Tick Tock Goes The Clock

Tick Tock, Tick Tock the clock goes, moves as time comes, and flows. To where? No one knows, or do they? Is time real? Or is it just something we humans made up to make sense of our perceptions because of how our minds are wired? I know that we in our human vessels will never really know until our souls are back home, with Source. As a child, I was always interested in time and space, what it is, and why we exist. Such deep questions twisted around in my head cyclone style in a never-ending tropical storm. I could stare up into the sky for hours on end. "What's out there?" rang deep down to my inner soul. I still struggle with daily occurrences in wondering The Big WHY? I often get caught at green lights changing unnoticed, woken by a blaring horn from deep in thought.

I really should have been a Philosopher or Scientist. My first dream profession was an Astronaut. I must have been around 12 and in my first serious science class, and I thought, "that's it, I want to blast off into space and find out what's out there and why we exist?" But the notion of motion sickness forced me to sit in the front row crushed that dream.

As a small child, I would wander up to my bedroom, lay on top of my bed in the middle of the day, and stare into the ceiling with eyes wide open in a sort of trance. I remember doing it, and when asked by my mother what I was doing, I would reply, "looking at pictures." I could look into what appeared to be other worlds or dimensions; I didn't know how to describe it, only recently I could grasp what I was doing. It's called Astro Projection, or Out-Of-Body Experience.

One time I awoke to another time. I believe what I saw physically in the room was not there, but I could feel the room as it was in my timeline. I walked around my room, feeling where the door was, the walls, the closet, feeling them but seeing something else, another room. Another time I awoke to many voices speaking "in tongue," echoing throughout my entire house. I ventured into each room expecting a radio or tv to be playing or my parents and brother talking, but each one in my family was snug in bed deep in sleep, and nothing was on. I proceeded down the stairs, checking each room carefully. I found nothing, so I went back to my room and back to bed. I was probably 4 or 5 years old during these occurrences, and I was never scared.

Now, as I spiral further and further into my spirituality, I feel as I am finally coming home, back to my childhood curiosities, experiences, awe, and wonder. I've tapped into #spiritualtiktok, and I'm learning so much. I have found my tribe, and I finally feel alive. It's like I've been sleeping my entire adult life up until this point, and I finally made it out of the Matrix. Really. I save video after video, take screenshots, write down important information to further research my findings.

I have been given messages from my guilds all my life, though I didn't know until the last few years what it meant when I constantly was awoken at 2:22 in the morning. I used to think it was an omen like that is the date I would perish or the time I would. I see numbers repeated all the time, and now I take note as to what I was doing or thinking at the time and listen to my guilds, it's them trying to tell me something. It's pretty amazing the new world that I'm aware of. And day after day, I learn more about my spirituality and the high vibration I need to attain.

I've been meditating 30 minutes daily, added to my morning routine, it has changed my life. I've had epiphany after epiphany and complete paradigm shifts in the way that I perceive things. I believe that our minds are super computers with magical abilities; what we think and truly believe with emotion will manifest. I believe we can self-heal ourselves. And yes, I believe we can Astro Project ourselves into other dimensions, timelines, and worlds because now I know I have experienced it. I believe I have transcended into a 5th dimension reality while many left in 3rd. I believe all of what I have learned is directly related to other life forms other than humans and earth creatures. It's becoming clear that everything in the universe is one, connected, and there is no separation; that is a delusion.

So back to time. I believe that time does not exist. It is an illusion, and we won't know for sure until our consciousness finds its way back to Source when finished with whatever lesson we were supposed to learn while here on earth.

That is what I believe now, but I am still evolving.

By: Kimberly Paulus