Unbreak my heart, say you love me like you used to. What has changed in our relationship. That has you so distant from me. I never cheated on you, I never try to break your heart. Even though we argue I try not to say things I don’t mean. My heart is breaking and it feels like you don’t care anymore. Does my feelings not matter anymore? Do you hate me? If so, why haven’t you left? So many questions go through my mind that I want to ask. But I don’t want to start more arguments. You’re my last shot at love but I’m starting to want to give up. You are not fighting for our relationship so why should I. I’m over being the only one fighting for the relationship. But if I try to walk away you blame your past on why you act the way you do. I have a terrible past myself but I’m not letting it control me today. You proposed to me I thought this was real. I didn’t have anything to worry about anymore. I have my knight and shining armor. But the way you’re acting it’s making me think I made a mistake. My heart is hurting and my mental state let’s not bring that part up. I gave up a lot of things to be with you that you know nothing about. I gave up hoe card for you. Yes you read that right! MY HOE CARD!!!! Every person has it or done had one. Don’t judge me!!! I told myself when I broke up with my last boyfriend that I was done with love. But when you stepped in and showed me things I never seen in my life. I thought I was being blessed with the one. But now you have changed. I think you got too comfortable. You don’t show me love no more. We don’t have sex any more like we use too. Is it something I did? Do I need to change? What is it about me that you don’t find attractive anymore? I miss the good times. Where we could laugh, kiss, make love like no tomorrow. The way things are now it’s like we’re just existing. I feel like I’m with my ex all over again. It’s been many times where we argued and I told you I was done and you begged me to stay. How come you don’t fight for our relationship when we don’t argue. Unbreak my heart! I’m tired of going to sleep with tears on my pillow. I’m tired of having to tell myself I love you instead of you telling me and actually meaning it. I know I have my flaws, I’m far from perfect and I don’t expect you to be. But that doesn't mean change because I said yes to your proposal. Unbreak this pain that you caused to my heart. Don’t leave me out in the rain. I love you. I want to keep fighting for our relationship. But this soldier is getting tired of fighting. Unbreak all the mistakes that you made. Be a man and take the wrongs you have done. Stop blaming your past problems on me. I’m human I can take but so much. Unbreak my heart, say you love me again and you’ll love me forever. Take the pain you caused away. My feelings are still hurt from the last argument we had because you told the truth on how you felt. Even though you claim that you didn’t mean to say what you said. It still hurts my heart. Guess I’m not meant for true love. You prove that to me as we speak. Unbreak my heart by proving me wrong. Show me you love me and that I’m the only one for you. Unbreak my heart because I love you so much. I hope you enjoy this read!
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Tangled love pt. 3
Chapter 3: Dewayne was getting ready to leave this morning to meet up with his teammates so they can leave for their game against the Falcons. I kissed him goodbye and told him to be safe and win his game. After he left I called Pastor Leon and asked him to come by so I could talk to him. An hour later he arrived without his wife. “Where is Melanie?” “She’s at her mother’s house, he told me.” But something in my spirit wasn’t feeling right with Pastor Leon. Don’t get me wrong he was a very sexy man and only to be 32 years old and have his own church. But I’m married and he’s married so I just told him to come back when he meets back up with his wife. He said his goodbyes and left. I grabbed my keys and jumped into my car and drove to my dad’s house. When we moved to New Orleans I had him moved down here too so we could be closer. I got there and he wasn’t at home, I dialed his phone and he told me that he was at the doctor office and that he will call me when he gets home. I left his house and went to get my nails and feet done. When I arrived at the nail salon I bumped into Melanie the Pastor’s wife. I could tell that she wasn’t happy to see me especially by the look she gave me. “Hello Ebony!” she said with an attitude in her voice. Of course I gave her an attitude back Hello Melanie! What’s your beef? She claimed that she didn't have any beef. “Cut the bullshit Melanie I can tell in the tone in your voice that you have a problem with me.” Then her eyes started tearing up. “I’m sorry Ebony. I have a feeling in my heart that Leon is cheating on me; and I know for sure that it’s with the women at our church who are either old or young and ugly. I feel that Leon has his eyes on another woman and I saw on his phone that you were the last person that he talked to on his phone. “Let me stop you right there, I don’t want your husband. I'm happily married.” “Then why is he calling your phone late at night?” “Bitch check with your husband, I said as I stormed off.” Soon as I walked in the salon my phone rings and of course it’s Pastor again. I ignored his call and then blocked his number. I was just trying to be part of the church community and live life like Christ would want me too. I wanted to call Dewayne and tell him that we need to switch churches. But then I thought about how I am going to explain the reason. I don’t want my husband thinking that I’m sleeping with the Pastor. My nails and feet were finally done and I felt like a new woman. I called Dewayne’s phone and a woman answered. “Who the fuck is this, I asked” Then the phone hangs up! Anger and hatred filled up in my system. I called his phone again and it went to voicemail. “You laid up with a bitch and can’t even answer me like a real man and tell me, Dewayne I will never forgive you for this.” I left the voicemail on his phone with tears in my eyes. I can’t believe this I gave Dewayne ten years of my life just for him to cheat on me. Divorce is not an option for me. I’m going hit him where it hurts, play a nigga at his own game. GET EVEN! Be on the lookout for part 4 it's getting more intense as the story goes on. Thanks for reading and continuing to read this series. Leave a nice tip if you love the series. Thank you!
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