The love is difficult, the dream is difficult to fulfill

　　Once again listening to your sad song, my heart surging bursts of sorrow mixed with infinite emotions, the vagaries of the world and life's helplessness makes me feel sad and confused.

　　Is it the fate between people, the meeting is a chance, parting is a necessity? Is it that in many stories in this world, we can see the glorious beginning, but can not guess the long-destined ending? Is life just a sarcastic tragicomedy, the opening of a cheerful and beautiful prologue, will eventually be sad and desolate to curtain?

　　Many times I am like a compulsive patient, over and over again to hear the songs you sing, again and again, to experience the sadness and heartache; many times I do not know how to put my soul that wanders around, how to save my emotions that have fallen into the abyss. I can only let my heart struggle and wander in pain and despair, and let my feelings get tangled in confusion and despair.

　　In some inadvertent moments, I can't help but fall into memories, recalling my youthful years, reminiscing about the sweetness and heartache of the past.

　　At that time, we were young and committed to the campus, in the sea of knowledge to draw nutrients to enrich their minds and souls, in mutual concern and common progress in the accumulation of true love and friendship, in the intimate contact and communication in the growth of love feelings. When love grows wildly in our hearts, we taste the initial youthfulness and sweetness in our lives. From then on, two budding hearts fell into boundless love and fantasy. The young we had naively thought that true love can be forever, love can be to the end of the world. But the young we are ultimately too young and tender, simply can not afford any responsibility in life, not to give each other any love commitment. In the unpredictable reality of life, in the intertwined tunnels of time and space, we can not grasp the immediate, more control of the unpredictable future, we can not hold a long time, and separation has become the end. In the fading time, you have become a mark in my memory that cannot be erased, you have become a permanent pain in my chest.

　　The time has passed, a parting of years.

　　When we reunite again, the once heartwarming and beautiful, the warmth and sweetness, but still treasured in the deepest heart, and this love by the sedimentation of the years become more profound and beautiful, this love by the fermentation of time becomes more warm and mellow. And by the polishing of time, by the experience of life, we have achieved a more perfect self in each other's minds, irredeemably we again into the whirlpool of love, our hearts in the thoughts of sinking.

　　In the end, time will not stay for anyone, and the years will not wait for anyone. After thirty years of wind and rain, the world has turned into clouds, and the sea has changed, leaving too many things and a reality that can not be crossed. We can't cross the wall of the world, and we can't cut the blood and water of family. Because we don't want our lives to become fragmented, and we don't want to hurt too many innocent people, we can only restrain our expectations and desires to face our real lives.

　　Of course, the reality is so, and rational thinking is also so, but people are ultimately emotional animals, in front of a bone engraved emotions, thought and reason will still fall to the ground.

　　When the thoughts come again, I always guard the heartache and anxiety, guard the promise that can not be fulfilled to look through the eyes. I want to give you a phone call, but I'm afraid you're busy, more afraid you have a lot of inconveniences, want to give you WeChat we have become each other blacklisted people, in the world of love I seem to be left with the right to miss. Many times, I only feel infinite loneliness and sadness inside, infinite pain and sadness.

　　It is clear that the distance between you and me is not the distance between time and space, not the distance between heart and mind, but the distance between worldliness and reality. No matter how true the love, how deep the love, I can't have your warm embrace, can't touch your warmest heartbeat, I can only imprison myself in the lonely castle of suffering; in fact, it is clear that some people are destined to be a passerby in your life, some things are ultimately just a mirror, no one can change. The fact is that you can't get away from the obsession and obsession, from the foolish delusion, but still paralyze your nerves with the illusory romp, and dedicate yourself to the fairy tale of love that has no end.

　　Perhaps some encounter in life is a sad mistake, and some emotions in life will eventually be a wordless ending. The fact is that time has changed and life has long changed its initial appearance, we can't go back to the initial starting point to start over. Some people once missed, will become a lifelong regret; some love once missed, can not simply start over. Perhaps, put aside all the worries of the world, put aside all the emotional ties, keep light and beautiful memories, keep a real and simple life, the days will be simple and happy, and life will also live calmly and indifferent.　The love is difficult, the dream is difficult to fulfill, acquaintance why must meet again?

