Oneiric

Start 2/24/2021

21:25

9:25 PM Est

The instructions are crystal clear. Why did I even go to that meeting!? Well, because I need the money that’s why! I definitely need the money. My family needs this money. It's a matter of survival at this point. There are hardly any jobs left. We are running out of food and fuel. I had to go. I should have known it was too good to be true. I was willing to sacrifice much to earn this money but going back in!? I’ve been out for 12 years now. I thought for certain that chapter was over and done with.

“Fuck!”

Speeding down the narrow dirt road home. Rounding deep curves like a professional race car driver while beating on the steering wheel. Music blasting and failing miserably at drowning out millions of rapid thoughts running through my head like bullets from an automatic weapon. Playing multiple scenarios from various perspectives at the same time. Observing every possible outcome of this situation and everyone’s perception of it simultaneously.

“Shit!”

I slammed my car door as I pull up at home- walking to my front door, fumbling for my door keys.

I can’t believe I have to go back to Oneiric. I took the deal. I have to. There was a time in my past that I was trapped there for years. I will be taking a huge risk going back inside. Will I find my way out again? What if I’m trapped there even longer than before? Could my family survive with me being on Auto-Pilot? What if I die there? I can’t imagine being detached from them another hour not to mention days, weeks, or months at a time. It’s too late now. I took the $20,000. At least my family doesn’t have to worry about a roof over their heads, food, or supplies for a while. But for me, I have a lot to worry about.

You are hearing the thoughts of Numu. You are witnessing her reality. Welcome to her experience. Numu is a single mother of 4. Like a lot of others in the world Numu’s life has been turned upside down due to the global pandemic. She isn’t just having it rough here in this 3rd Dimensional Realm. Oh no. The mysterious Life of Numu is far more intense than her family is aware of. Even when she is asleep, her mysterious journey continues as her body is at rest. Numu’s dream life is so intense, very real, and extremely Lucid. She is one of the chosen few human beings who have been given access to another realm called Oneiric. Oneiric is a multi-dimensional world that is connected to our world but is non-physical, mind-controlled, endless, and completely Lucid. Oneiric is quite the obstacle course with multiple layers and various types of terrain sprinkled with dark holes called Kcuts. If someone happens to get sucked into the Kcuts, they become trapped in Oneiric until they find their way out. What’s worse is they could actually die while traveling through the Kcuts. The only way one can safely navigate through the Kcuts is if they hold a little black book in their possession. There are 9 of these little black books in existence on all planes of existence. If and when someone comes into possession of all 9 of these little black books they will hold all the keys to Life, Death, and everything in between. At the center of Oneiric is an enormous black house shaped like a flower. It's more like a mansion with the perfect geometric measurements. The black mansion is shaped like the flower of Life. It was there that Numu found her way back home back in 2009 after being trapped in Oneiric for almost 2 years.

While trapped in Oneiric back in 2007, Numu was wandering through the Hall of Screens where she stumbled upon sacred information. She watched documentaries about 12 families who carried the DNA of the 12 oldest tribes on Earth. Within each of these 12 families are a father and a daughter who both have access to Oneiric. It was then that Numu came into the awareness of who her father truly was. This information helped Numu make sense of her father’s troubled life, how he would disappear for years at a time and why he was never a constant presence in her life. From that moment on it connected the dots for her concerning her sporadic ability to connect with him. How there were times when she felt like he was the only person in the world who understood her and at other times he was like a Zombie, detached and far from present in her life. This revelation made her relationship with her father make more sense. Numu also wrestled with how she would explain what she had gone through to her children. Would they get it? Would they think she was crazy? Should she tell them before she leaves again? Or should she just trust that their world wouldn’t fall completely apart as she traveled to and through Oneiric in search of the little black book? You see, Numu’s body would still be present with her family as she travels through Oneiric. But she won’t be fully conscious. She will be in a Zombie-like “auto-pilot” state of mind.

Pause 3/2/2021

19:23

7:23 PM Est