WHEN HE IS MARRIED

As the sun was setting down, my eyes were slowly closing at the warmthless of the sun, hitting me. As I was drowning in my thoughts, suddenly, my mind was thinking about someone I can never forget. And that was the first and ever love of my life. It may sound childish because back then, I was only a 16-year-old girl falling for someone who didn't even know me.

Thinking about him, made my brain bring up complicated. Ginny! -my best friend called me.

What is it, Ashley?-I asked calmly as I opened my eyes to look at her. I have something to show you.-she said in a nervous tone. Why do you sound so nervous, Ashley? Is it something which is something related to you?...Or did you perhaps see a GHOST?!-I said sarcastically. Hahaha. What a nice way to joke with, Ginny.-She said while making a mocking face. Anyway, this is not related to me, but it is related to you. Hmm-I hummed in a response to her statement.

Your old crush and your sister are now married. - she said in a calm voice. - WHAT?!-I shouted, loud enough to make all the people on the train who were sleeping, wake up. Sorry. - I said in a nervous tone, 'cause I knew it was my fault for them to be moaning in disturbance right now. Damn it, girl, you almost stanched away my wig! -Get to the point Ashley and don't joke right now. - I said in a calm, but the angry voice which is not new for my BFF.

Look, I know you still love him, but it's time to let him go.

This is something that I have heard millions of times from her. Don't you have a better thing to say?-said while pouting. I know what you want me to say.

Get a hold of yourself, Ginny. It's going to be fine! While petting your bag.

Come on! Grow up! You're 26-year-old and you're still acting like a baby! -Okay, okay. Stop it. It's just that I am calming my anxiety by acting like that. - I said while looking down, as my light, blonde and long hair covered my face.

It's just that, I got to know too late about his wedding to my sister. I am disappointed in myself that I couldn't bring myself to tell him how I feel. - I said in a trembling voice, as tears formed at the edge of my eyes.

Don't worry. You're going to find another man in your life. I assure you. -she said that while smiling at me as she always does. That is the last thing that I remember before my eyes closed.

The next morning...

Ugh! - I groaned because my sleeping position was bad and by back was arched in pain. -You're awake?! - She asked with a smile on her face while bringing me a Starbucks coffee. -Yeah. But my sleeping position was so bad and now I have back pain.

Oh, dear gorgeous! - She brought her hand to her cheeks. - What's with that expression? - Oh nothing, since I wanted to tell you that we will be arriving in London, soon. - Oh, yeah. Well, thank you for the information. Let's stop by a gift shop to buy something for my family, even though they don't deserve them. - Okay. You got that! But for now. let's go eat. 'cause I'm starving to death. - She said with a depressed expression.

You surely are a big eater, Ashley. - You think I'm a pig? - Kinda. - if I'm a pig, then you're a snake.

Bleh! - stuck my tongue out and run away. - Hey wait for me! Don't eat my share too!

Aahahah!