Boredom

A heart that was merry and joyful turned to be filled with pains and agony all day long .

Lost a beautiful soul while young , created a sorrowful young lad to hate the world 🌍 and calls it awful cos all did work out well for him.

Nightmares continues to loom in his head while asleep as though he was hallucinating imaginary things that taunts that glaring eyes of the innocent soul

A fatherless child all cling to his books , seeking to get some company but gets frustrated with the words scripted on the walls of the books , but he keeps on seeking as though he was exploring a new universe with no pains but one with exuberance and pure enthusiasm.

Suddenly , on a quest of seeking for a companion, he got love from a queen thta took over his heart . Not knowing that he’s in between the deep blue sea and the devil 👿

The evil love ripped his heart apart , he was made a mess , a laughing stock .

Purposely shattered a young sweet , timid and humble soul, that made him give up on love .

All he could think of was just “Lucid dreams “ “ All girls are he same “ .

Staying high playing both sides cos who knows evil girls had the prettiest face, she told him “ put my heart in the bag and nobody get hurts and now he’s running from the love and he’s not fast so he’s making it worst just like adding a salt to a wound already!!

Trying to numb his pain , he’s so insecure and all he got was that word “ it’s all your night”

Thought he would be so perfect but not knowing that • No one is perfect as they say • Rewriting the stars and be clinging on multiple songs like

Close friends

Savage love

Wasted

Armed and dangerous

Come and go

Not caring about anything else aside his happiness , that seems to be so difficult to find .

Can’t just explain all that he has in mind;memories of beautiful scenes in his entire life seems to have all been deleted. Even when he tries to reminisce, all he sees are just flashes and they are no longer clear to him anymore .

Certain things are all around him , they are all clustered around him [ fake friends, bad childhood, worst dad ever, no care from families and countless things more ]. But all can’t stop him from being all he wanted and cherished to become. Even if life doesn’t want to work out well for him, he’ll try so hard to make it happen for him and his soon to be family in the nearest future.

Never imagined all the plans he has for himself are like he’s been wasting all his efforts. Indulging into some certain things and thinking about some insane stuffs are what he thought would be a way out but it’s not , it’s the only path that leads to destruction and eternal regrets.

Believing in himself is the biggest and the best achievement he’ll be proud of soon in the long waited future.Hes gonna get all done in a swift, move like a wild eagle 🦅 that sees a weak prey to feast on .

He’ll surely get the love that he deserves, The heart that was so mean and rebellious is now a kind one operating in a subconscious ways that are weird to him.

Started caring about a soul that doesn’t mean anything to others and being troubled to get what it wants . What does his heart really wants , it on seeks for “True love”. But for now he’s not entitled to have one , loneliness is now a daily routine for a lad who really cares .