Secret Confession #2

This was in May 2020. I was associated with a software company as a programmer for five years. Things did not work out on the professional front for me and I decided to quit. During my five years of stay in the organization, I got pretty well acquainted with a female colleague of mine. Let's call her 'C'. She was a married woman and had a five-year-old son, yet she hadn't lost her inner child. She was always effervescent, chirpy, and full of life.

My last working day came, and I had to hand over my office laptop and collect my service certificate as well. But with lockdown going on, all the offices were closed. So, I called up 'C'. She said that I could drop the laptop at her place and that the service certificate would be mailed to me later by the HR dept. That seemed fine to me. The very next day, I decided to visit her.

I reached her place the very next day. I rang the doorbell, and the door was immediately opened by her. I was a bit shocked to see her. She wore a loose-fitting tee and a knee-length short. Her hair seemed unkempt. Her legs seemed unwaxed. Her eyes seemed red like she had been crying or hadn't slept all night. She smiled weakly at me and offered to give me a seat.

I gave her my laptop. Now I'm not one to start inserting myself into someone's personal life, but this time, I made an exception.

I asked, 'Hey C. You don't look too good. Is everything alright? Your son fine?';

She said. 'Nothing's wrong. Everything's fine! My son's fine. He is sleeping in the next room.'

And then I noticed tears rolling down her face. Never in my entire lifetime had I seen a grown woman cry. I was hit with a feeling of guilt. I instinctively got up and sat next to her.

I said, 'C, we know each other for the better part of the last 5 years. You can confide in me. If there is anything, I can help you with let me know. I would be more than willing to help you out.

She regained her composure and told me she had a call from her husband in another country, where he works, who got stuck there due to flights grounded by COVID and that his company has decided to take some cost-cutting measures and is rereading to let go of some employees due to the whole COVID situation. He was the only income earner of the family because they had just bought their new flat. His wife's husband was the primary earner of mortgage repayments. At the moment she fears that this would be problematic to repay the mortgage in case he loses his work.

I requested her to keep good thoughts. Now, however, she was crying. She hugged me tightly and started sobbing before I could say anything at all. I had no idea what to do. I did not know what to say or do, either. I was too shocked to say or do anything. Instead, I just patted her head gently and tried my best to calm her down.

The next thing I knew, she locked her lips with mine. Now I resisted and pushed her back a little.

I said, 'This just isn't right, C. This just isn't right.'

She said, 'I know this isn't right. But this is what I need right now. To take my mind off things. Please, I need this.'

After much back & forth I gave in. I never saw her so fragile. I just wanted to calm her down.

And then I didn't know what hit me when she pulled my shorts. And next came down my underpants. My penis was half erect. She started working on it with her hands and my penis obliged with a full-blown erection.

Now was my chance. I pulled down her shorts, and her panty, leaving her hairy vagina exposed. She wanted me inside her. I tried, but she was too dry down there. To get her lubricated, I started fingering her and she moaned softly. I fingered her for a good 10–15 minutes. Now she was flowing like a river. Now it was the turn of my penis. I slid it slowly inside her and watched the grimace on her face fade into one of satisfaction. I varied my rhythm so that I could last a bit longer. But after around 10–12 minutes, I knew that I could not last much longer.

I said, 'Where do you want me to cum? Inside your vagina or on your tummy?'

She said, 'Inside. Inside.".

I said, 'Are you sure? What if you get….'

She cut me short & said, 'Don't worry. I have already undergone sterilization operation.'

That relieved my mind and I started thrashing her a bit hard so that I could cum instantly. Then I came inside her. I let the penis stay inside her for a bit longer so that it would deposit the whole load inside her. Then I slowly pulled out my penis from her vagina. It was dripping wet with her juices. She handed me a towel so that I could clean it off.

I could see she was okay with our little session. I even helped her clean up.

When she got all dressed up she turned and said, 'Thanks for that. I needed that badly.'

A smile spread across her face. Better than the one before. I smiled back too.

I don't know if what we did was right or wrong. Moral or immoral? To be honest I don't care.

All that mattered was that I had, at last, been able to distract her from some of the horrible things, and she was much better when I left her house today.

Peace out!!