Primary School Crush

My love for him begins in the last year of my primary class. You read correctly; I was only 10 years old at that time. I don't know, and I can't explain to you what was my feelings at that time, just like I am going to school every day only for him. And day If I find that he is absent, the whole school seems blank and dark, like a black hole.

One day a magical thing happened, our teacher changed his seat and fixed his seat on the third bench, and my seat was fixed on the fourth bench. My bench partner or best friend and his best partner used to play, eat and study everything together. And he always preferred to form a team with me. And when we won together, he used to give me a tight hug.

One day, a girl in my class said, 'I love you to him. And he, on hearing this, became senseless. (So many years passed, but still, we teased him by telling him this)

We remained very close friends. But my love for him increased. In class VII, our school divided the class into two sections, and heart and soul prayed that he must come to my section, and god heard it; we came in the same section-A.

But this section division gives my love a turning point. Due to section division, some new students got admission. In class VIII, a girl named Ritu( name changed) gets admission. On her first day, I noticed that he gladly looked toward her. One of my friends, Riya, said, look at him (pointing towards him); he is continuously looking at her; I guessed he has fallen in love with her. We both laughed together, but my heart was crying. Day by day, their love became popular in the school. I was the topper and teacher's pet, but his attitude made him the school's hero. One day, when everyone was teasing him, he became furious and shouted only at me. On that day, my heart breaks completely.

But again, a massacre happened. His mother came to know about his love, and something more happened, which is still unknown to me( I guessed that his best friend loved her, which became a mock practical of half-girlfriend).

Then I played a trick; on the parent's meeting, I stopped my mother so that his mother and I meet, and the plan became successful. My mother and his mother became friends and found themselves as relatives. (My heart is like Woow Woow and Woow).

First, call One day, the phone rang, and he found his mother's no. Both of them talked, and then his mother asked for me, asking, "Is he making any mischief in class ?". I remained silent. His mother said, "Tell me, he is not present here." Then I said, "yes, he used to talk a lot…" And at last, my dad stopped me not to complain about him. The next day, he caught me; I used to talk. I also played another game; I WhatsApp his mother good morning, unknown to my mom. And their chat era begins.

We became friends again, but the friendship bond was not as tight as before. He became a hero, a teacher's pet(he snatched my designation).

After the X board exams, when I came from my examination hall, his mother was the first to ask me, how was the paper? Then other parents turned came, and my mom-dad finally got the opportunity to ask me. I remained topper; he was good at studying but not like me.

After the exam and before the result, our mom became best friends. And our tuition too set together, only we two together. Then again, our friendship blossomed, and we became very frank, but I never told him I loved him.

I am noticing that he is trying to come closer in a few days. But I ignored him apparently and welcomed him heartily.

Now, our school life is coming to an end. Don't know what will happen after school. We two love each other but are afraid to express it. Our love became famous in the school. Students and teachers know we are in love, but they don't get any evidence. One day, we spent a whole period alone in a class( because of the teacher's irregular arrangements). Our friends tease us on that day.

Your wishes are needed, so our love unites by our parent's choice. Because a love marriage is unexpected for our family, especially being Indian, we have the same castes or other, which is mandatory for the perfect match. Our love, they will never believe). I don't want to break my parent's trust.