Will the costume every be taken off?

"The river ran backward on the day the queen vanished" I loved her for who she is but the masked was more real then her actual appearance, The more mask was cute and adorable until you see the real face of whats being covered up.Is the smile you have for me real or this just same smile you give every victim of your pieces to your board game? have you kissed me for real? or was it just your seductive tactics to lore me to you because you the touch of your lips I will never forget. It like your smiles and kisses are with a mask .This why is hard to tell if your words are ture because of them touch of them never felt real, so if your touch is not real how can I trust your actions. "Is she a real queen is or do she just wear the crown for show"?

"The river ran backward on the day the queen vanished"" To hold her is to get close to her heart threw contact and learning her other body so when the seasons of life change we can weather the storm together because when the clouded judgment comes I still want to be able see her in the fog, and feel you when the rain falls and we start to drift apart. I see the feelings I have for you is just a game because the game was played on her before other peoples enjoyment and know she see game this game as fun and you are willing to try it to and experiment it on me to , well sadly you have count me as a failed experiment my feelings are valid to be felt not games to be toyed with. If I am going to be a toy let my action show you me leaving that I am limited edition only which means I am very rare to fine and they only make a few of me every other season so get a hold of me now before time runs out because this special offer will not be found on the clearance rack with other stuff you have stored in you closet. You can only stretch and shirt so far until you can't fit is no more. It best to buy new clothes so people wont just recognized you in the same clothes from last season, your new season needs new outfits. "The term its chess not checkers" I used a lot but I can play the piece of a pawn when I know I am a king , Its fun to play games for enjoyment but not abuse. "Does the mask come with costume or is it mismatched on purpose to keep me in the illusion that this is really a confusion"?

"The river ran backward on the day the queen vanished" I Like seeing her walk towards her goals and accomplishing great things but Does she know about my experience of life will help her get on track with meeting goals a lot faster and a calm way instead of rushing in a anxious way? Does she know the more she runs towards temporary stuff Its leave me in the dust and makes it hard for meet eye to eye when your eyes our focused elsewhere running in every direction to find peace when the peace has been in front of her the entire time. The eggshells I walked on has transformed from nails to landmines. The steps I took last time blew up in my face and my next steps is to step away because I don't need anymore booms in my face just for a understanding of you and the second I think there is a understanding you step on my feet and send me back to square one. I SHOUT to encourage you everyday cheerleading for you improvements in areas I watched you lack but in return I am treated like a janitor cleaning up a eggshells from every conversation we have. Your lack of trying to understand made this mess and I cant keep cleaning the trash that you keep putting in the same spot .Your going to have to clean it yourself or hire a janitor. The affection you give is for you to grow for yourself not for us to grow together. Love should be like a safe space not a timeout punishment When life is not going your way. Was punching the training you needed for you to feel better for your next victim? because we could of been sparring partners to fight together but you took the sparring session as me trying to harm you but it was to improve you in areas you lack.Having a leader in your life don't make you a slave or child it makes you a great listener and shows you are good at follow directions specially from some who cares about you. Care and concern is not dominate and control it means I love and want the best for you

"The river ran backward on the day the queen vanished" The Queen has been vanished back to were she came from and I left her in the spot she choose no to grow from. I pray The river she is in washes her clean from her past and forward in a new direction The Lord for her. She is vanished now But I have hope if she do reappears she is a new creature in Christ.I didn't want to leave her hurt I want to leave her so she can heal The way Gods needs her to.