Bringing a new wave of cultural pride to life.

I was 6 years old, beading my first pair of clumsily made earrings. As I was snipping the last thread...my love for Native arts ignited. A whole new world of cultural pride. I am a Native woman from the interior of Alaska. The traditional works of the Athabascan people are often not viewed as art because they are too practical. Is crafting an art...despite being a utility?

Yes.

We were seasonally nomadic; moving across the land in harmony, alongside the fertility of nature. Yes, there are now homes...but the scene is largely the same. In the summer we go to fish camp, in the fall we gather food, and in winter? We create.

The artifacts that have been hidden away in collections? They are filled with nothing but the utmost love. Each bead was woven by someone who was choosing to spend their free time making small tokens of beauty that could be carried. Art that was bonded to the tools they needed for survival.

I grew up immersed in my culture, but I live between 2 different worlds. In addition to being Lower-Koyukon Athabascan (from the Interior region of Alaska), I am also Klamath Indian from southern Oregon.

I live in Interior Alaska, but we weren't really allowed to celebrate that side of our heritage. We were only privy to the Klamath culture, and were kept sheltered from the native community here. I had to cut ties with my maternal side, but it opened up a whole new world of...family.

When I was going through the worst part of my no-contact journey; no one on my paternal side looked at me differently. Slowly, I became more involved in my culture through art. I then started using my cultural knowledge to educate others. I always felt unqualified to educate others on my cultural background...but I am actually one of the most qualified.

In 2019 I graduated with my degree in Native Art, with a minor in Alaskan Native Studies. I spent my formative years in the village, and the language I learned there was never lost on me. I am a proud Native artist, and I have been teaching through art my entire life. I was trying so hard to keep culture pure; that is how I was taught. The more I looked outside the world of tradition, the more beauty I was able to see within our people.

I've been creating 'correct' Native art for years. I had a pretty good base for my new path. These shoes were my first foray into modern expressions of culture. This wasn't a new idea, I came across a post on social media and thought...I can do that.

Turns out I can do it, but after one shoe I decided that I no longer really wanted to. They have been sitting in the box since 2019. I have changed so much since I started 2 years ago, and I decided that; even though I didn't have the time to make them perfect, the beauty was worth bringing out of the box. I've picked up quite a few art tricks, so I used acrylic with fabric-medium to paint the outline I had done on the right side. It was a quick task, but when I stepped back I realized that they are the perfect alliteration of my personal journey.

I didn't want to bead the other side originally. I didn't feel I was worth the effort. I finished the other side by realizing that I wasn't recognizing the effort I already put forth. Everyone is confused when they see me wearing them.

'Why would you wear those, they are beautiful.'

I wear my pride in extraordinary ways because it is beautiful. Native art isn't meant to be tied to a museum, or reserved for special events. Native art is Native Pride, and I will walk proudly with my constant reminders to the world around me.