Raw, Real, Unedited facts.
A little story about my increased frustration and fatigue about 2020
I’m seriously getting to a point in 2020 where I literally cannot handle the everyday bull**** stresses that's coming into play this year.
I am tired of the politics bull****, I'm tired of being ridiculed for the way that I decide to feel, or for the way that I decide to vote, or the values that I hold. I'm tired of being held to a standard that the other side of the token decides that I need to feel or I'm a horrible human being. I'm tired of all these masks, I'm tired of the acne that is making it's stage debut on my face, I'm tired of all the customers that walk into my store and treat me horribly because of something that is completely out of my control. I'm so tired of having to please everyone because everyone feels like I have to, in some form or fashion, please you, for any reason, regardless of your relationship to me. I'm tired of not getting any sleep due to the time change. I'm tired of feeling guilty because I CHOSE to take a personal day. I'm tired of people blaming me or making me feel guilty because I have a job. You all act like having a job is my doing. I'm sorry you are all out of your jobs but I didn't choose that for you, so please stop shifting blame on me for having a job, or for having something of value that I worked hard for because I actually got paid during the pandemic because I never lost my job. I'm tired of the excellerated anxiety, and depression because this world that we live in is not the world that we lived in even last year. Everything is different and that is something that I need everyone to understand. NOTHING ABOUT THIS YEAR IS THE SAME AS LAST. So since everyone is just trying to survive, and get through this year, then who are you to judge me or make me look, or feel any type of way for who i choose to be or what I choose to do to make sure I survive in this year?
Now, be honest, in the spirit of this post being completely raw, and undedited, be honest with yourself. Do you feel the same way? Does anything I just said ring a bell in your mind? Can you relate? If you do, then you are in the right place. Because everyone nodding their heads right now are in agreeance with you.
The most frusterating part about this whole situation is that very few people around me feel the same. What I mean by that is: the strangers around me are either tired as hell of this pandemic, or they are just using this pandemic to further their personal situation. I feel as if lately, I've been around people that just want to literally make my life hell because they feel the need to scream COVID and then expect me to just say "fine".
YOU GUYS, this is NOT okay! Please, please, please, if you're reading this, do not exploit a full on PENDEMIC to try to secure some sort of outcome that is going to greatly benefit your situation in any shape, way or form. It is not okay! it is never okay because we are all in this, so why is it okay for you to come up and everybody else is just on the bottom? NO.
YOU GUYS, we have to come together, no matter what color your skin is, wether you are gay, trans, whatever you are, we need to unite. Stop using these little distractions to try to come up and start using them to unite and make a change! Because, at this rate, we are going to murder each other entirely, and that is not okay. It is us against the people in charge. Don't give them any excuse to assume we're to busy killing eachother to try to cause detrimental damage to our lives, our money, and our lifestyles. Even if that means starting a blog to try to reach the masses, or going out and volunteering, or whatever your heart desires to make a change. Together y'all, let's make a change!
Additionally, I hope that you know that in some way, and by somebody, you are loved. You all are loved in such a big way that you don't even realize. Before you start to feel hopeless, just know that you are beautiful, and you have a reason to be in this world. Don't let this pandemic make you feel any less than you deserve to feel about yourself.
Lastly, For anyone that would like to see some positivity, as opposed to politics, I urge you to go look at yourself in the mirror. I want you to look into the mirror and tell yourself 5 things you love about yourself. I want you to do this everyday for 30 days. By doing this, you are manifesting positivity, and you are giving yourself hope. You're telling yourself that you are worth it, and you don't deserve anything but the best of the best. And, my friend, that is true. You can absolutely do this. You got this!
