When Spirits Take Their Toll on You

“If at all there was a being inside me,

Longing for the being inside you,

Our unison is all that matters….”

Vivek pens these lines thinking about Anima, and her wonderful lines that weave her hair, he can smell her and touch her, it all plays out in dreams, as he kisses the wind, and bends to kiss her, there is a banging sound. Utpal came to his room, and asked, “Hey Champ! What are you doing?” Vivek replies, “I am good?” Utpal with a weird smirk reads aloud, “Call Vivek to the morgue room. looking at his phone.” Vivek with a swelled-up face, and marks of tension that seem to be popping out on his face, tells Utpal, “I cannot go buddy! Enough is enough! Do you remember what they did last time?” Utpal is defiant as if his soul popped out of his eyes, and looks straight with sharp eyes toward Vivek and says, “You have to go? No questions asked. or else we all will suffer.” Vivek says “I cannot.” “You have to”, Utpal tells him with minced words as he was biting his teeth hard.

All his happiness seemed like a fading light at that point in time. He did not feel like going but he had to for if he does not go all the boys on the floor will suffer. As Vivek comes out of his room, almost making a regrettable face all the youngsters looked at him. They all have lots of work to complete, they have practicals for anatomy tomorrow. Medicine is a hard subject to suffer with, for you have already sold your innocent soul before choosing this vigorous and extremely rigorous subject.

Lakhs of aspirants compete for a few thousand seats, that’s the only way, a prestigious education in medicine that sets your life, many of these boys come from rural parts of India, and their eyes glistened when they entered the posh alleys of their college. The equipment looked new as if they had been given new toys which they never got when they were little toddlers. All of the grind to reach here now has to be sustained. And yet they are still not able to process when does the reward come to them?

Everyone who has reached here has worked hard, maybe some have even sold their ancestral lands to study and only to face this on-premises. Utpal leaves Vivek at the concourse, he runs and as the boys gazed their heads out of their courtyard windows, he claps and says, “Guys he is gone.” They all felt relieved. Utpal sighed and put his table light on and started pulling an all-nighter again prepping for tomorrow’s anatomy class.

Vivek looked down at the concourse, he does not know what was happening to him. Anima comes to him and says, “I am with you my sweet little bunny bun. Everything will be all right.” Tears ran through his face. With his easy hands that earned him the reputation of girly falling palms and easy body, he thought of all the kinds of things he can do to himself to avoid going. Suddenly he appears in a room stating, “Do not enter.” Vivek was intrigued what could lie inside there? As he was about to open it, flashbacks started coming as Utpal said one time, while they both ran for their Neuropsychiatry class. He asked Utpal about the door being closed. Utpal’s reply was, “Dude we are in a medical college. There are plenty of kids that commit suicide.

He sees the room and proceeds to walk. the big halls were empty as he approached the morgue room, one big guy came out of the room. Vivek sees his rugged face and says, “Only 1 hour, okay?” “What?” says the big guy. It was sure that guy failed a lot and was still in the same med school and looked different. The big guy was looking towards the left in the morgue room. A barrage of senior students came out of it, “We are tired of doing the deed with dead bodies.” Vivek gazed at them, While one of them starts feeling him up, he catches one’s hands, And looks at his eyes, and said, “Don’t even dare to try that on me.”

Another senior went ahead but Ayush stopped them, “1 hour right?” Ayush curiously asks Vivek, Vivek sees his watch and says, “Your 1 hour started 5 minutes ago.” Vivek goes back to the room that had do not enter message on the door. He falls flat on the ground sleeps on the surface and stares at the ceiling. He searches the cupboard and finds a rope. He reaches the ceiling fan via his bed and then attempts to commit suicide. He stuck in the air for 10 seconds and automatically fell down. Gasping for air. He then picks himself up, takes out a book, and starts studying.

After an hour Vivek sees the guys are back. He steps and tries to reach his room. But gazes at the passage outside from the common balcony. He then enters. Utpal was naked bleeding from his mouth and covered in sweat. His extremities and nether regions lay in a pool of blood. Vivek starts his electric kettle pours some black coffee and then drinks it. He has to stay awake for his test.

