Train of Thought

Falling through what seems like Eternity, Geodes' thoughts frantic in nature. So much happening, so bizarre, the brain can hardly perceive, that what is taking place, is real. A literal living lucid dream. It seems forever, since Geode was capable of coming to terms with this endless falling feeling, as the pit of his stomach, rests at his chin. With his thoughts finally settling down, Geode sees numerous Galaxies, seeming with possibilities, as he now floats gracefully through the sea of stars now stretched out like glitter, littering the landscape with its luminous energy. "How pretty", Geode said thoughtfully. Feeling its lovingly comfortable serenity, Geodes thoughts shift to a blissful state of awareness. He's amazed by the ALL that he sees before him. The more his thoughts shift, his feelings of nervousness and any fear fade quickly as the darkness retreats, He tries to regain his connection to the Source. As the Energy courses through his cells, Information swells deep within everything. Now every part of his being, glowing, showing his true nature just for an instant, when a wave comes blasting before geode, as his habitual nature comes showing its face. Geodes thoughts shift, creating the rift for the path he'd chosen. " Truth has been spoken, now take your token, a trip to fix what has been broken, a rift in TIME will now be open.", comes blasting through the seeming universe before him. As he is being catapulted through the vast emptiness towards a galaxy in the distance. "You will prepare your train at the station". Geode cant begin to fathom what lies in store before him. This was all to surreal. "How is this happening? There's got to be an explanation." He thought as he glides effortlessly through the void.

Geode sees each Stars Galaxy, as he absorbs the energy. He's coming closer to his destiny. The light shining so brightly, he could hardly see the tree, as he comes crashing to the forest floor, glass litters the ground with him. Shaken, Geode wakens to find himself at the station. Leaves from the forest floor still stuck to his drenched coat. Geode more puzzled than ever, 'what just happened", as the pain from the fall was all to real, as he wipes the blood from his eyes. He looks around to see only the station. Just this time was different. He could hear the hustle and bustle of the 1000s of souls wandering the platform. As the trains whistle now blast through the corridors. Everyone so intent on preparing their train. What's the rush, he thought.

"Hey Geode!!" comes calling from an oddly familiar voice behind him. "Welcome back!". startled Geode turns swiftly to see a man with a big grin smiling back at him. "Well HELLO! Ajani" Geode says without question as to the beings name. Taken aback by this knowledge Geode asks, "How do I know your name?" Ajani answers, "I know! Isn't it weird? They say the shift plays havoc on the brain." Geode responds, "As if it hasn't already" Ajanis train comes calling out "ALL ABOARD!!". " I'll see you real soon, Geode. it was nice to run into you again. I better get a move on, TIME waits for no one." geode nods a polite goodbye as he tries to reorient to the surroundings. So loud and busy now. There's a sea of beings before him, only now it was shoulder to shoulder all the way through the station. How is he to find his train on time he thought, as the noise clouded his thoughts. Making the way before him distorted. You see in this plane of awareness, your thoughts play a vital role in the transition that takes place through the rift.

As he looks out at the numerous variety of beings he's now very intimidated, some where twice his size, some had skin like bark, some even shimmering sleek snakelike with towering eyes. So many different species from all galaxies. As the fear builds within him he quickly finds what looks like his old streetlight he used to stare at as a a boy. "That must be it.", he thought. "Now how do I get there?" he wonders. Worried of how the beings may react to him, nervously he lowers his head and proceeds very slowly. He closes his wet jacket, and holds his arms across his chest, keeping the cloth tight to his form. "Excuse me, Pardon me, Sorry" Ring out as he makes his way through the crowded terminal. Being very cautious of his surroundings Geode finds a small path, like it was there perfectly for him. "How convenient" he thought, and hurries before the gap closes. Making his way through Geode notices the cuts and bruises no longer hurt, his coat was dry, and the closer he came the more confident and comfortable he became. An excited Geodes makes his way to the conductor waiting on the other side ready to take him to his destination. "Could this get any weirder", he thought. "I wonder where I'm going, what did I get myself into?" The conductor replies, "Always the same reaction from you Geode. One would think you would have learned by now." Smirking at Geode. "What do you mean?" asks Geode. "There's no TIME for that. we have to be precise. Ready the train" "Ready the train? isn't that what you guys do? I don't know the first thing about trains. Let alone get one ready for a trip. You must be joking!", Geode replies. "We are merely the means of the way. The train is your gateway, it protects the molecules, as the body makes the transition between Time and Space, It allows the transfer of information through thought, as the Electro magnetic cyber system in your body aligns with the corresponding time line. Allowing the physical body to shift into past situations. Bringing a physical awareness back into that time and that space, to perceive, yet again, the situation you wish to resolve." The conductor explains in a repetitive tone. "Are you saying im going to travel back in time?", he asks. "No, Not back in time. For time is but a ruler for space be measured. It is always NOW. So you travel to a different NOW moment on the ruler. Each with its unique set of trials and quests to enjoy, along this ever present energy of existence." Explains the conductor.

As Geode rests his thoughts on the Conductors words, a whistle blows. Startled, he looks around to see an empty platform. "Where did everybody go?" he thought. Looking back toward the door, where the conductor was standing, a moment before. To his surprise, all that was there was an empty boxcar. "This just keeps getting worse, I have no idea what to do", he calls out to the darkness around him. The only thing to be heard was the echo of his voice filling the void. He begins to wonder what all this even was. He was just being bounced back and forth hoping the dream would be over soon. Left all alone, the train whistle bellows through the ears of Geode, bringing with it the sense of fear for what Geode may face next. Standing before the railcar, Geode has no other path before him, or anything at all for that matter. He steps forward into the car, his thoughts on all the beings preparing their trains. "Where did they go? How do you Prepare this train? I still have no idea where it is even going. I'm going crazy. what keeps happening to me." geodes thoughts cluttering his thinking. Fear and doubt now center stage, as the car begins to rattle at each clenching thought. He wrestles with his fears as the darkness around him grows. Frantically he steps back out of the boxcar, afraid and confused. "I got to get the hell out of here!" He shouts as he steps out into a completely empty area. he begins to fall forward into the abyss. He reaches out before him to catch his fall, only to realize, he has no arms or hands. Or feet or legs, "Oh my GOD! What's happened to me!?. What is this. where the hell am I now?", a frightened Geode screams into the darkness.

You see its a tricky world out there, and the power of your thoughts can lead you into a nightmare, or a fantasy, depending on where you let them take you. See within the realm of your mind lies the doorway to insurmountable potential. lying dormant for centuries due to lack of proper exercise and development. Geode was well on his way to learning its effect here in the realm of creation. So Terrified as he is violently thrown through the universe of bad choices, Geode comes face to face with his fears. With no where to run, he tries to retreat within himself. Unaware the danger lurking within his own mind, was about to catapult him into unknown territory. As geode searches for his extremities he tries to feel for any sense of being. Up ahead, Geode makes out, what appears to be a rainbow of beautiful colors stretched across the black landscape, like a bridge with no end. A thankful Geode feels relieved at such a beautiful sight. As he's being thrusted through the divide he tries to calm his thoughts, focusing on the beauty before him. Little did he know, he had set the trajectory in an altered state of fear. Distorting the seemingly beautiful picture before him. What he fails to see, are the dangers that are hidden beneath the beauty. sugar coating his soon to be fate.

Geodes thoughts excited for this new adventure. "I wonder if this is Heaven", he thought. Now anything was possible. Geode was sure of that. He tries to slow himself down as he enters, what appears to be an atmosphere of sorts. He keeps barreling towards the beautiful colors as he thinks to himself, "I'm going to hit hard, i can't stop this. Where is my body? Will it hurt like the last crash? how much further do i have to go to figure out where i am?" His worries shutting out the critical thinking necessary to navigate within the thought realm. Now only fear driving Geode towards his destiny. Shrouded with doubt he comes crashing to the waters surface beneath the golden bridge above him. He can feel the water cover every inch of his invisible body as he plunges deep into the rive below. His brain sends the usual signals to the proper nodes. Letting geode know, hes under water and cant breathe. panicking he tries to swim. feeling the motion of his arms and legs trying to push him to the surface. Trapped in the water Geode finds himself unable to maneuver in the water. His lack of form, the obvious culprit.

The current a strong and abrasive ride, as Geodes thoughts ride the rivers rocky bed. Smashing water against the rock so hard, its slowly chiseling away at the rocks surface. He tumbles end over end as he seems to be a part of the stream at this point. Flinching in agony as he tossed against boulder after boulder. Unable to gain any traction Geode gives in to the rivers persistent flow and lets it all go. Hoping this was the last ride he'd ever take. This experience leaving him tattered beyond recognition. Geodes restless mind reaching the rivers outer banks. Coming to rest in a small pool, carefully crafted by Mother Creator herself. See geodes fears were able to separate him from himself to the point they took control. As soon as he gave up, The miracle could happen, now landing in a pool. Shattered like sand on the beach, Geode carefully reconstructs what used to be him. The pool swirls ever so gently as he regains some sense of reality. Molecules slowly doing their work.

This place is a place to face the fears and correct the mistakes. You see energy never dies, it just transforms into its natural state of Oneness. It Carries with it, It's Consciousness. Geode slowly reforming his shape, The pool he landed in now holding a human form as the Elements of nature combine to create a full human figure. Geode lies motionless on the Creekside. Unable to move Geodes thoughts rest on what's to come. Now barely a Skeletal system could be seen through the translucent gelatinous figure, he begins feeling the molecules combine as he remembers what he used to look like. The process takes what seems like days as Geode lays almost invisible between the rocky pool and the river. The River of life is flowing beside him, replenishing the remnants of Geodes remains. At the end of the third day Geode lifts his crusted eyelids as the moonlight glares into newly reformed eyes. "What happened? Where am I now?" (how he longed for the odd comfort of his dreary room and incessant beeping.) Geode Picks his head off the creek bed, takes a look around. He's amazed at the beauty before him. So many beautiful plants, such gorgeous colors. Flowers blooming in the sun. Literally a rainbow of growth before him. He looks above to see the massive bridge like structure shadowing where he lay. "Now what could this be", he wonders. Slowly he gets up off the ground, feeling his body for the first time since he stepped off the train. "OWW, Why is this happening to me?, Geode cries as he stumbles forward back to the ground. The new form still reintegrating into this new dimension. Geode begins to crawl towards the bank, hoping the water will refresh his parched mouth. His arm sore with each motion he slowly makes it to a large flat rock on the edge where he able to reach down and fill his hands with the water. He splashes the water against his Face and washes away the soot that had accumulated over the time his naked body had been incapacitated on the ravine floor.

He rests his head refreshed from the rivers oddly soothing sensation, as the magic happens within each cell. He closes his eyes as his whole body becomes electrified from waters life giving properties, as his soul reactivates the spark hidden deep behind Geodes heart. Igniting the Creators fire, bestowed upon the birthright of man, lost from the consciousness for eons of generations. Now fully alive with the Knowledge of his ancestors Geodes thoughts shift swiftly into his natural state. A now radiant Geode rises from the rock. Glowing with brilliant violet flowing waves of the creators loving light. A feeling of complete bliss washes over Geode. Amidst all the wrong he had done in his , what now seemed trivial, Life. The Creator, who he thought couldn't exist, embraces him with his ever-loving presence. "Go forth my son, all has been forgiven. Now you must escape from your Own prison." Geode armed with knowledge comes to understand how he can change the part within himself, to rise from the ingrained negative behaviors he has been taught all these years. He had created everything from the very start, They don't tell you that part, as you run rampant through life.

Kids being kids they say, as they create a way through the sea of energy, building their reality. Now he could see how his activities caused most of his dependencies. How certain patterns kept repeating, even within the people he was meeting. How he thought they were the reason, all the while he was releasing his own poisons into the mix and they followed like schools of fish. "I didn't mean for it to be like this, how can this be forgiveness? Do I have to witness all this? It was my reality." Geode calls out across the ravine floor. The thoughts so excruciatingly real, he could feel the emotions of all those souls he had affected. Its a tricky world out there and in the universal mind, everything can be felt instantaneously, experienced without the inference of time. So all happening's that have ever happened, are still happening. As if frozen in a universe all their own, creating new versions of timelines, as our souls experience the soul ride. Through the Multi-dimensional, Universal Minds, Personal train of thoughts

A mind now full of love, he's able to see past these, as they enter into his train of thoughts. Forgiveness is a powerful weapon here in the fifth dimension, where geode is currently experiencing this unexplainable dream state. He's now convinced the hospital bed was never going to be his prison again. But "What is this place he thought". Was this where his trip ends? He always loved nature as a young boy. Maybe this was his heaven, he thought. feeling so Happy and blissful even through the trials of his mind , Geode looks out towards his heaven and thinks "Well, I'm here forever, lets figure out where this is". He starts toward the lush colored landscape before him, Scouring the area for some kind of food. Feeling famished and week from his experience. The most beautiful floral patterns decorate his view as he gets closer to the only exit, between 2 towering cliffs, directing the River of Lifes flow. The ravine floor a rocky and lush green canvas. Geode has to navigate carefully as his flesh scrapes against the side of a rock. "OWW, Dammit", he cries out. He looks down to see the scratch on his thigh was slowly stitching itself together right before his eyes.

Astonished, the pain recedes immediately. Geode takes a moment for his mind to catch up. "Think Geode", he says. "That was wicked, this is a strange place. what else is out there for me to discover? How do I reach the bridge?" he wonders. " alright, im starving." he says. He grabs ahold of one of the thick branches, sticking out from the dense ravine floor. He stumbles about the rocky edge for what seems like miles, as the flowering wall proves to be a challenge for the new Geode. Unaware the current state he is in, Geode is still thinking like a physical being. Here there is no physical or material. Its all molecular. Broken into Billions upon billions of small parts. Each part as significant as the next, working in harmony to create the perfect loving being. In order for that to happen a train of events has to be put in motion. Geode perception still in survival mode, does only what he has learned. He acts as if he is lost. Strange what happens to ones mind, over years of manipulative propaganda. Hard to break free, even knowing you already are. So he forages the edge of the magenta and blue flowers hoping to find some berries or bugs for that matter. To no avail Geode treks through the rock floor. The forest before him getting closer, slowly, as he clings to the large boulders along the river.

The rivers current like static in the background, Geodes concentration starts to improve as it gets easier and easier to navigate. Soon he's on his feet bouncing freely from rock to rock. Static louder and louder. As he nears the forests edge he happens upon a cliff. One of the massive bridge supports rests on the mountains sturdy foundation. Carefully Geode approaches the edge to find a way down. The rivers falls crashing against the solid stones as it careens over the edge, off to the left. The bottom of the bridge casting its taunting shadow. Geode has only two options. He can jump the 100 ft or so cliff before him, and surely be mush again, or brave the dense Magenta and blue barricade to his right. Geode decides to brave the thicket of brush. He looks for what seem to be the easiest way in. How was he going to be able to get through he pondered. He crouched to his knees for a better vantage point. He starts tearing the plants from the area before him, as he tries to puss through the brush. The thorns of the bushes sticking to his flesh, feeling each point as they enter. His hands now scratched by the tearing, he begins to let the fear and frustration enter his mind, forgetting all about where he is. the brush now closing tighter, the more he struggles. finally, there is no room left to move. Geode is forced motionless, tears forming his eyes. Rage growing in his mind. A beaten Geode resigned. No more fight, he lost his sight. His Limbs go limp, his mind goes dark. He succumbed to the thorns and bark.

Fuzzy shapes dance before Geode as his eyes begin to open. only colors are visible now. An array of gold, silver, blue, green, yellow and a Vibrant violet beams slowly light his eyes. What he see before him scares Geode to death. A large chrome scaled head lays beside him. the colors reflecting from his shiny scales. A large red Eye rests on top of his head. The beast has Geode inside his massive ring of coils. His head had to be at least 6ft in length. Geode slowly moves to his feet, trying not to disturb this massive giant. Looking around he clearly has no exit. The rocky rose quartz scales covering his long body, sparkling at eyes height. "no getting out of this one", he thought. His fear sending signals through the plains. "Am I Food? Was this all a big joke? Go figure... Guess I deserved this.." That very thought rumbled the velvety, grassy ground beneath him. A large puff of air springs from the beasts nostrils. His eye widens to rumbling. "Good, Lets be done with this!" Geode shouts with all he can muster. The Beast takes his tail and slowly curls around geodes naked body, as geode begins pounding on the rocky flesh. "I wont go without a fight!" He cries. His hands bleeding from the jagged scales. Sobbing, sorrow begins to fill him as he slowly stops bashing and breaks down into a uncontrollable wail. The tail slowly tightens its grip as Geode lets it all go. He begs the serpent to spare his life.

He prays to a God for the first time (he could remember). Asking forgiveness for the life he had lead, and people he had hurt. What felt like hours went by as Geode recalled his past. How many lifetimes he had lived. He was surprised by the memories of his past incarnations, And the effect they were playing in his present life, attached to the tubes. All the while the tail supporting the figure with delicacy. As the the sound of crying diminishes the tail slowly drops Geode back to the soft surface below. Resting his back and head against the polished belly plates, so he was sitting in an upright position. Confused he look to the head of the serpent and says" c'mon then, WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR!!" The beast looks toward Geode and opens his eyes. Stares down at the frail human figure, with a snicker he laughs, "humans aren't good food. too much negative energy. Gives us a nasty belly ache. " Plooms of air rush past him as the beast voice carries a hefty sound. A familiar voice, like the one he heard earlier. Echoing straight into the heart of Geode. "Why am I here?" he asks. "Who are you? What is this Place?" inquiring as he stands to his feet. fear now far behind. The calm vibration of the beasts warm energy filling him with a confident, and curious demeanor.

The beast raises its head high above geode and spoke saying, "I AM the Eye Of The Beholder, I have brought you here, For I Am the SEER of all things Geode. This place is where you created me eons ago. As a bringer of truth to the WORD. You knew a time would come where you would be lost and this would be the way back. See You Created all of this space. This is your home among your dreams where you create the most beautiful works of life ever imagined. Lost in the waking world, so full of its distractions, you cant see beyond the veil. This is your natural state of being as you were made by the creator. Only when you truly come to peace within yourself and open your heart will you find this place. Unless, you slip and start losing your grip. Tripping fearfully, While fighting needlessly, through the life he created, for you to be happy. Then he'll bring you here to me. So I can share my truth with thee. To show how the WORD sets you free, The truth is all you see, and how thoughts can transform reality. Affecting everybody in its own way. Creating me, to fill their dreams, how innocent it seemed. How all the words you said ring into the Universe off creating ripples in timelines. Exponentially increasing, as the vibration of thought waves permeate all within existence. Once you create a thought and speak it with enough emotion and intention, it actually courses through the universal mind creating a the reality associated with the thoughts actual intent. All of those thoughts, combined with a set of fictitious beliefs, separates you from the divine world you belong in."

Geode looks down to see his now crystalline translucent figure, as he can see the electrical impulse of the creator energy pulsing through his liquid like form. A slight glow now emanating from him as his thought focuses on the new appearance that he sees, as he gazes over his body. "Whoa, this feels so strange, I feel so good." The energy of pure love now permeating every cell in Geodes personal galaxy. "WOW, This is amazing," as Geode lifts off the ground slowly rising to meet with the Eye. "Are you serious, This is my natural state? I feel so connected to everything right now. So much coming in all at once. Holy cow! I can taste everything all at once. I can hear every thought. OH wow! This is a lot. I feel all the happiness and sadness. There is just so much. Will it stop?" The energy building and building within Geode, as his brain tries to comprehend all the information flooding into his being. The electricity now a vibrant bright white glow, illuminating from Geode. Geode grunts as the charge is too much for him. A brilliant flash of light sends a shockwave throughout the universe, a loud crash follows behind, as his soul barrier breaks. It catapults Geode through the vast empty vacuum of space. A bolt of lightning searching for its source, His soul sent back on course. Now just energy in motion, no form or emotion, or thought pollution. Continuing its evolution, out to create the solution.

Thunder comes crashing through the sky. The rumble of the sound a reminder of the fear still residing within him. Goede wasn't prepared for all of the incoming energy awakening his diamond heart core. His now tired and limp body resting at the floor. The naked flesh adorning his body again. His thoughts were unable to accept, the ALL, that was given. He was forced back into the confines of his limited beliefs. Now peacefully sleeping, Geodes dreams are not what they seem. Time is a tricky thing within the universe. You see it doesn't really exist. Infinity has no time. Just events, all happening at once in a single moment. The "NOW" moment. The only one we should give our intention. Time is just a unit, to measure the distance it takes, to travel point A to B. Geode was about to find that out.