I want to write my heart

　　Recently, the temperature change in the morning and evening caught people off guard, I am afraid of this sudden change in temperature, every time the cold wind comes, it is like a heavy piece of ice in the heart, shivering, I am afraid of the torture brought about by this time.

　　Life has always been unsatisfactory, I understand, in recent years, there has never been a smooth thing to make me comfortable, not to mention laughing.

　　I am here, like an exiled, abandoned prodigal, for which I have never had a trace of joy, the world prefers a comfortable and comfortable life, no one wants to endure the storm.

　　Therefore, the world, what for the country and the people, what bowed and died, but also to be in a full meal, or fell to Du Fu's end of the people, talk about what ambitions, talk about what ideals have become empty words.

　　Life is not as good as it should be, not only power, money, feelings, freedom, food, clothing, and housing, when I counted them one by one, I think that I occupy most of the hundred kinds of bad things, I do not know what makes me in such a hundred kinds of bad things under a survival so far.

　　When I think of my youth, I thought of "a glimpse of the mountains", and strive to be a man of the people, I think that when I grow up, the sea is wide by the fish leap, the sky is high by the birds fly, this idea gradually wears off in the growing years, completely killed in the cradle, we all think of the world too beautiful, so much so that they ignore themselves is just a drop in the ocean.

　　The subsequent days, finally accustomed to receiving, compromise, all the efforts to master a degree, do not want too much, perhaps people are so, learn to grow does not need to go through a lot of trials and tribulations, but inside a little bit of resistance to the trials and tribulations lost, finally is reduced to ordinary people.

　　As I said, I love the world's prosperity, I had so much love for life, I do not think about whether success, remembering Wang Guozhen's love of life said "I do not want to whether success, since the choice of a distant place, it will only care about the wind and rain", once I also ignore the wind and sun and rain, the pursuit, the non-stop pursuit.

　　I have experienced a lot of gossgossiphaand ve endured a lot of suffering, through half of China, I just want to live a better life, but, God is not fair, I can understand that everyone's opportunities are different, but I can not understand why everyone's opportunities can have a world of difference.

　　A prosperous city is the goal of everyone's desire, but many people live behind the prosperity, working day and night, but in return for poor pay, I do not know how many people like me, I do not sympathize with others, and do not need to sympathize.

　　The city's sky is beautiful, the city's streets are beautiful, and the city's hearts are not so kind, I do not know how a good and pure heart in the sludge is not polluted, you can see the selfishness of all people, see the ugly face of all people, but still can not solve the problem, the world is not short of icing on the cake, it is difficult to meet the charcoal in the snow.

　　For long years, many people are like weeds surviving in the cracks, desperately growing upwards, just for the sun and rain, and I am also a member of the masses, constantly growing, just to live less lousy.

　　The various discomforts encountered in life make people overwhelmed, and the food, salt, soy, vinegar, and tea become luxurious, and increasingly feel that the poverty of life makes people suffer psychologically and physically.

　　I am not someone who only complains, I will grit my teeth to make up for mistakes, and I know that life is not about complaining for happiness.

　　In 2012, I spent the most torturous days of high school, then because the first two years did not learn properly the later learning is more difficult, I study every day non-stop, just to make up for the mistakes made once greedy grades pulley, every day to 2 a.m., the next day sleepy eyes and have to get up early to learn.

　　I never complained about those days, I never felt that life should be enjoyed, life is more trials and tribulations, but also an interpretation of life.

　　The more I grow up, the lonelier I seem to be, I can't find a person I can talk to, and the communication between people revolves around money and fame. In fact, who doesn't want to be clothed and fed, who doesn't want to live in a comfortable and spacious house, who doesn't want to be rich and powerful?

　　Each person's encounter creates a different life, but also ruins the lives of many people, ill-fated, poverty, and disaster, leaving people alone to face the world's indifference, the world's injustice, and the fate of the catch, so that people can not breathe.

　　You can't imagine how helpless a person who is awake and afraid to sleep and sleep and unwilling to wake up is, who is afraid of nightmares, and who is afraid of waking up to the cruelty of reality.

　　I don't know how much helplessness and preoccupation I have, and the various pressures that fill my head all day long make my headache split and hurt.

　　However, the world is not always end everything with death, the living always looks for various ways to survive, the dead leave the living in a variety of trouble, then the living will only be more and more overwhelmed.

　　However, human nature is good, you are not used to seeing the hypocrisy and ugly face of strangers, but to take into account family and friends.

　　The world is not fair, fate is not fair, but also to live, my heart who with the same