A need for Love

A need for love

I love her with all of me but I never know how she Is feeling from day to day. I give her all that she needs and wants but on some days It seems like she resents me. I did take a lot of time to get to be the man I am today. I work hard often times I did work a bit too much, but I give her the best life she wants for nothing.

She started to build a trade and build her own brand, become a boss. She started designing clothes It went from events that we went to, to her friends and It spread out to the neighborhood. She built a website kept everything small to manage It all. We used to trade off cooking days but then It went to me getting home cooking everyday. She would occasionally get take out so It would balance back out. She got more Into her designs and started making logos at this point she has small businesses calling her to make them logos, she was racking It up In business I was so proud of her I would bring her flowers and rub her feet until she feel asleep. She would wake up In the middle of the night and suck my dick make me fiend for her she had the best head.

She would only give me pussy every other day though on the other nights she would suck me off; her head was just fire I came every time. She did her vaginal steams kept her shit on point her flavor was like no other, I just loved everything about her except the fact she didn’t really pay me any attention. She was always so focused she really was only In the mood In the middle of the night. On my off days I just catered to her no reciprocation of treatment what so ever. She always claimed to be busy except If I had and event she could wear one of her outfits to, then she would make the time.

I begged her for children and she never wanted them but I understood she wanted to build herself up, keep her body In tact to model her clothes. Out of the blue she wanted a kid! I was shocked she showed me an ovulation app on her phone and she wanted to try. I agreed of course and she wanted to start right then! Pulled me to the room and we went at It for hours she did everything she used to do pulled out her old tricks switched them up In-between to become new ones. She was rocking my world this went on for two weeks straight, I went to work so exhausted!

She took a test before I got home from work and said It was negative so she wanted to keep trying fuck the app just like before we went at It like rabbits! I told her to wait a few days before taking another test, I didn’t want her all bent out of shape about It. She waited all of two days! But she texted me a picture at work “We’re pregnant!” I was so happy I yelled In the office my partner had to come and see what was going on, I told him and he was too proud!

As time passed we found out It was a boy! Man this was the best news, me and her seemed to be back on track she focused on us more while still maintaining her business. She went back to cooking she was singing and giving me that good good. I was finally happy with my Queen again, I was living my best life. As her belly grew the more In love with her I was. I don’t know what changed her mind maybe a business that had baby stuff or something of the sort I didn’t even care I was just finally overjoyed that me and my Queen were on the same page.

Once my son was born I didn’t want to let him go. I jumped at every sound he made, my wife just giggled at me. We shared so many great family moments. By time my son got about one I noticed he didn’t change much from his baby features he looked like my wife but I didn’t really see myself In him. Then again I was glad about that. What threw me was that he had sandy brown hair Carmel toned like my wife. I seen picture of her grandparents and other family members and he was of them solely, and I loved every bit of him.

As time flew by my wife’s business grew even more to the point we added onto the house for her to have an official office space. My son’s second birthday came around and we were decorating, the door bell rang and a man stood before me. I looked and asked If I could help him, but he looked so familiar his eyes were so known to me. He handed me a two page letter addressed to him from my wife. My son ran to my leg hugging and playing. As I looked down I understood why this man looked familiar. As I open the letter I see a page with a positive pregnancy test done by blood but looking at the date It was weeks before she told me and around the time my wife became my wife again. I couldn’t even move I herd my wife walk In and ask who was at the door as I moved she looked up and dropped the glass she had In her hand.

I Invited him In and we talked man to man. He explained how things happen and he needed to know If It was true. He tried to break It off with her before all of this ever happened so he thought she doctored up some papers until he seen us at an event with our son. I Invited to him to know his son as It was only right that he does. I made a schedule with him to come every other week to spend time and we could all co parent and have dinner. Eventually he became very sick I felt a sense of peace that he got to know his son before he died.

My wife passed away about 6 months later, she hadn’t been feeling good either for quite some time now. I made sure she had everything she needed. One day at the table we were eating and she was having a sip of wine she always made amazing food. The food Tasted amazing she is forever questioning her craft even when ours sons natural father was over for dinner spending special time. But It wasn’t that It tasted funny I just strategically put arsenic In their food as they looked away. My wife drank wine almost every night I made sure she stayed hydrated throughout the day so they never looked for anything her death ruled as natural causes, same for his so now Its just me and my son.