In the morning Vivek saw Utpal opening his eyes, and asks, “Why what happened?” Utpal visibly in pain, tells him, “I am okay! I am good.” What happened with you yesterday? asks Utpal. I was in the morgue the entire time. So they locked you in the morgue, Vivek says “Yes!” It was time for classes and both Utpal and Vivek got ready. Utpal and Vivek were walking and a random guy came near Vivek and said, “Hello how is our shemale doing today? looking at Vivek... Vivek stared at him and lets him pass. They both were passing by the same room again. Utpal looks at the room, Vivek stops for Utpal, he touches the door, “Poor Vinit, he could have told us about it. Vivek replied “Yes!” appearing almost indifferent. I don’t know why his body was never found. Vivek stares at him, “Well he was a psychopath after all.” Utpal followed Vivek as Vivek storms through the entry gates. Utpal holds him and makes him turn towards him and says, “You should know I am still the same right!” with bouts of anger reaching his head.

Vivek stares at the floor and says yes! Utpal loosens the hold, and Vivek catches his breath. They both went to their first class where they had a preparatory test. Both Vivek and Utpal were going to the next class after finishing the test. In the meantime, Rahul came again and pushed Vivek, “Hey shemale! I heard you suck dicks. Would you care to suck mine?” Vivek without paying attention does not stop and moves ahead. Utpal did not intrude but rather appeared non-bothered, Rahul came and pushed Vivek and he fell down on his white coat. He ran outside the building and started looking for Ayush in the open field. Ayush was found to be in a specific spot with 5 friends, while one of his friends was having sex with his girlfriend at the back of a teacher's car. Vivek could hear the sounds from the car, he looks at Ayush and asks, “You want another one!”

Ayush looks at Vivek, “You can manage one more!” Vivek was visibly disturbed by the noise. He says, “Yes but Isn’t that your girlfriend and her tits are all over the window?” asks Vivek. Ayush says, “Well I cannot get hard as you know my scene is with guys, hence I fuck him in return he fucks her. Vivek completely appalled by that, shrugged his head. “How does he look?” asks Ayush. “Who Rahul? do you know him” asks Vivek. Ayush takes a pinch of cocaine and smells up his nose and then says, “That Persian-looking dude?” “Yes, his mother is Persian,” says Vivek. As Ayush’s friend comes out of the car he sees another one of his friends undressing completely and entering in the seat while entering inside the car. Ayush’s girlfriend starts fucking the other guy again.

It was 8 o clock, Vivek was reading a novel today as it was a weekend tomorrow and this week is relatively easygoing for him. He stares at his book and tries to make sense of the things written, This was the first time he touched Murakami. Then Rahul came to his room smiling! “Hey, Shemale! your call is up..” He goes away as his room was on another wing. Utpal looks at Vivek a bit suspiciously. Vivek went outside of his room while Utpal sneaked a look. Vivek comes back to his room and starts reading Murakami again.

Utpal asks, “Dude they sent you?” Vivek replies, “They weren’t there.” Utpal brushes his hair while looking at the ceiling, “Man I can’t get raped like this every day” looking at Vivek. Vivek replies,” “Well you guys did torment me for six months initially forcing me to almost quit this college.” Utpal comes near Vivek, but Vivek is adamant to stand his ground. “I know that you had a deal with the seniors you fucking shemale were you born out of incest? Why did the seniors come to my room?” tell me asks Utpal. Vivek smiles, “Yes he liked fucking you by the way! that man cunt did the best to you, you should be made a sex slave.”

Utpal yells at Vivek, “You fucking backstabber how dare you go against me”. Utpal angrily punches the wall and tries to choke Vivek. Vivek’s veins were about to pop off his head. He was all squished, and started gasping for air. Vivek was trying hard to get out of the grip. Utpal was adamant about killing him. But suddenly Vivek kicked him, and Utpal fell down Vivek took a bedside hammer and beat Utpal with it and continuously beat till his face was disfigured and crushed.

