The Moment

Well...This is it. This is when you and I will decide if everything was worth it. The months of talking, texting, flirting. Little random pictures we would send each other. We never really talked about it. But we both knew if we ever had a moment, we were going to take that step. In the back of my mind, I always wondered if I would be good enough for you. From a friendship level, we always clicked. We could laugh at just about everything. But I had a fear that I couldn't please you like you deserved to be pleased. Part of me was actually afraid to go to that next level. But I'm a man. Only one way to find out.

I knock on your door after a few moments of hesitation. The air was warm but I felt a small chill.

Nerves? Regret? I wasn't completely sure but the moment you opened the door, the feeling went away. There you stood. It took me a moment to say hi because I was in awe in how you looked. You weren't wearing anything special. You looked extremely comfortable in some form fitting sweatpants and tank top. Every inch of your body was being defined by the outfit. I finally managed to say hello. You giggle a little bit, knowing how I was a little shocked by how you looked. You say hello back and invite me in. I walked in and we embrace. I could smell the sweet perfume you dabbed on your neck. I can't help but to kiss the spot where I smell it. Your run your hands down my back as we release the hug. You ask me how I am doing. I reply that I'm doing better now that I'm next to you. You compliment how I look tonight and I return the compliment. Slow R&B music is playing in the background. I pick up on the tune. It’s Let's Chill by Guy. Perfect song for the situation. You ask me if I would like something to drink. You tell me what you have. I settle on bourbon. You pour yourself Vodka.

For the next few hours, we get lost in conversation. We talk about everything from politics, to religion, to food. In those few hours, I learned more about you than I ever did know. Some were shocking, others were heart warming. But I won't lie, I couldn't help analyzing your body as you spoke. The way your lips looked as you spoke. The way your chest bounced when I made you laugh out loud. You knew I was a “boob man”; that is why I guessed you wore that shirt. As I can recall every word you said, I couldn't help but imagine what bra you had up under that shirt. From the couple times you went and used the restroom, I looked at your behind as you slowly walked away. I came to the assumption you weren't wearing any panties. Or the ones you had on were barely there.

Then worry fills my heart. What if she isn't feeling tonight like I was feeling? What if she sends me on my way? Or what if she makes me sleep in the couch?

My fears are out to rest when you get up and straddle me. You kiss me deep. Passionately. I can feel your heartbeat against my chest. You wrap your arms around my neck as I wrap mine around your back. The kiss is lasting long. You finally stop and mention that you've been wanting to do that all night. I ask if you're sure you want to do this. You reply that you've been wanting me for a long time. We continued to kiss. My hand start to explore your body and I can feel the heat from it get warmer. I stand you up because my curiosity is getting the best of me. I lift your shirt up and see that you are wearing the prettiest bra I have ever seen. In my mind, it was confirmation that you were wanting to take this friendship to the next level. The bra, red and lacy, matched your skin tone perfectly. You ask me if I approve. I answer with my head right in between. You wrap your arms around my head again as I slowly lick around the bra. You breath softly in my ear. The passion is taking over. I lift you up and place you on the kitchen table. I slowly take off your pants and not to my surprise, you are without panties. I smile a little as I make why way down. Your body tenses up by the surprise but once my tongue slowly licks your clit, your body melts. I go slow at first because the taste is better than I expected. I lay you back on the table and lift your legs on both of my shoulders. I grip your thighs as I shove my tongue deep inside you. You let out a loud sigh as I continue the pace. My tongue speeds up as your hips keeps up. I taste your come as I know that a climax is getting closer. You start telling me faster as you grab the back of my head; pushing it down so I can go deeper. You tell me you're coming as I feel the warm wetness all on my face. I stop and rise up...Watching you you try to catch your breath.

We are in your bedroom now. Candles are lit as the same type of music is still playing. The Isley Brothers are blessing us with the perfect mood music. Back to kissing, we make our way to your bed. You gently lay me on the bed. You take off my boxers and look at my manhood. You slowly play with the head. I'm hard. Very hard. You go up, kiss me slowly, then make your way down. You kiss my chest, each nipple, then down there. You take your tongue and slowly lick the head. It seems like you know that is my spot. You run your tongue against my thighs before you take it all in your mouth. Slowly you go up and down. You stop and suck right on the head. My toes feel like they are about to come off. You take your hand and cup my balls. You slowly pull on them while you suck harder. I can feel myself about to come. You sense it too so you stop. You give me a sly smile as you take off your bra. I look in amazement. You do not know how beautiful you look with the flow of candles. You slowly get on top and slide down. The warmth of you is almost too much to believe. The way I fit inside you is almost too good to be true. So slowly start to ride me. You seem you are riding me to the beat of the music playing...Nice and slow. The way your body is moving and how you are going in and out is making me feel like I'm on a natural high. The faster you go I realize you are about to come.

Before you allow me to take control, you came three times. I couldn't hold back and I came once. But I wasn't do the with you. I needed more of you. I roll you over and raise your butt up. I slowly slide in you and have my way. You command me to go faster. Because all I want to do is please you, I abide. The harder our skin touch, the more you enjoy it. Your back arches the further I go inside you. You come twice more. You want to rest but I need to come inside you one more time. I turn you over and left your left leg over my shoulder. As I thrust inside you, we lock eyes. The way you were looking at me, I knew our lives would change forever after this. Your beautiful brown eyes pierced deep into mine. It was almost a confirmation.

I come the biggest I've ever came in my life. As we lay in the bed, there is a comfortable silence. You reach over and kiss me on the cheek. You whisper thank you to me. I ask for what and you reply for everything.

At this moment, I realize that you and I crossed a feeling that we couldn't go back to. And I'm sure we are perfectly fine with that.