My relationship with Nathan was never serious. At least I thought so, but breaking up proved tougher than I thought. Knowing the whole town would be talking about it, I stayed in my room for days.
It took forever for us to feel comfortable fucking in the house, somehow I knew that's how we would get caught. I didn't want to think about it, and I tried hard not to, but then, one gray morning, I couldn't help but miss him.
Reminiscing took me back to those first months of silent flirting when his gaze would linger on me a little longer. I never asked if he was looking for a response, I just decided to show him I noticed. The first time, I adjusted my bathing suit; his eyes got caught in the crease between my hip and thigh. I saw him reprimand himself and knew that meant it would be harder, it just made me want him more.
During a big dinner at my parent's house, I sat across from him and slowly tugged my dress down to deepen the cleavage. That was when he finally realized I was responding, and welcomed it. After we locked eyes, he followed me into the kitchen to freshen up our drinks. Neither of us admitted to anything just yet, but he did get close, very close.
Took much longer before it evolved into what it became, after weeks of him grazing my thighs with his fingertips, and me brushing my breasts against his back in passing, he finally wasn't able to hold himself back anymore.
One night, Dani and I went to the bar with a few friends, and just so happened that Nathan and his friends did as well. Naturally, our friend groups stayed apart, but we kept stealing glances from each other across the bar. What must have pushed him over the edge was the game of pool we decided to play. I took full advantage, leaning forward and sticking my ass out every chance my back was turned to him. I'm sure a lot more people at the bar noticed me, especially with how short the dress I was wearing was, but Nathan was the only one I noticed.
Once the game was finally done, I excused myself and didn't look back at him at all, I just assumed he would follow. And obey he did.
The restrooms were in the basement, but right by the stairs was a door that led to a small hallway. This was the so-called ‘green room’ for whenever they had live music. When he was new in town, Nathan used to work at that place; he told me all about it as I lay on his bare chest one night, many months after that one.
I was about to go down the stairs when I heard a voice behind me:
Nice dress
I turned, our eyes met, and I felt the corners of my mouth flick up.
Did you notice?
Hard not to.
I leaned in closer to him, but before I could get close enough, he turned to look over his shoulder. Then, he touched my back, guiding me toward the green room door. I followed his lead, and soon enough, we were in a brick-walled, dimly-lit room, alone. The door closed behind him and his eyes relaxed, he smiled, and stepped closer.
That first kiss still gave me butterflies just thinking about it. It felt like my whole body was up against his with not an inch to myself, he had one hand pressed firmly against my back holding me close to make sure of it. The other hand gently inched toward my ass, I couldn't help but giggle remembering it, we were still so hesitant but we both wanted it so bad at the same time. When Nathan finally grabbed my ass his fingers grazed me over my underwear. I pulled him closer, but then the idea of someone coming in and seeing us finally dawned on me. I pushed him off.
- Are you ok? - He asked.
- No... I mean, yes. I just...
- Yeah, I know - He looked at the door too, then back at me - We don't have to do anything.
- Or... - He raised his eyebrows - We can do it quickly.
The look on his face changed and it worried me a bit at first. Suddenly, he kissed me again. He told me later it was exactly what he wanted to say.
He pressed up against me again, but this time with his hips against mine, and I finally got to have my hands under his shirt and touch his skin, it always felt like it was still hot from the sun.
- Spread your legs. - He whispered into my mouth, the first of many orders I would gladly obey.
He pressed against me again, and I felt him through the fabric separating us. He pulled back a little before pushing himself against me again, this time he scooped my hips up with his, touching every bit of me. My mouth opened wide when I gasped for air, and Nathan took his chance to penetrate me, sliding his tongue deep inside, filling me up as I sank into the heat of my hips pushing against his thrusts.
The second my nails tried sinking into his skin, Nathan's hands grabbed my wrists and pinned them to the wall. He pushed up against me slowly, so good I could almost feel him inside of me.
- Fuck me. - I whispered desperately.
He looked deep into my eyes, still circling his hips, slower and softer, I could see the doubt in his face. He let go of my wrists and stood up over me, very close. I worried I had pushed him too far, but then he slid one hand between my legs. He teased my lips over the wet fabric. I wished he would do it longer, I wish we had had more time that night.
His fingers pulled my underwear to the side and started feeling how hot I was. One finger slid deep inside of me, and I had to bite my lips again. Nathan stood closer but didn't kiss me, it almost felt like he was daring me. He pressed me up against the wall, and his fingers, now deep inside of me, began to pulse, slow at first, then a little faster, and when I gasped for air, he slowed down again. The vibrations began travelling up my body and I felt a warmth where his finger vibrated spreading all over me.
I cupped his neck and pulled him in close, I buried my face in his chest to muffle the sounds I couldn't hold back through my clenched teeth. As my body began to tremble, I felt his lips touch my neck, he sucked on my skin, and I pulled the air in hard as I moaned and came.
His lips released my skin in a deep exhale. I looked up at him to see how bad he wanted me, the desire we shared made that moment so much hotter. Without saying a word, he knelt in front of me. He wasn’t inside of me anymore, his fingers were holding my underwear in place as his tongue slipped between my lips, tasting me and swallowing it all. I wanted to give him all he wanted and more. His tongue went up and in making my body twitch with aftershock.
That last kiss before we left the green room was delicious, it always made me come when I thought back to that moment. At least I’ll always have the memory of him.
About the Creator
Mary Magenta
Writer and creator of the Homecoming series and Hotel series



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Interesting piece