　　Once again listening to your sad song, my heart surging bursts of sorrow mixed with infinite emotions, the vagaries of the world and life's helplessness makes me feel sad and confused.

　　Is it the fate between people, the meeting is a chance, parting is a necessity? Is it that in many stories in this world, we can see the glorious beginning, but can not guess the long-destined ending? Is life just a sarcastic tragicomedy, the opening of a cheerful and beautiful prologue, will eventually be sad and desolate to curtain?

　　Many times I am like a compulsive patient, over and over again to hear the songs you sing, again and again, to experience the sadness and heartache; many times I do not know how to put my soul that wanders around, how to save my emotions that have fallen into the abyss. I can only let my heart struggle and wander in pain and despair, and let my feelings get tangled in confusion and despair.

　　In some inadvertent moments, I can't help but fall into memories, recalling my youthful years, reminiscing about the sweetness and heartache of the past.

　　At that time, we were young and committed to the campus, in the sea of knowledge to draw nutrients to enrich their minds and souls, in mutual concern and common progress in the accumulation of true love and friendship, in the intimate contact and communication in the growth of love feelings. When love grows wildly in our hearts, we taste the initial youthfulness and sweetness in our lives. From then on, two budding hearts fell into boundless love and fantasy. The young we had naively thought that true love can be forever, love can be to the end of the world. But the young we are ultimately too young and tender, simply can not afford any responsibility in life, not to give each other any love commitment. In the unpredictable reality of life, in the intertwined tunnels of time and space, we can not grasp the immediate, more control of the unpredictable future, we can not hold a long time, and separation has become the end. In the fading time, you have become a mark in my memory that cannot be erased, you have become a permanent pain in my chest.

　　The time has passed, a parting of years.

　　When we reunite again, the once heartwarming and beautiful, the warmth and sweetness, but still treasured in the deepest heart, and this love by the sedimentation of the years become more profound and beautiful, this love by the fermentation of time becomes more warm and mellow. And by the polishing of time, by the experience of life, we have achieved a more perfect self in each other's minds, irredeemably we again into the whirlpool of love, our hearts in the thoughts of sinking.

　　In the end, time will not stay for anyone, and the years will not wait for anyone. After thirty years of wind and rain, the world has turned into clouds, and the sea has changed, leaving too many things and a reality that can not be crossed. We can't cross the wall of the world, and we can't cut the blood and water of family. Because we don't want our lives to become fragmented, and we don't want to hurt too many innocent people, we can only restrain our expectations and desires to face our real lives.

　　Of course, the reality is so, and rational thinking is also so, but people are ultimately emotional animals, in front of a bone engraved emotions, thought and reason will still fall to the ground.

　　When the thoughts come again, I always guard the heartache and anxiety, guard the promise that can not be fulfilled to look through the eyes. I want to give you a phone call, but I'm afraid you're busy, more afraid you have a lot of inconveniences, want to give you WeChat we have become each other blacklisted people, in the world of love I seem to be left with the right to miss. Many times, I only feel infinite loneliness and sadness inside, infinite pain and sadness.

　　It is clear that the distance between you and me is not the distance between time and space, not the distance between heart and mind, but the distance between worldliness and reality. No matter how true the love, how deep the love, I can't have your warm embrace, can't touch your warmest heartbeat, I can only imprison myself in the lonely castle of suffering; in fact, it is clear that some people are destined to be a passerby in your life, some things are ultimately just a mirror, no one can change. The fact is that you can't get away from the obsession and obsession, from the foolish delusion, but still paralyze your nerves with the illusory romp, and dedicate yourself to the fairy tale of love that has no end.

　　Perhaps some encounter in life is a sad mistake, and some emotions in life will eventually be a wordless ending. The fact is that time has changed and life has long changed its initial appearance, we can't go back to the initial starting point to start over. Some people once missed, will become a lifelong regret; some love once missed, can not simply start over. Perhaps, put aside all the worries of the world, put aside all the emotional ties, keep light and beautiful memories, keep a real and simple life, the days will be simple and happy, and life will also live calmly and indifferent.