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Manifesting my Dreams

Soul Searching; Solitude

By Wolf SpiritPublished 5 years ago 10 min read
My Ultimate Goal

Last December 2020 I began a soul-searching journey which included the manifestation of three important things in my life. One was Chaunigan Lake Lodge a place I had lived from May 29th, 2012 until September 29th, 2019. I lived where I worked over the past ten years and this was my stepping-stone to a whole new lifestyle. While living on the property my artistic talents, as a pencil artist blosoomed, and my skills, as an author flourished.

This was the very first place I could truly call home, as I blended with the natural surroundings. Here I came to be needed by neighbors and guests alike, as I helped them out of predicaments. My response to their inquires was that God or Source Energy placed me here for that very reason. And I felt it in my bones for I knew in my heart and soul this was where I had been drawn to from the very beginning, as a young boy.

Second on my list was a red Chevy Silverado 1500, standard bed, 4 x4, Custom Trail Boss with a V-8 Eco-Tec gasoline engine and a 10-speed automatic transmission. I added some accessories like seat covers, six inch wide assist steps, canopy, a bull bar and a winch to round off my desired truck. Oh, just one more thing came to mind and that was ten-ply off road tires.

Since the lodge was an off road access property the truck seemed like a natural piece of equipment and would be my first ever new vehicle.

Thirdly, I wanted to meet the lady of my life and she is named Rebecca an Irish lass, 47 years young with wild red hair, milky white flesh and a splash of freckles. She loves to sing sweet melodies and the whole house fills with the magic of her voice. She is rather fiesty and speaks her mind, but always has a smile on her face. My whole body tingles when I see, or am near her. She makes me smile, and laugh out loud.

So with these three items on my list I tittled the page; Universe, I have decided and spent many a day focusing on the three things I wanted to appear in my life.

I guess I best start at the beginning and my time alone in solitude at mile 747 on the Alaskan Highway somewhere between Watson Lake and Teslin, Yukon Territory. A bleak spot on the map on the north eastern shore of Swan Lake, northern British Columbia. But, how is that possible you may ask when I just mentioned I was between two points in the Yukon. Well to be more precise it is where the highway dips down into northern British Columbia before again rising back into the Yukon.

This winter I was lucky enough to have found a job, as a winter caretaker which was near impossible with the Covid-19 pandemic. I had to travel more than two thousand kilometers to be seated right here this very moment. Not only that, but there is no running water which meant in the fall I needed to fill a number of totes with fresh water before the lake froze.

Now, this was not particularily new to me, as I had lived in these conditions before, but the extreme cold and the three season cabin I am staying in has been quite a challenge. There is also no kitchen in the cabin, and I need to brave the cold and walk over to the cookshack which is a non-heated structure to cook any of my meals. Over the course of the winter I melted snow and the odd chunk of ice to use in the kitchen.

I have been here since October 2020 and now it is already the first week of April 2021. Six months with probably another two months to go before I make a move for the British Columbia interior.

I can see your questions beginning to come like what the hell do you do for such a long stretch and I would have to say that I draw, and write stories, but that would not be exactly true. This winter something profound struck me, and that was that I needed to change my mindset, and rewire my brain. Yes, I know that is what all the do gooder gurus are saying.

For the majority of my life I was a glum bum filled with negative thoughts and just living paycheck to paycheck working myself to the bone. I even worked four jobs for countless years thinking this was the way to get ahead, but in fact the contrary was true. It was better to work less and have fun. A totally new concept to the way I was brought up.

So now we come to the topic of wealth and what it means to different people. I find myself wealthy today with what I consider a nice chunk of change in my bank account. Just the other day I was thinking I have so much money I do not know what to do with it. Mind you my sense of wealth is a far cry from what you probably consider to be wealthy.

I never owned a credit card, and this was a challenge at many stages in my life, but has paid off in the long run, as I have no debt. If I do not have the cash I do not make a purchase. Those seven years spent at Chaunigan Lake Lodge I lived on $6,700.00 per year. Yikes, that really is not very much is it, but my philsophy at the time was I just needed $3000.00 to make my winter, and that's what I did each year.

Then circumstances sent me a curve out of left field and I found myself without any income and in desperate need of new employment. I still remember it was a Friday morning when I opened my laptop and the first item in my email said 'Winter Caretaker' needed. To say the very least I was amazed, as I clicked on the job application. Some of the requirements were someone who can work in an isolated location. Well, I said that is me. Another item was be willing to stay at least three months and I replied six months is more like it. Yes, I got that job, but it to was a three day drive to where the job was located on the BC coast. And it only took three vehicles to get there a whole other story in itself.

Then with spring 2020 quickly approaching I began to pull the hair from my head and began to panic, as I still had nowhere to go and the outside world went nuts while I was hidden away in another pristine wilderness location.

I was quite desperate and could not imagine living in my van with three huge dogs. How would we be able to survive so on a last ditch effort I posted a message on Facebook and within a day a friend sent me a message. He had a friend who was an outfitter on the BC/Yukon border and might need a cook. So, that is how I arrived here.

With the coldest months keeping me trapped indoors I had lots of time for deliberate thinking. Why was I here? What was the purpose of my life? Would I ever win the lottery and become rich? How could I have a better life? These were just a few of the many questions that nagged at my mind.

