings for you grow stronger. At first I just saw you as a friend, a best friend if you would. I was with you during lunch and after school. I would sit and watch as you played video games, or I would do simple things like helping you fix your car, sew a shirt, help you with an assignment. None of that ever really seemed like a big deal just a friend helping a friend that is until it did become a big deal to me.

I still remember that first day we met. It was the first day of school we were in the only class we would have together, it was an English class, which I knew I would do good in because I have always succeded in English. I was sitting with my friends when all of a sudden you sat down. I had never seen you before even though we had been going to the same school for 2 years now, and I had you on snapchat. I remember you sitting down and I looked at you. Yea, I thought you were cute but I doubted you had even noticed me. We shared a few jokes and conversations between August and November and we had started snapping each other. So we were friends just, not friends. At least not until that night.

On the night of January 8, 2022 I was at my best friends house I thought it would be a normal night, that is until you and your brothers showed up. We were all having fun talking,making jokes, playing games, when all of a sudden we came up with the bright idea to stay at your house that night, since your mom is basically mars aunt. Your mom said yes so we went over and continued doing what we had been doing. As time ticked on everyone slowly left the room as they were ready to go to bed. Somehow you and I were the only two left. So we decided to watch a T.V. show and just chill.

It was around 3 am when all of a sudden you leaned in and kissed me. Then you laid your head on my chest and I held you. It was comforting, holding someone. It's even more comforting knowing it was you. After that we didn't talk much I moved on to a new guy until I ditched him and started going to your house after school. This is where our story really starts.

Like I had said in the beginning we just kind of hung out. We became best friends. Then one day, you seemed to be having a bad day and we were sitting in you bed as usual, you were watching your show I was on tiktok. I looked at you and noticed the little things, like you biting you cheek, that is when I decided to say "b, do you want a hug" and you replied with "yes, thank you" so I gave you a hug and we sat in each others arms for awhile I felt safe... I felt loved.

I had never really felt safe with a boy, I loved boys before but I had never felt safe with them not like I how I feel safe with you. We laid in each others arms for a few mins, when suddenly I felt your finger tips touch my chin. You slowly pulled my head up, looked at me with those beautiful chocolate brown eyes, and pulled me in for a kiss. I had never felt so happy but yet, still calm and comforted. After that kiss, we texted more often, hung out on weekends, went to party's together. You would do such small simple things like hold my hand while you were driving, calling me when you missed me, said goodnight and good morning even though I wasn't awake.

You would text me after I had just left you saying you missed me already. After you had a long day you always came to me for comfort. You would tell me if you didn't like the way someone was treating me. You made me believe that I was perfect. You made me love myself. Which made it so much easier to love you.

Dear B,

I am writing this letter to you, not only to remind you of all the beautiful moments we have had, but also to let you know that we have so many more to make. I cannot explain how much I love you but I can try. You fill me with so much joy, more than anyone or anything. You lit my world up when I needed it most and I don't even dare to imagine what my life would be like right now without you in it. You are perfect, caring, kind, protective, strong, hard working, resilient, smart and most importantly you are mine. I love you with all my heart and I know you'll grow up to do great things in life and i'll be right by your side ready to help you through every step. I love you 3000.

Love,

A