Writings from The Fifth Epoch of The Fifth Sphere

At this time in our evolution we are remembering who we are, our Ensoulment process, our Cosmic Evolution over billions of years’ worth of Epochs.

My Big Thing is the Big Picture. I have a hard time getting into the micro without knowing the macro.

The Big Picture is Our Collective Crisis of Consciousness.

I’m going to be referencing Gigi Young’s work a lot in this essay. She is one of my favorite teachers for understanding this Collective Crisis in Consciousness, this Collective Confusion Around Our Reality.

“Intuition is not just some weird, mystical, crazy thing, it’s a survival thing. When we cut ourselves off from it we become unable to recognize danger as well, we can’t see patterns, and we become sitting ducks because we’re only willing to recognize what shows up right in front of our faces in an obvious way.” — Gigi Young

The Materialist Filter & The Literalization of Our Mind: Intuition is Not “Woo”

The Education System: F.alse E.vidence A.ppearing R.eal

“Children are organically predisposed to be critical thinkers. Across the boundaries of race, class, gender, and circumstance, children come into the world of wonder and language consumed with a desire for knowledge… sadly, most children are taught early on that thinking is dangerous.” — Bell Hooks

Ignoring our intuition is something forced upon us as children, it is not natural for a Human to ignore intuition; nothing is more natural to a Human Being than our intuition. The education system tries to beat this internal wisdom out of us (why?) but it can never be lost, it is always right there, waiting for us to listen.

From Innocent to Wise

What I’ve been realizing in my healing process is that I’ve been being guided back to my Child Essence but with the all the wisdom gained through my experiences; from Innocent Child to Wise Child.

The question “What have you learned” comes to me often whenever I think of all I’ve been through. Everything we experience is here to teach us something. I feel like more than anything else I’ve been deepening in my understanding of the Nature of Life. There are two sides to Life; The Light Side & The Dark Side. I’ve been learning how they play upon each other, how each exists within & how we get to choose how we interact with both impulses.

We are all in different places in the spiral of unlearning *everything* we were taught as children and this tells me we were raised in a very Sick Society. I think what we are all learning is that our current structural systems are in desperate need of serious readjustment & realignment. This outer readjustment & realignment requires an internal readjustment & realignment. As within, so without. Our internal balance of Light & Dark is reflected in what we see in the exterior world today. This isn’t about blame or shame, this is about radical honesty and courage. It’s hard but worthy work. Along with the burgeoning distractions surrounding us there is also a huge influx of supportive energies available to help us awaken & heal.

“We love everyone by inhabiting the Soul.” - Ram Dass

“In order to create the changes we want to see in society we must raise our consciousness. Everything else is secondary; all elections and politics. We can’t legislate peace, we can’t legislate justice. We have to embody it. We can’t vote it in, not in the corrupt conditions we face now. We have to realize that many of us have cut ourselves off from our Higher Self and as a result, our cognition has reduced and degraded into a materialist, reductionist form and we have to train ourselves back into that Higher Level of Intelligence.” — Gigi Young

Going through Times of Darkness is a natural part of our Evolutionary Cycle. It is nothing to fear, the whole point of going through darkness is to learn and grow, to EVOLVE. We can clearly see how the current systems at play are not working and not only are they not working, they are incredibly harmful. So how do we change? We must face our fear.

“The only thing to fear is fear itself.” — Franklin D. Roosevelt

Reality

“There is no agreed-upon reality. We are literally unable to agree upon what reality is, which is an incredibly difficult situation to be in especially when it would just take an afternoon to figure it out. In civilizations that are this populated and this huge we at least need to have a reality that we agree on. Yet, we’re being carried along as if nobody really knows what’s going on because we’re not really supposed to… having people be confused & in chaos creates something called a hypnagogic state; a light trance state. It is a form of trauma and psychological warfare, make no mistake, to make it so that a population, through intense propaganda, cannot sense what their reality is. It actually can make people start to go crazy and deteriorate very quickly. It makes you zone out. Because there’s something searching, there’s something skipping inside of you because you cannot ground into what reality is. You cannot move forward. And then what ends up happening is you become very, very, very, malleable. Where eventually you can have ideas put into your mind and you’re more susceptible to maybe outrageous things that you wouldn’t be in the past. So the more that we don’t know what’s going on, the more in chaos we are, the more exhausted we become, the more likely we are to accept tyranny, the more likely we are to accept our rights being taken away and things like that because we just want it to end. This is a tactic. We have to understand this. There are many people who have been manipulated and full-on brainwashed into believing certain narratives by having their wounds manipulated and targeted so they go into this tribal state.” — [paraphrased] Gigi Young

What is real for you? What do you think is real? What are your beliefs about Life? Do you believe it’s possible to create great change? Why or Why Not? What’s standing in our way of freedom and abundance for all? Questions are powerful things. What’s blocking us from a collective understanding of reality? The science is all out there, folks. “Woo” is officially an outdated term. I highly recommend Joe Dispenza and/or Cyndi Dale’s work if you’re looking to understand the physics behind reality and give your mind the proof it may need to realize what’s going on here. This is a frequency game.

