The Dark Pantasm *FerrisBus*

There we were loading the bus. It was a family affair from younger siblings to the older generation we all were getting adjusted in the seats. As we were getting back to head home! We approached what seems to be like a fused version of the Las Vegas Strip with another unknown city.

We make it to the center of the town , where we noticed a series of rides. We were waiting at the light which so happened to be by a Ferris Wheel similar to the Linq's but much bigger and faster. We watched as it begin to spin *like a chaos ride not a Ferris wheel. Before we could move out the way entirely our back end of the bus was hit......

Half of family generations were wiped out just like that. I couldn't speak without hyperventilating and tears. My remaining family members kept telling me to move forward and stop the senseless crying because it wouldn't bring anyone back. At this point I am beyond consoling I'm looking for any other loved ones.

The one person I do run in cant help but to apologize apparently he was the one driving the bus. He did everything he could to make sure we made it out but it was no luck. I woke up shaking and holding loved ones close. A nightmare I am use to but my loved ones dying and me grieving that's something new.

So I do what I normally do and thats look up the meanings. Along time ago a friend of mine should me "Dream Moods Dream Dictionary" below I'll post definitions and how I can relate to it all

" To dream that you are waiting for a bus indicates a temporary setback in achieving your personal goals. To dream that you are riding a bus implies that you are going along with the crowd. You are lacking originality and control over where your life is taking. To see a bus driver in your dream indicates leadership in some group idea or plan. It is symbolic of collective power. Alternatively, it suggests that you are going around in circles and showing little progress.

To dream that you are in a bus accident suggests that it is time for you to move away from a group setting and venture out on your own. You need to be more independent. Dreaming that a bus crashes into or through a building implies that your opinions and views are clashing with the majority. To see or ride on a Ferris wheel in your dream suggests that you are going around in circles. You are headed nowhere. Alternatively, it is symbolic of wholeness and the circle of life. Life is full of ups and downs.

To have a near death experience in your dream implies that you are experience a relapse of sorts. You are reverting back to your old habits and ways. Alternatively, the dream indicates that you are being given a second chance or second try at something. To dream about the death of a loved one suggests that you are lacking a certain aspect or quality that the loved one embodies. Ask yourself what makes this person special or what you like about them. It is that very quality that you are lacking in your own relationship or circumstances. Alternatively, the dream indicates that whatever that person represents has no part in your own life anymore. In particular, to dream about the death of your living parents indicates that you are undergoing a significant change in your waking life. Your relationship with your parents has evolved into a new realm. If you dream about the death of a child, then it implies that you need to let go of your immaturity and start being more serious. As your child reaches certain milestones and grows into an adult, dreaming of their death may be symbolic of their own self-discovery, transition and transformation into a new stage of life."

Things are indeed less scary when we dissect our fears out! This message couldn't have came at a better time! I have so many changes coming weekly I could see how my ancestors, guides and universe want me not to lose sight of who I am, where I am going and my purpose! So now Im going to work on being more positively aggressive about things I feel and want! While understanding love languages and differences in my family. But not letting them consume me for I have my own life to live only validation I need is my own!

I will it so it be Ase! Until next time CocoBabes pay attention to the signs I love you!

-Coco FlowerChild