Who disturbed the most beautiful time

When she was studying, she and he were the stage pillars of the Peking Opera major of the Academy of Traditional Chinese Opera, and the department asked them to participate in every large-scale performance. Her singing voice is strong and strong, and she is also strong, which is not liked by boys, so she is often selected to play a virtuous woman such as she Taijun Mu Guiying. Every time she can play these roles to the audience to applaud, and even always proud to stare at him, and occasionally after the show, came backstage, in front of her makeup is removed, lightly say: good singing. She looked at the ugly girl with a face of oil color in the mirror, and turned behind to find those beautiful girls to talk to him, want to smile in this warm, but I do not know why, often tears, earlier than the smile, the oil color first diluted.

In fact, she has always wanted to play some such as "Hanging picture" in Ye Hanyan and other tender women, even if, like "Spring Girlfriends Dream" in the nameless Zhang family can also. However, every time she put it forward, outsiders will look at her from the top down and laugh: Such a role that makes people pity is also very important. Her face flushed; In the heart, also slightly hurt, like in the drama, those who fall in love with a scholar, but finally because of shame and ashamed and dare not recognize the woman. She therefore likes to wear beautiful makeup, swinging long sleeves on the stage, singing "May this life always stay together to pity me and pity your Qing", or "When the strangers are like brocade, today's building head willow Youqing". Of course, she was alone on the stage, and there were empty wooden chairs under the stage. No one knew her secret, not even the key to the school theater, no one knew that she had been tricked into making it. In the eyes of her classmates, she has always been a transparent girl, but only in this matter, she fooled everyone. Including him.

At that time, he was touted by many girls, not only the play sang well, but also a little martial arts, playing Qin Huaiyu in "Men kill four doors", the climax of the show, the bold girls under the stage often screamed loudly. It was still a bit conservative in the 1980s, but he was still handsome because of talent, and became the most dazzling "martial arts" on campus. Whenever he did a show, even if he was just a soldier or a minor sideman, girls would swarm the theater and shout his name wildly when he came on stage. She heard it in the background, and often unconsciously looked at his changed clothes, which were still lying jumbled on the back of the chair, waiting for her to fold them neatly. It was another secret, one she wouldn't share with anyone. Including him.

In reality, she can never get close to the proud him, he is concise to her language to save. Often is a play closed, he stepped down, ran into her is about to go on stage, ask a good, more, is a told: play well. In his four years in college, he only talked about a love that ended without success, and then he was obsessed with his lessons and walked alone. But she still did not dare to approach him, for fear that if she came near, he would not give her the friendship of that one word of exhorting. All she wished for was a chance to play his wife; Whether she's ugly or fierce in this role, she'll love it.

This opportunity, fortunately, finally came to her. It is a play called "on the flower Gun", the man Luo Yi in the play, because of a war, left his wife and children to take root in the field; Forty years later, his wife Jiang Guizhi comes to her ungrateful husband with her children and grandchildren, and insists on fighting with him. In the end, Luo Yi confesses defeat, kneeling before their love token flower gun, begging his wife to forgive his selfishness. For this performance, they rehearsed for a month, and every time she was filled with nothing but happiness. Yes, even when she sings "sad and hateful and ashamed and angry," there is an indescribable shyness and joy in her eyes. When the white snake threw the cold shot at him, it was gentle and gentle. He did not say anything, but when the teacher came to criticize her again for "not looking good and leaving God," he bent his head and picked up the hat that was lifted off the ground by her flower gun, and then quietly handed her a bottle of water. And the moment she reached over and her fingertips touched, her face... went red.

She thought she would really end the show with the regret of "God left". Is at the end of the play, she helped him up, and his husband and wife recognize the moment, her tears, suddenly poured out. For the first time, she looked up and bravely went to see him, revealing to him all the tears and secrets in her heart. He was scheduled to carry her off stage, and the curtain would slowly close. But he, without warning, raised his hand and slowly wiped the tears from her face. She looked at him in surprise amid the wild applause. But she did not find anything more. In fact, if you find it, what can you do? Because, the next day, they graduate and go their separate ways.

Since then she broke contact with him, she only from the classmates, intermittently learned that he is still single, many women took the initiative to show him good, he is iron heart will be rejected. He even fell out with his parents in order to refuse the marriage. She was alternately surprised and sad at the news, until one year when they had a class reunion, she, as the initiator, wrote him a short letter asking if he could go. She waited until the reunion was over, but no letter came from him. She finally understood that he had completely forgotten her this humble woman.