Why does society try and beat our inherent internal wisdom out of us? Why is our soil (food), water and air polluted with chemicals we know to be toxic to the human system? Why are we not taught about our energy body as children? Who would benefit from an ignorant population? Another thing I’ve learned through my studies in energy is that if something exists, there is always someone benefitting. Nothing exists that absolutely no one wants. In Occult practice, there’s a term called In Plain Sight. People who practice The Dark Occult must put everything they’re doing “In Plain Sight” to gain the permission they need (our energetic approval) to proceed with their Dark Agenda. They are using our ignorance and denial as a form of permission. Have you been paying attention to what is being shown to us through movies and television?

Have you seen the “power of Netflix” graph that shows the increase in chess set purchases when Queens Gambit came out? What we watch deeply impacts us. Watching a movie or a show puts us in a hypnotic state. If we know about brain waves and frequency and how music and films put us into a hypnotic state, then shouldn’t the people who broadcast music and film feel a responsibility to put out works that uplift and enlighten society rather than degrade and dumb it down? At the very least shouldn’t there be a healthy balance? The amount of horror & dystopian films that are put out into the world are not at all balanced with films and shows created around Eden and A Utopian Society. I wonder why? Where are all the shows about super human abilities (not Super Hero’s who kill but Super Hero’s who have overcome fear (and if you’ve overcome fear (and understand karma and our truth of a Universal One at the highest level), you’re not killing anyone…) Have you noticed how nearly all films involving psychic ability are fearful? Where are the T.V. & films showcasing free energy, healthy family structures, a society with integrated Spirit? We know what a world looks like in survival mode because we are living in it right now but what does a thriving world look like? Why aren’t we seeing any media showcasing a world where there is freedom and abundance for all? Have you noticed the lack of creativity in current mainstream media? Or the focus on the darkest sides of humankind rather than the lightest sides?

I think The Big Fear for most of us humans is the unknown. I know this is 100% true for me. I tend to go into a freeze response whenever I am coming up against a new growth edge and have no idea what’s coming next… it’s scary to not know what’s coming! Especially if you’ve experienced a lot of trauma in the past, which I think is relevant for each of us because growing up in the world we currently live in is traumatic in itself. My current practice is to just move forward even when I feel terrified. Like right now, for example, as I type, I feel fear. But I’m doing it anyway. Another FDR quote comes to mind, “Courage is not the absence of fear but rather the assessment that something else is more important than fear.” In my case, I feel it’s very important for all of us to be aware of what we are currently facing in this world. Our attention is part of our power. What and/or who are you giving your attention to? What do you feel is important?

Fear is The Mind Killer

This is not about instilling fear. In fact, it’s the complete opposite. In my energy work school, there’s a tool we call “Saying Hello”. “Saying Hello” is a neutral acknowledgment given to certain unwelcome energies we feel in our space. It’s a form of objectivity. When you want an energy to leave your space, you don’t ignore it or fight it because both those reactions only tighten the grip of the unwanted energy. What happens when you ignore or fight an energy is: it gets more powerful. Have you ever heard the phrase “Fear Makes The Wolf Look Bigger”? This concept is also widely known in the world of emotional healing. Emotions are Energy in Motion. When you ignore an emotion and/or try to suppress it (fight it), it only gets stronger. It’s important to say hello to certain forces at play without being afraid of them. Pretending they don’t exist is only giving them more power.

We have been conditioned to believe authority is power but true power is the relationship we have with Life. Healthy relationship begins with clarity. A healthy outer world begins with a healthy inner world. We create healthy inner worlds when we are honest about where we are in our process of evolution, what we need to continue evolving, what matters most to us, what makes us feel truly happy, what we are afraid of, who we want to be in the world… and take the necessary actions to create the inner shifts we need in order to create the outer shifts we desire.

“Grandfather says: When you feel powerless that’s because you stopped listening to your own heart, that’s where power comes from.” — Gianni Crow

“You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something, build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete.” ― Buckminster Fuller