Dreamers of Sin

The dreamers of sin are after me again. This time I don’t know why. They have followed me from Üterlo to Oskerlo. Sin has always followed me but they have been inching closer and closer since I first left a few years ago. I’ve only recently noticed I’ve been running out of hiding places. They were closer to catching me now than they ever have been including when I was just a child. Where could I run now? At this point I feel like you could use some background

THE PRODROME

To really tell you the story from the beginning we have to go back to when I was eleven. I had problems at home and at school just like everyone. My parents were about to separate which I always thought was fine to me. Thinking back on it now though I think this could have been where it all started. As the months went by and they actually separated I finally broke one of the rules of the dreamers of sin for the first time. I found it really easy to my Ütergol tricks to get things from my mom. Using Ütergol to the extent of not knowing what things you have done or said that are actually true is one of the first sins the dreamers look for.

I first noticed them when I was twelve. I had heard the stories since I was a child but I didn’t think they were real and even if they were I never thought they’d actually come after me. For months I knew where they were and could see them everywhere around me. They look almost like tiny orbs of light. The orbs were supposed to only show up to warn you you’re heading down the wrong path but they never caused problems for me. They were just there lighting my way. For over a year I only ever used my Ütergol on my mom but, my parents decided to get back together and that opened up a new target I’d always be around...My father.

I followed this pattern for a few years eventually including my brother and sister. By the time I was 15 we had moved into a new house and I had included my teachers and classmates as victims of my Ütergol. The orbs were around a lot more after that. Now there were hundreds that I could see as opposed to only a few I could see when I first started seeing them when I was twelve.

When I was 15 I started using my Ütergol to help me convince my “friends” to help me scam strangers just to make a buck. Shortly after turning 16 I began using it to convince my brother to hustle players at the local pool hall.

I couldn’t follow the progression of the orbs of sin anymore. By the time I graduated and left for college I feel like there were thousands and they would vibrate now. At this point I was nineteen and in college I began to realize maybe they were just there as a warning that I was going down the wrong path. I decided right then I needed to ween myself off of using my Ütergol. I got a part time job so I didn’t have to use it for money anymore and stopped using my Ütergol on my friends. This seemed to make the dreamers of sin calm down and stop vibrating after about a month. Shortly after that I found out I was getting kicked out of school and I had to move back home. A place that would be so easy to slip back into my Ütergol nature.

After moving back home I got a job at the local grocery store to help me stay on track and avoid my true fate.

ACTIVE

Three years ago, I moved from my town of Üterlo to Oskerlo to escape these orbs but they were here too. Not using my Ütergol has at least kept them motionless though.

For years this had worked and had kept them few in numbers and motionless. I have only used my Ütergol a handful of times for over four years but recently the orbs have been moving and slowly following me. This had happened once before just a couple years ago and they even caught me once. When they find you find you their light is brighter than anything you could imagine leaving you blinded. When this happened last I was blinded for hours and when I could see again it was like I had been transported to another place because I ended up back home instead of where I was when I got blinded. But even then, I had used my Ütergol recently. This time though I haven’t used it in over a year but they still follow me slowly and silently. I don’t know how to escape them.

I have never fully understood my true history, my culture, my nature. It seems to me now that maybe I wasn’t supposed to suppress and hide my Ütergol but instead use it to help situations instead of using it just to make some money or give me an advantage for something. At this point though I know it’s too late to fix. The dreamers always know I’m somewhere near. They’ve even learned they can speak to me. Multiple voices, too many to count try to speak to me but I’ve never been able to make out what’s being said.

Everything I do and everywhere I go I feel they will sense my presence and put me into the blind state again. I don’t know what happens during this time or what they’re doing to me. I also don’t know what they’re capable of...The stories never include what happens while the person is in the blinded state. But the conclusion was always the same...They join the orbs of sin searching for the next Ütergol body to steal. This goes in an endless cycle of Ütergol stealing Ütergol bodies. The strange thing in the stories though is when the Ütergol steal the bodies the body will always reject it causing them to lose control and from there go down one of two paths. Either they would commit suicide or become a serial killer ultimately ending in their demise. That orb would then be reborn as a child. Every Ütergols goal is to live through a whole life without being taken by the dreamers. As far as I know there has never been an Ütergol to live a whole life.

Every Ütergol is doomed to live this endless cycle of run and hide just to be blinded and become an orb searching or a body that will ultimately die and reborn you to repeat the cycle. I need to be the one to break the cycle. They may be able to sense my Ütergol but if I just continue to ignore it I can hopefully escape my treacherous fate.

Day in and day out everywhere I go they are there looking for me following me. At work today, they started creating visualizations the Ütergol can see. Everyone around me must think I’m crazy I’m crazy but they are closing in. I no longer care what people think I just know I need to get out of here and hide. I need to get away but where can I go? I decided the darker the better. I could see their light a lot easier in the dark. I ran silently but quickly into the cooler where I can turn the light off and hide with little shining in. All I could see were the orbs. There were 24 in total slowly moving bouncing off the walls and racks searching...organizing. I lift my head up noticing the movements aren’t random but instead they’re orchestrated. At last a 25th orb appears and they all shined bright leaving me in the blinded state.

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This will be the final thing I can say for now. I don’t know how much longer I have left but I’m scared. The whole world is white and I don’t know what’s going to happen. I would love to end this story happily but I am unsure I will ever have a chance to finish this story. I’m staring at this world of light not sure what’s going to happen. When I escape this light...If I escape this light I will finish my story but for now all I can say is.... I’m scared.