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1

The day I found out I had a tumor in my head.

Lu Shiyu proposed to me.

My mind was in a mess, and I suspected for a moment that he knew everything.

After hesitating for less than thirty seconds, he stood up from the ground, put the ring box back in his pocket, and glanced at me indifferently.

"Parent's request, it's fine if you don't agree."

I feel relieved.

really.

He used to like to joke with me.

Probably this time he also thought that I forced him to marry through my parents.

That's why I humiliated me with a marriage proposal.

I quietly put down my outstretched hand and smiled at him, "Then what if I agree? Do you want to marry me?"

He looked at me without speaking.

The answer couldn't be more clear.

Seriously, it hurts.

"If you don't marry now, you won't be able to marry if you want to in the future." I suppressed the enthusiasm in my eyes and said angrily.

Lu Shiyu didn't take it seriously, he took off his coat and put it on the back of the sofa, with a hint of sarcasm at the corner of his mouth, "Are you sure there will be that day?"

He is always predictable.

I really can't wait for that day.

2

At night, I sat on the bed in a daze.

Lu Shiyu turned off the computer, closed his eyes to soothe his sore eyes, got up, lifted the quilt and went to bed.

He habitually turned his back to me, leaving a distance where a pillow could be placed in the middle.

The sleeping position cannot be fooled.

We have been together for eight years, and he still can't get used to sleeping in the same bed with me.

I have always been thick-skinned in front of him, and even if he didn't want to, I would lean over while he was asleep, cling to his back and hug his waist.

Even our first time, I had the cheek to beg for it.

At that time, I was twenty years old.

I vaguely remember that it was raining heavily that day.

Dense raindrops crackled on the window panes, and the air was cold and damp.

I took off my little coat and walked towards him slowly...

hug him.

And he stood there without moving.

The boy's waist under his white shirt turned out to be so thin and narrow.

Unlike me, he has a high temperature.

I was trembling with shame, thinking in my heart that if he refused, I might die.

I raised my head and smiled at him vigorously, but my eyes were wet with tears.

At that time, I was afraid of hearing words from him, such as shameless, cheap, and disgusting.

After all, she is still a little girl, with brainless courage, but no ability to bear the consequences.

He looked at me coldly.

As if the next moment will push me away.

I unbuttoned him with trembling hands, my legs were trembling and I could hardly hold on.

"What do you do?" he asked.

I murmured and couldn't speak.

He lowered his head and kissed, mixed with the bitter taste of tears, "You can't even seduce, stupid."

I smelled a faint smell of wine.

His girlfriend is empathetic and in a bad mood.

I sneaked in, and since then he has a piece of dog skin plaster that he can't shake off.

In the darkness, I looked at the faint silhouette of the chandelier on the ceiling.

Maybe people are about to die, but their mentality is peaceful.

The people who once wasted their youth and chased after them, and the feelings they used to tear their hearts out, now it seems that they are not as important as me being able to see the sun tomorrow morning.

3

When I woke up the next day, the morning sun outside the window fell on my face, which made me a little confused.

The doctor said that the tumor may be compressing the optic nerve, and it takes me a while to focus on things.

Lu Shiyu leaned on the bedside and read financial magazines.

In the past, when we stayed in bed together on weekends, I would cling to him like an octopus, and my hands and feet must be on him.

This is an unconscious reaction of the body.

Lu Shiyu lowered his head, "Are you awake?"

I smiled at him, "Good morning."

He glanced at my shoulder, meaning unclear, "I slept soundly last night."

I still laugh.

He suddenly frowned, "What nonsense were you talking about in your dream just now?"

I touched my face and it was wet.

did i cry?

Worried that he would get to the bottom of it, I half sat up and looked at him seriously, "I dreamed that I was in Norway and saw snow and the aurora."

"I really want to go."

"Is it possible?"

I am helpless, with a little pleading.

Lu Shiyu ignored me, "No time."

I opened my mouth and smiled slowly, "Okay then."

Maybe my reaction was too flat, but instead he looked at me sideways for a while, and said flatly, "March next year, I won't have time this year."

I nod.

It should be in time.

4

In fact, it was Lu Shiyu who was twelve years old in my dream.

He wasn't like this before.

He was a very good brother.

I'm picky by nature, I don't like to eat this or that, and I'm afraid of being scolded by adults, so he can eat my leftovers without hesitation.

Unlike growing up, he won't touch the glass of water I drank from.

I got bullied at school, got my hair pulled, and scribbled on my homework. He was always the first one to beat up those nasty boys for me, explain to the teacher for me, and give me his new homework.

I was very introverted when I was young, and I was in a single-parent family. Without his protection, I would probably be bullied miserably.

Later, my mother died, and I almost went into shock from crying.

I said, "Nobody wants me anymore."

He said, "No one wants it."

I repeat and he repeats.

I sat on the ground and cried all night, and he coaxed me all night enduring the toothache.

The next day my entire cheek was swollen.

Afterwards, I said I liked him, took off my clothes and threw myself into his arms.

His face was indifferent.

Say I'm a jerk.

5

When I went to work on Monday, Lu Shiyu's spare mobile phone was left at home, so I rushed to the company to give it to him.

On the way, someone called.

I read the notes: 1 1.

So intimate.

For so many years, he has never only called me by my first name.

Wu Yu, Wu Yu.

When my mother first named it, she probably wanted me to be safe and sound.

Regrettably, I got brain cancer when I was less than thirty, and I failed her expectations.

I think my family has tumor genes. My mother, my aunt, and great-grandmother all died of cancer, and they were all young when they passed away.

After arriving at the company, Zhao Yi stopped me and said politely, "The general manager is in a meeting, please wait a moment."

Zhao Yi was his classmate in college and became his secretary after graduation.

Lu Shiyu's big and small things are all handled by her.

The time we spend together every day is much longer than Lu Shiyu and I.

What I mind is that they dated in college.

Although it didn't last long, it was always a thorn in my heart.

In the circle that Lu Shiyu and I shared, everyone felt that I was self-willed in front of him, and that I would not allow any girls around him to get close to him.

But I dare not even mention Zhao Yi's dismissal.

How reluctantly he and Zhao Yi broke up, I still remember You Xin.

At that time Lu Shiyu was extremely decadent, he looked at me coldly with eyes that I had never seen before, "Are you just using my parents to force me?"

His voice was hoarse, and I even felt tears in his eyes.

Do you like it so much?

That time, I froze for a long time.

He has a dull temper, and I've never seen him care so much about a person.

In the past, I might have been angry and waited until the meeting was over until Lu Shiyu came out, and then deliberately showed my affection in front of Zhao Yi.

But this time, I handed the spare phone to Zhao Yi and asked her to return it to Lu Shiyu after the meeting.

Nodding to her, I turned and left.

There was a slight surprise on Zhao Yi's face.