Vivek then in bouts of nervousness started shaking but then he takes his hammer and washes it.

He gets the kitchen knife takes a spray out and uses it in his room, opens his home brought freezer and takes some ice out cuts Utpal into pieces, and packs him.

He makes a call, then he asks the call receiver, “Ayush is the CCTV still operational?” “Yes! why?” Ayush asks. I need to go out! says Vivek “Well you can’t now,” says Ayush. “I need them off” Vivek in angst replies. Ayush tells him sternly, “Do not take that tone with me?” Vivek tells him in a soft voice, “I killed Utpal”.

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Ayush asks “Why? I mean what?” He says, well he tried to choke me to death. Ayush regrets the phone. Get out of your room after 30 minutes there will be a guy outside our hostel gate. After 30 minutes Vivek makes his way out of the gate. The guy outside the gate locked the gate back again and he got Ayush’s call. Ayush asks, “Will you be back?” Vivek replies, “I will, yes!” Okay, call me 10 minutes early.” No wait says Vivek, “I will go on my own?” Ayush bewildered asks, ‘How?’ Vivek says, “I will, okay!” “You better not get caught or else I will hang you on our wall and all of us guys will fuck the shit out of you,” Ayush says mockingly. Vivek cuts the call.

Vivek walks on the empty road except for some dogs no one was there. He reaches a small den near the college populated by a dog family. He came and brushed the mother’s fur. A girl came along and hugged him. Interestingly it was the same girl that he saw Ayush’s friends having sex with. He asks, “Is it done Anima?” Dogs started licking the polybag he brought with him. He whistled one more time, and all dogs get inside the cave and started eating the chunks of meat.

Man in dissection class today, how are you so meticulous with that rat? Vivek tells “I try!” Anima says, “No you’re a genius”. Do you have time Ask Vivek, and Anima says “Yes!” Anima calls Vivek to her home, she had a big home, for her father was a renowned practitioner in town. Vivek starts kissing Anima as they both went to her room, and as time passed they both made exceptional love.

Anima and Vivek now lay together. Anima says to Vivek, “You are so loving and sweet! Never can I ask for anything more”. “Thanks, Dear,” says Vivek… Anima says, “I felt bad how Utpal and Ankit treated you I heard they locked you in the morgue and teased you Shemale as your habits resembled a female.” Vivek holding Anima says, “Yes! But you know what if justice is not served you need to snatch it.” Anima replies, “I guess so.” Anima kisses Vivek again, and I am sorry what you saw today.” Vivek replies, “No it's okay, I have gone through the worst things.” “Yup, I am happy I met you while dating Ayush, says Anima” Vivek replies, “Me too!” “How did you do that?” asks Vivek to Anima. The cameras were on as Ayush hacked into the system and turned them off.

But then as you texted me, I turned them on again. At least ethical hacking classes bore their fruits today. Vivek says but, he won’t go away this easily, as he gazes into Anima’s eyes and says it. But he should know that someone has come in to challenge him… Anima looks at him, and kisses Vivek, “I will be with you through thick and thin.” Shall I do the other thing? yes! Vivek says I should go..!!

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He goes inside the den and travels from the tunnel that opened in Ankit’s room. He sat inside Ankit’s room and makes a call, he calls the board director Mr Raman. Mr. Raman picks up the call. Hey Mr. Raman, can you get Ayush Mangala out of this college?, Mr Raman, replies, “That’s not possible..” I have a video of you having quite an intimate moment with an underage girl. The videos might have received you. You cannot trace me for this sim will be dumped. Mr Raman yelling and shouting! amidst that Vivek cuts his call. After 10 minutes Vivek gets another call, “This time he yells, who the fuck you think you are!” “Well, that’s Anima right How dare you have sex with someone under 18? Care to elaborate” asks Vivek. Mr Raman was visibly in shaking fear. Then to make matters worst, Vivek says, “Well, if you do not expel him this will reach your daughters and your wife.” Mr Raman, completely shocked, felt his heart was about to explode and he says, Okay let me try.. Vivek says, “If you do not make it happen I know my end of this bargain….”

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