While online I got bombbarded with numerous law of attraction gurus all promoting that you can and will become wealthy if you, but followed their programs. Now, I was curious, as how this could come to be, as I know many of you are, as well. I wondered if there was some magical formula that one thought of and it materialized. Afterall what you think comes to pass.

But there is a hitch and after many nights of chatting with myself and Source ( the energy that flows all around us) I came to several conclusions.

  • First, and foremost is 'Joy' being appreciative and grateful three keys to success.
  • Second, negative thoughts are detremental to your cause of manifesting anything into your life.
  • Third, you need to see yourself, as wealthy before the wealth enters your life.

And I mean abundance on every level from joy, love, health and money.

Now you begin to see....really see with your inner being. Your mind begins to see things in a whole new light.

For my part in the manifestation I believe with my whole heart and soul that my new truck is on its way.

But I guess now would be the time to relate what happened in the last two weeks.

Well, it was not a pleasant experience at all, as I came down with a bladder infection and being far from the outside world began to look for the antibotics I had stored in a cardboard box.

That first night I had a fever and in my delerium woke up suddenly, as my mind cleared when I recieved a vision, or more precisely a knowing that my red truck the one I had been manifesting would show up on a flat deck truck, and that as soon, as I felt better I needed to dig out my silver van, clean it out and get it ready to go. Now, I do recall saying on more than one occasion when the ice and snow are gone I will be ready for my new truck. What also came to me was that this would be a 'Pay it Forward' deal.

Talk about painful it felt like I was peeing razor blades. Then as the days passed and I hoped the medication was beginning to work the opposite happened, and now my kidneys were acting up, as well. The pain had me doubled over and for the past five nights it was impossible to sleep, as every ten minutes, or so I had the urge to pee.

I decided to take a couple of pain-killers, and see If I could get some sleep. Yes, I did manage a short sleep and a strange dream then when I awakened I was asked. What did you learn? No , Nothing I fell asleep again with another weird dream, and then I awakened again and the same question was posed. My reply was 'Humility'. Then miracoulously the pain subsided, and by the late afternoon had all, but disappeared.

Now, for a little background on Manifesting or the things I tried in the past one was the Neurogym program another was Mind Movies, and more recently this year was Katherine Hursts; Law of Attraction, Abraham;Esther Hicks videos on You Tube and with the most current one Inspire 3 and the Wealth Bootcamp.

So, I have forked over a fair bit of cash in the past then wondered if there was not some way of attaining the knowledge for free afterall there is more than enough wealth for everyone on the planet. That is when I remembered someone had mentioned the Abraham; Esther Hicks videos. I took it upon myself to investigate further.

Abraham: Esther Hicks Videos

I listened to several over and over until the message sunk into my mind. Every night around 2:30 am I awaken for my chat with Abraham a figurehead for Source and the energy all around us. I use yes /no questions to learn more about what I want to know. It is amazing and I suggest you try it to. Ask a yes/no question then listen to your intuition and marvel at the response you get.

You can glean alot of information from the five to fifteen minute videos. Mostly, I like the fact that our vortex is filled with everything we ever wanted, and that when you are in the zone you are seated in your vortex.

Now, everything is on a vibrational wave and to manifest you need to be in alignment with what you want to attract that into your life. Take a magnet positive attracts positive and negative attracts negative. So with this in mind try to align your beliefs in a positive manner. At first it is difficult, as those negative thoughts creep in and you have to say to yourself no go away only positive thoughts have their place here.

Another excercise I particularily liked was jotting down what you are appreciative and grateful for. At first it seems difficult as you jot down perhaps I am grateful for my husband etc. The more easily seen things in your life, but how about the electricity, or the running water. How about your laptop, or cell phone, or what about the shoes on your feet. There are endless things you can be grateful for. How about being appreciative of the people who keep public bathrooms clean.

You get my drift here there really is an endless list of things to be grateful for and appreciative of, and these words bring you closer to your desires.

Be selfish... now this one was hard for me. I am deserving and worthy to receive all the blessings the Universe has to offer unto me. Do things that make you happy. Think of yourself first. Everyone is responsible for their own lives.

Inspire 3 Wealth Bootcamp

I just finished audio 7 of the Inspire 3 Wealth Bootcamp this morning a second time around, as the first time had been right before my bladder infection, and I wondered if the effects had been somehow displaced. These audios put you in a hypnotic trance and delve into your subconcious mind. I really enjoyed them for the soothing background music and the sheer relaxation.

While deep in the trance I would insert the manisfestation of my truck and the lodge. Seeing them in real-life, opening the door and climbing in to sit on the seat of my red truck and look at the infotainment system then turn around and say are you boys ready. Or in the case of the lodge opening the door and walking into the den with its huge stone fireplace.

The last bit I wrote about my manifestations is that I will be driving home to Chaunigan Lake Lodge on June 2nd, 2021 with the deed to the property in my blue suitcase.

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Author's Note: This is a true to life story of my own experiences over the 2020-21 winter and to the present day.

If you enjoyed this true life experience there will be others to follow in the coming weeks, and months ahead, as my manifestations arrive in the physical world.

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About the Creator

Wolf Spirit

Wilderness adventures and wildlife encounters have given rise to more than thirty-four real-life stories during 2014-15. Over the past ten years living in solitude I have been known to the locals, as 'a character' that you should meet.

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