This is the Side I need

I know there is a certain standard you have to maintain and there is no problem with that! I understand and resect the level you gravitate in currently and wish you many good Things in your space!

However, at the end of the day, this is the look I yearn for! Now the glam and glitz is something that your friends would like to see! The after five evening wear with the accessories to match! Yes, you are quite the sight and a definite queen of the night. However, the relaxed look of you is well worth the fight!

This look about you tells me comfort and a great state on contentment as you relax and put the day well behind you. I would like access to this Nicole as you share with the Things that comfort you and the Things that brings you joy!

Yes, I know this type of access is not granted over night! Nor is it given after a nice dinner or some random FLOWERS! Access like this takes time and understanding! Slow talks and a moment to understand each other!

No, I don't want to know what you bring to the table! No I'm not intimidated or all those other competitive fallacies that men and women have! I’m just trying to see if we can talk about common Things and share a smile or two along way!

Lazy Saturdays could be just the perfect mental getaway and some coffee and sweats relaxing and taking care of loose ends over the weekend! I know, this access of you is very remote and far away, but with time and effort, your comfortable access is something to look forward to!

This was supposed to be a poem and something to trigger a smile! However, I'm just here trying to explain what I want to experience with you!

Life is fast and we all have our standards and boundaries! Our preferences and deal breakers all kept inside of our heads and the minute our red flag alarm goes off, we dismiss any potential!

Well, let us start with dinner and keep Things simple! Not talk about work, not talk about past relationships, just talk about each other and try to find a common ground! Why, because its a step closer to the relaxed look on your face!

Yes, here we are, me writing this and you reading! I pitch the stance of a hopeless romantic, with anticipation that something materializes. You sit here as a skeptic reader, cautious with regard to my intentions, but I can assure you there is nothing to fear!

However, I dream about the look on your face to share with me someday! Then I know that we can be in the same room without saying a word, but understanding each other completely!

Relaxed, unbothered, free, defenseless, connected, content, calm, reserved all in our moment! Your face and my face showing to same expression is what the end of the day should be about!

Yes, there will be moments and there will be debts, however, the end result should be free access as you give me this look and I return the same!

So lets have dinner so that one day I can gain access to this part of you! Let me gain access to a safe part of you, and I'll give you a safe part of me!

So when its all said and done, this is what I want! Far From sex or physical attraction! A level of intimacy that compares to nothing else! Can we talk about that? The conversation has to start out simple!