2024 was tough...2025 here i come

2024 has been a very interesting year for me, There are so many challenges that my self i have encountered. In a beam of a moment it seemed everything i touched just happened to die. In the start of January i had so many things in my plans thinking that maybe things will go my way. But it turns out it didn't go my way. Most heavily affected was my relationships with friends.

In the words of Mike Tyson "Everyone has a plan, until they get punched in the face." This year as much i may not be a great writer, i ended up having a three year blog that gave some little bucks. Took care of it like it was my child but it was a matter of time that things were coming to change pretty fast. If you familiar with "google updates and AI emergence" i get this new shift of change has show that for seo bloggers things aren't going to be the same. Anyways I lost my blog by its traffic going dead to zero Making it my number loss of the year. but we move on right?.

Like it was not enough, the friends i started this year didn't make it to December. Its not like they are dead or something, its just funny how fast friends can just turn out to be strangers. Honestly part of me feels i should have done more to maintain the friendships to stay longer. But i was limited due to the little to no funds of having to communicate with them. As much we are not friends anymore, i pray for the best to happen still in their future life endevours. Even though we don't talk anymore.

And since we ain't all angels, I had a fallout with another close friend of mine and it was my fault.It seems things weren't right in my head and was emotional at the time. Since it was my fault and it may be too late to apologize, i hope she finds it in her heart for the wrong doing i had done to her. But due to my wrong actions Karma found its way to me, and i learnt it the hard way. I guess what is done to others will also be done unto you. And I can testify i have gone through this.

Oh and another thing is the long months of sadness and feeling useless of having to do nothing while staying at home has took a toll of me last year. It made feel i am behind, so behind that i feel like my peers are ahead of me. What am i doing with my life? I suck. Trully felt like one of the biggest losers in the world.

There's so many things i have felt have gone wrong in 2024, but somehow along the way, their was light by the end of the tunnel. some of the things that brighten up in that year was having to get that chance to join college, even though i didn't have the plan to join. Having to join college has brought some positive outcome physically. mentally and also socially.

I have made new friends inside campus, making my life happier even better. It gave me a boost to be comfortable with people despite that i am more overly introverted and would mostly spend my time been indoors. Also joined a debate class to see if i have some confidence in me.

Theres more i would like to say but thats all i could express in my writing for now. 2024 has been a very interesting year. Given that life has ups and downs am looking forward to know what 2025 will be like. Will it be a year of prosperity or a year that happens to be tough.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL.