The Memory Collector

Elias sat alone behind the curved glass partition of his memory clinic, the name glowing in soft blue neon:
REMEMBR – Memory Removal & Emotional Relief Services.
His office smelled of old wires and lavender air mist, a calming scent designed by corporate psychologists to help clients let go of pain.

He tapped his screen, eyes scanning another session log. The day’s last client had walked out twenty minutes ago, slightly dazed but smiling—her heartbreak erased, the pain of a broken engagement now just a hollow in her emotional record.

Elias didn’t feel relief. He felt tired.

Every day, people came in with grief, trauma, regret. They sat across from him, trusting the tech to erase the unbearable. And it worked. Neural mapping. Emotional disassociation. Targeted deletion. No messy side effects. REMEMBR guaranteed a clean slate.

But Elias didn’t delete memories.

He collected them.

Every session, just before the deletion finalized, he dragged a copy into a hidden encrypted folder. He’d watched hundreds of love stories unravel, seen men cry over lost children, felt the burn of betrayal, the sting of regret.

He told himself it was academic curiosity. Maybe even noble. Someone should remember, after all.

But the truth was: Elias had no memory of his own.


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Years ago, long before he became a technician, Elias had been a client himself. A full wipe. Voluntary, according to the record. No emotional anchor. No journal entries. No trace of his life before the procedure—just a blank folder labeled Origin: Unknown.

He sometimes dreamed of faces he couldn’t place. A woman humming a tune. A field of yellow flowers. Screams behind glass.

But every time he woke up, the images vanished, like smoke in wind.

So Elias began collecting. Hoping, foolishly, that one day someone else’s memory would feel like his.


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One cold Tuesday evening, the system buzzed with a Priority Client tag. Internal Admin override.

Elias blinked. High-clearance clients rarely came in person.

The door hissed open and a tall, poised woman entered. Mid-50s. Gray hair twisted into a clinical bun. Sharp eyes. Sharp presence.

“Dr. Sylva Maren,” she said. “I’m here for a deletion. Classified. Level Zero protocol.”

Elias stood. “Of course, ma’am. May I ask what memory we’re targeting?”

She hesitated, then handed him a worn photograph.

A boy, no older than five, stood barefoot in a field of sunflowers. Auburn hair, a beaming smile. Joy in his eyes. Behind him, a woman’s shadow reached across the grass.

“This,” she said simply.

Elias felt something cold crawl up his spine.

He nodded and gestured oward the recliner. “You may feel a mild pressure while I initiate the extraction.”

The headset activated. Lights blinked across her temples. The transfer began.

A flood of data streamed into the interface.

But something was wrong.

Elias didn’t see fragmented neural impulses or disassociated visuals.

He saw himself.


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The memory was crystal clear.

A lab, sterile and bright. A young boy crying in a containment room.

Dr. Maren standing behind glass. Stern. Distant.

The boy screamed, “Mom!” and pounded the window.

Technicians in white coats murmured, “Proceed with Phase Two.”

The woman’s voice echoed: “Subject Elias showing attachment instability. We’ll begin emotional suppression followed by identity erasure.”

Elias’s hands began to tremble.

Subject Elias.
That’s me.

The memory unfolded: years of observation. Controlled affection. Then silence. Then surgery. Neural recalibration. Personality overwrite. Deployment to REMEMBR.

Elias wasn’t just a patient.

He was an experiment.

And the woman now sitting in his chair was the scientist who had engineered his erasure.
His mother.


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The memory stream slowed. The system chimed: Ready for deletion.

Elias sat frozen. His finger hovered over the delete icon.

But he couldn’t do it.

He transferred the memory to his private archive, locking it behind biometric security.

Then he gently removed her headset.

She blinked, dazed. “Was I here for something?”

He forced a smile. “Just a routine system check. All done.”

She stood, adjusted her coat, and walked out—unburdened, unaware of the guilt she had once carried. Unaware of the son she had chosen to forget.


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Elias sat in the quiet hum of the clinic long after she left. The photograph lay on the desk in front of him. He picked it up, fingers trembling.

That boy was him. That joy… his.

The sunflowers. The humming song. The mother’s voice.

It all came rushing back.

The betrayal. The experiments. The loneliness.

And yet, buried in all that pain, was something else.

Love.

Somewhere in those years, she had loved him—even if the science, the ambition, had buried it.


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That night, Elias did something he hadn’t done in years.

He walked out of the clinic.

No drive. No memories to review. No pain to store.

Just the photo in his pocket.

He walked to the city edge, where concrete faded into fields.

And there, under the moonlight, he found them.

Sunflowers.

A whole field of them.

Not a memory.

A beginning.

Sometimes, the hardest memories to keep… are the ones that remind us who we truly are.