She quickly married, had children and lived a most worldly life. Only in the increasingly depressed art troupe, in order to make a living, moved to various places, singing a play, her heart will be in the colorful costumes and oil paint, think of those past dreams. One year, their unit to perform in his city, she suddenly had the impulse to go to the art troupe where he worked to find him. His unit is right behind the City Theater. She walked through the middle of the bleak theater, and suddenly she heard the familiar lyrics of "The Flower Gun." Look at the sound, she suddenly froze. She saw him in a bright costume, with a shotgun, sitting on an empty stage, singing sadly alone. Only, his pants were empty.

She called his name, and he turned his head and smiled quietly at her, just as she had smiled at him in rehearsals all those years ago. Then, she heard him say: If we can also be like this play, is a reunion, how good.

Her tears, once again, welled up. She knew at last that he understood all her secrets, which were mixed with sorrow and joy. She sent him a note implying a reunion. Only, at first, he was so proud; Later, because of the car accident, he was so inferior. And her love with him, in such pride and inferiority interwoven years, whistling past.

A friend who takes every love as his first love to talk, after a drink, tells everyone that this world is not becoming too fast, why every girl will be moved by me, but in the end, on the grounds of no feelings, will I ruthlessly get rid of?

Then he talked about one of his "first loves", almost the first time he saw her, he fell in love with this gentle and sweet girl in his heart. Then they launched a fierce attack, but also downloaded from the Internet love secrets, according to its entries, one by one implementation. He bought 999 roses for her, carried them around, set up a heart shape downstairs where she worked, and then waited for her to poke her head out amid the crowd's screams. In her most painful time of the month, he brought water to feed, mood comfort, body massage, but also contracted to clean her underwear dirty work. He requested songs for her on the radio, and recorded his love songs into a CD and gave her to listen to. He would never let her do the slightest bit of housework, wash the dishes, cook the meals, mop the floors, all by herself. He said he would make her the happiest woman in the world, with her clothes on her hands and her food on her lips, like a spoiled princess.

In his initial attentions, the girl really had the bright smile he wanted to see. Just when he thought everything was going to work out and he was going to take the girl home and give her parents a purpose, the girl suddenly retreated. He thought she wasn't ready for marriage, but didn't want to, she brought it out to him, said, and found that she didn't really love him.

Friends do not understand, but also not discouraged, but as always with water tenderness, influenced her. He believes that one day, his efforts, will be for their own love fruits. Moreover, which girl, does not like romance, does not like care, does not like the kind of warmth that is moved.

But the girl began to evade his persistence, like avoiding a male cat in heat. He jumped up the wall, and she jumped down from the haystack; He chased her to the nest, but she fled into the tree. Running around like this, until the friend tired out of breath, overwhelmed.

Friends said that during that time he really like crazy, the mind is always brewing romantic sweet tone, to impress the girl, but the heart is full of nowhere to pour the bitter juice. She no longer came to eat his meal, he hurried back to the hut after work, calculated the time to cook the meal, and then brought it to her dormitory, hanging in the door. The temperature of the meal, when she saw it taken down, must still be warm. He could almost calculate that the time it took her to get from work to the dormitory was 15 minutes and 30 seconds. After he hung the lunch box on the door, she must have just turned the second corner and arrived three minutes later.

A friend would hide behind a tree, peeping at her expression as she took down her lunch box, and judging by that, how much could be turned around in this relationship. Friends know that she is a soft girl, so he has always believed that sincere, stone can be worn out, she must be able to return to his side.

But the result of such hard work as a delivery worker, a dishwasher, and a flower worker was that the girl dropped a box of fragrant egg fried rice in front of him. The girl was crying and begged him to let go, she said she was very touched by what he did for himself, she also believed that every girl, like her, would be touched by his persistent love, but, from the beginning to the end, she wanted to tell him a word is that touched is not emotion.

The friend was immediately as if he had been beaten, but he did not know how to refute this specious conclusion of love. Friends want to come up with their own when they were studying to do the best debater's heroic posture, arguing with the girl, if not moved, where the feelings? If there is no meticulous love for each other in the relationship, and therefore the heart is soft, how can two hearts love each other? And moved and feelings, a word difference, but is closely related, because there is a "feeling", and then "move" "love", who can say, love to the depths, will not be even a kiss of warmth, and the heart moved?

But the friend finally lost this once again "first love", and because of this incisive summary of love, and the heart was afraid, and then for a long time, did not dare to close to the love of Lei Chi half step.