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Europe’s R37.9 Billion Commitment to Africa Could Shrink to R3.8 Billion as Ukraine Gets Priority
Funding priorities shift as European nations focus on Eastern Europe amid global crises Europe’s ambitious R37.9 billion commitment to Africa is now facing the possibility of a dramatic reduction to just R3.8 billion, as attention and resources increasingly shift toward Ukraine amid ongoing conflict. The development has raised concerns among African nations and international development experts, who warn that scaling back aid could slow critical progress on economic growth, infrastructure, and humanitarian programs across the continent. The potential reduction reflects the broader challenge European countries face in balancing domestic, regional, and global priorities, particularly in times of crisis. Background: Europe’s Commitment to Africa In recent years, European governments pledged significant financial support to Africa to address pressing challenges such as: Poverty reduction Infrastructure development Healthcare improvements Climate change adaptation The total commitment of R37.9 billion was intended to strengthen economic partnerships and provide humanitarian assistance in countries facing political instability, natural disasters, and public health crises. Africa, home to over 1.4 billion people, relies heavily on external funding to support development programs and stabilize regions affected by conflict or extreme poverty. A reduction in promised aid could have far-reaching consequences for millions of people. Why Ukraine Is Taking Priority The ongoing conflict in Ukraine has demanded unprecedented financial, military, and humanitarian resources from European countries. As the war continues, Europe has had to allocate funds to: Support Ukraine’s defense and reconstruction Provide humanitarian aid to displaced populations Strengthen security in neighboring regions With Europe facing rising energy costs, inflation, and refugee crises, officials argue that Ukraine represents an urgent and immediate geopolitical priority. This shift, however, comes at the expense of long-term commitments elsewhere, including Africa. Impact on African Nations African leaders and international development organizations have expressed concern about the potential reduction in aid: Economic consequences: Reduced funding could slow infrastructure projects, affect trade agreements, and limit access to capital for small businesses. Healthcare setbacks: Programs targeting vaccination, disease prevention, and maternal health could face delays. Climate initiatives: Funding cuts may hinder efforts to implement renewable energy projects and adapt to climate change impacts. Many African countries rely on European aid not only for direct financial support but also for capacity-building, technological assistance, and policy development. European Officials Speak Out Some European leaders acknowledge the difficult choices but defend the prioritization of Ukraine: Officials cite the urgent need to support a sovereign nation under attack, emphasizing security and stability in Europe as a global concern. Policymakers argue that while aid to Africa remains important, urgent crises must take precedence, particularly those affecting European borders or international security. Critics argue that this approach risks alienating African partners, weakening trust, and undermining decades of diplomatic and development work. Broader Implications for Global Development The potential reduction of aid to Africa highlights the fragility of international development funding, which is often dependent on shifting political and economic priorities. Experts warn that: Short-term reallocations may have long-term consequences, particularly in fragile states Africa’s development goals, including the United Nations’ Sustainable Development Goals (SDGs), could face significant setbacks Global inequities may widen as resource-rich regions focus on their immediate needs while lower-income countries face reduced support This situation underscores the challenges of global responsibility, where rich nations must balance domestic concerns with obligations to other regions. Reactions from Africa African diplomats and civil society leaders have expressed concern over the potential funding cuts: Many emphasize the importance of predictable, stable funding for long-term development Some argue that Europe should find ways to support both Africa and Ukraine, avoiding the appearance of choosing one region over another Calls for innovative financing solutions are growing, such as multi-donor funds, public-private partnerships, and regional investment strategies The African Union has highlighted the need for dialogue with European partners to ensure that critical development projects continue despite global crises. Looking Ahead: Balancing Priorities As Europe navigates its commitments, several key questions remain: Can funding for Africa be partially restored or supplemented through other international partnerships? How will European countries balance immediate geopolitical concerns with long-term global development responsibilities? Will African nations seek alternative funding sources from Asia, the Middle East, or multilateral institutions? Experts suggest that creative solutions and strengthened international cooperation may help mitigate the impact of funding reductions, but urgent action is required to avoid significant setbacks. Conclusion Europe’s R37.9 billion commitment to Africa, now at risk of shrinking to R3.8 billion due to the prioritization of Ukraine, highlights the complex trade-offs faced by global powers. While supporting Ukraine is an urgent necessity, scaling back aid to Africa could have lasting economic, humanitarian, and social consequences. African leaders, international organizations, and European policymakers must collaborate to ensure that development goals are not sidelined, balancing immediate crises with long-term global responsibilities. The situation serves as a reminder that in an interconnected world, political, economic, and humanitarian priorities are deeply intertwined, and decisions in one region can ripple across the globe.
By Fiaz Ahmed about 8 hours ago in Humans
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