The war with the dark father

My father's education is correspondence college, in his gang of old shipyard buddies pile, are a real cultural person.

But since my mother died, I've become increasingly afraid to talk to him.

On weekends, when I go back to my mother's house, we usually start like this. Dad asked, "Have you eaten?

Yes, my best friend is buying.

A treat? Why wouldn't she invite you?

Why wouldn't she invite me? We have a good relationship.

Good relationship 7 your friends, the relationship can be good to where? Even if there is nothing, if there is something, they will be faster than rabbits ......

I have no words to say. In his eyes, friends are not to be made, it is impossible to receive favors for no reason, and you must have an agenda to be nice.

Once, the television station broadcasts news, about a newborn baby suffering from congenital esophageal atresia, the cost of surgery requires more than 100,000 yuan, and then the scene will be a steady stream of people donating.

I am speechless, said, this kind of kind-hearted people are a lot of people, our unit has a colleague and long-term financial support for poor children.

Dad sneered again, that he just want to be on TV, want to be read.

I can not help it, said loudly, Dad, your mind can be a little sunny. Not everyone in the world is as selfish as you are. People's realm, you can not reach even if, please do not sneer, look very degrading!

It's not the first time I've contradicted my dad like this, because I feel that it's my misfortune to have a dad with such a dark side.

I wish my dad was an optimistic old man who could see the beauty of the world and smell the fragrance of life.

My husband said that your father has delusions of grandeur.

Dad is 61 years old, although he had suffered when he was young, now he is retired, the treatment is quite good, the body is also good, every day to raise flowers and walk the dog to play small mahjong, live quite well, what else can he worry about?

My husband blinked and said, you have not thought about, for your father to find an old partner?

I was astonished. My husband went on to say that with a companion, he would not be lonely, and he would be at peace with himself, so he would not take the bull by the horns.

I hesitated. Although my mother died many years ago, Dad has the right to remarry, but he has never mentioned this aspect, as a daughter, it is not good to intervene.

The fact is that you will be able to find out about a retired doctor, who is very kind, so if my dad has any ailments in the future, he will be able to take care of them.

Then, I tried to talk to Dad. Dad lifted his face from the rice bowl and looked at me suspiciously for a long time before he realized what I meant.

He threw his chopsticks away: Where am I in your way, you want to send me out? You want to kick me out so you can take over my property, is that what you mean?

I ran away.

This time, my dad and I had a cold war for several weeks and didn't go back for a month.

This day in the middle of the night, but received a phone call from him, Seeing his number, I was shocked, my first reaction is, that he is not sick.

The first thing I thought was that he was sick. I picked it up and fed it for half a day before I heard a dry cough at the other end, and then Dad said, "What are you doing calling me?

I was speechless, but you did not call here.

Dad coughed again, oh, probably I accidentally pressed the wrong button. Hang up.

It is obvious that this phone call is never his fault, but to see me so long not home, really can not help, and can not pull his face to plead for peace.

This is to remember that the next day is the weekend, he missed me and was afraid that I gambled not to go back.

The next day, with joy and shame, I went back early to eat with my husband.

Dad did not move, just sitting on the sofa watching TV, watching me run into the kitchen busy, he also pretended to be extremely disdainful of my pleasing state.

My husband watched TV with him. The atmosphere was cordial for a while.

I heard my husband say, the refrigerator trade-in activity is good, Dad, let's replace the old refrigerator at home, the price difference I will pay you.

Dad said categorically, not to change.

My husband said, it is a good deal l180 liters of the refrigerator, only to make up the difference of 500 yuan, this brand mall regular price to more than two thousand.

Dad said people pit you it! This little money person will give you the genuine product? It must be a fake!

My husband is crying and laughing, which counterfeit goods dare to advertise so loudly on TV ah? Not afraid that people authentic manufacturers out to fight counterfeit ah?

Dad said, nowadays, people are very black-hearted. How do you know they are not colluding and working together to cheat money?

I couldn't help but sigh in the kitchen. Dad's spirit of suspicion of everything is helpless.

But my dear Dad, he didn't lack food and clothing, and he wasn't lonely, so what did he want?

After the death of my mother, I was busy at work and had little time to spend with my dad. On the surface, he seemed to be used to this kind of life, but he was always doubting, doubting whether it was worthwhile to go this far in his life, doubting whether his daughter loved him, doubting whether there was true fairness in the world.

Because he does not feel safe.

Parents also need to grow, and we as children, have the responsibility to guide them. My husband said, "Besides, your father doubts this and that all day long, is he really happy? On this day, my aunt came to see me in my city. Since the death of my mother, my aunt is the only family I have on her mother's side.

I told my aunt about introducing my dad to someone as a joke. The company's main business is to provide a wide range of products and services to its customers.

I was still a minor when my mother died, so I don't have a deep impression of how my parents got along. I was surprised to hear my aunt say this, but I didn't expect my father, an old man who loves to take the bull by the horns, to be a love child. Aunt said seriously, your father has suffered too much in this life, see things are a little radical, there are reasons.