There is a kind of love that is always losing

So I said, let's play the big one last time, if you win again, I'll take the rest of these and lose them to you all at once.

　　From the moment you were born, you lost, because you were a girl. The eccentric grandmother held my hand to buy candy, you can only squat in the yard to watch the ants move. I am a brother, but do not know how to love and care for you, do not give you candy, even the flowery and green candy paper saved. You begged me, "Brother, give me a few pieces of candy paper, okay? I see you are also strange poor, well, let's give you. The fact is that you will be able to get a lot more than just a few of the most popular and most popular items.

　　One.

　　It was raining heavily that day, and I happened to drive past your house. The fact is that you are wearing a tattered raincoat and using an old plastic sheet to cover the rain for the pile of firewood in the corner. This is the firewood for your winter fire, so it can't get wet. In this city, there are not many people who live in bungalows and have fireplaces. A gust of wind blew, the raincoat came off your body, and I saw your thin body. I shivered, and the car shivered and stalled.

　　I live in a luxurious neighborhood, a spacious building with air conditioning in summer and heating in winter, and my son is raised white and fat. Although we are brother and sister, hardly walk, since that year you cut your sister-in-law's arm with a knife.

　　I was shocked when you brought your daughter to my house after the rain.

　　You came to borrow money. You want to buy a house, the humble bungalow, really can not live. However, you did not even come up with the money for the down payment. The brother-in-law was laid off, an everyday pedal tricycle to the market to sell vegetables, you work in a clean government office, the poor salary, just enough to feed you.

　　I smoked a cigarette and did not know how to make a statement, so I was silent. Your sister-in-law was sullen and changed the TV channels around.

　　Your face swept over with disappointment but still smiled awkwardly. Finally, you said, daughter first deposited here, you have urgent business to do, come back to pick her up in the evening. You left, your sister-in-law said to me, if I lend you money, divorce me.

　　But the two children soon got acquainted, and they played poker games together, the simplest, the big tube small game. The son always wins, the niece always loses, she pouted, you can not always win me, I am your sister!

　　Two.

　　I remembered that we used to play poker together. It was the first summer vacation after you got into college. The whole family spoiled you at that time, and I was even more proud of you, you are the first and only college student in our family.

　　The first and only college student in our family. Mom and Dad were in the kitchen cooking a delicious meal. You said you wanted to play poker with me. I said if you want to play, do it for real, do you dare? You said, "But I don't have any money, what should I do? I poked you in the head, but you have the wisdom ah!

　　The game is very simple, with a little bit of math on it, not to mention you are so smart.

　　Every time you win, I will give you 10 yuan, soon, you win a lot. The money I changed from the bank, is brand new tickets. Although at that time, I was not yet a small boss, working part-time also earned some money, I was deliberately trying to lose the money to you, otherwise, I would have given you a sum of money for your school.

　　When I lost half of the banknotes, my mother shouted, stop playing and eat. The plan to lose money was not yet complete, so I said, let's play the big one last time, if you win again, I'll take the rest of these and lose them to you all at once.

　　You won all the money later, of course. Brother, why do I always win? I said, are you stupid? You are my sister, I must let you win! You jumped up excitedly and threw your arms around my neck.