Ah Men

****THIS IS A RANT*****

I really am having problems with men . Well boys. At 38 we still deal with boys still that are in a man's body. I know it's sad. Especially when they are older than you they are weird to not just you ,but many women as well and then act like they don't know what is going on. ( I'm telling ya'll that in your early 30's and 20's ... them muthafuckas do not change and it's sad. ) I can answer so many questions .but I have to say what I noticed first.

First what I noticed is that many of them have been very weird since my twenties and it's mainly because they cannot control their bodies and want to control yours. I find it smiply fucked up that in life that they do not change about shit when it comes to this. They do it in law and then right in front of your face. It's awfully sad . Even if they are human too and they are working on it... some still are the same and do not care. I believe if they knew of their own bodies and work on theirs , do better than just being in control of others since they can't control their emotions, their mental health and then some , then I believe they can change. Books can help alot to where they finally look within . I think it's also the environment as well ,but it's fucking sad dude. Maybe they'll change ,but who knows.

Second of all, I think it's again media and these false things that they have to do to be men and I findi t awful. I say this because when you see these within yourself you'll start to see within others as well. I thik if they see media is false and they can do things as themselves and that they don't have to be fucking weirdos and do shit that isn't fucked up... they can changed for the better if only they get it . I felt that and they don't have to get a child just to finally change because that also goes with the weird and fucked up narrative that they don't have to do that shit just to be men. So again it's always the fucking media .

Third, I think it's what they were taught from their father's because they also was taught this same toxic narrative . They couldn't do that shit to tell them they don't wanna do that when they noticed how they shouldn't do that when the woman that's a teacher, a mother and then some ...even the dying grandpa tells them to finally cut it out and that's not it , then it would be where they can realize that ain't the way to be honest with you. Maybe soon or while this Pluto in Aquarius they can be where they can be not of what us women are avoiding.

Fourth, it's what they boys told them as well as awful advice. I promise you if they don't listen to that mess ,then they can be better in life. I feel like it's alot of things that is said that is pure shitty advice, misunderstandings from what is quotes from the Bible and then some ( because that also comes in the factor of awful advice as well to make it considered "solid answers" when it isn't ) I feel like it should be where if they stop lsitening to people like that , then they can be less shitty ,but what do I know...?? I'm just a woman right?

Overall, in my conclusion, I want them weirdos and them men that are fucking awful get hit with reality so so much ,but it's one day at the time. I do pray for change because us women are tired where when we communicate people be fucking delusional and then some where they are fucking awful pieces of shit and then sound like they are the grapist or worse. Maybe soon or later it will change. Least I hope so. But I can only pray and do my best.