THE PARADOX OF INFINITE FORKS
A Novel of Timeless Choices and the Moments That Never Were

THE PARADOX OF INFINITE FORKS
A Novel of Timeless Choices and the Moments That Never Were
By Paul G.
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Copyright © 2024 by Paul G.
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No part of this book may be reproduced or used in any manner without the express written consent of the author, except for brief quotations in critical reviews or articles. Unauthorized time travel, however, is strongly encouraged.
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Dedication
For the paths not taken,
the coffee spilled,
and the hearts that keep beating anyway.
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Contents
Prologue: The Day Time Sneezed
Chapter 1: How to Lose a Time Traveler in 10 Days
Chapter 2: Schrödinger’s Catwalk (or, Why Your Outfit Choices Matter)
Chapter 3: Chronos in Reverse (Or, How to Un-live Your Life Backward)
Chapter 4: The Library of Flesh (Or, Why You Should Never Trust a Living Book)
Chapter 5: The Garden of Forking Paths (Or, How to Get Lost in Your Own Decisions)
Chapter 6: The Clockmaker’s Lament (Or, Why Time Hates You Personally)
Chapter 7: The Paradox Café (Or, How to Order a Latte in a Collapsing Reality)
Chapter 8: The Museum of Broken Timelines (Or, Why You Shouldn’t Touch the Exhibits)
Chapter 9: The Custodian’s Handbook (Or, How to Bureaucratize the Apocalypse)
Chapter 10: The Root and the Ruin (Or, How to Unmake What Was Never Made)
Chapter 11: The Symphony of Shattered Seconds (Or, Why Silence Is Overrated)
Chapter 12: The Infinite Hourglass (Or, How to Survive When Time Runs Out)
Chapter 13: The Last Fork in the Road (Or, How to Choose When Every Choice Is Wrong)
Chapter 14: The Echo of Unlived Lives (Or, How to Hear What Never Was)
Chapter 15: The Final Paradox (Or, How to End What Never Began)
Epilogue: The Last Page Is a Mirror
Preface
Dear Reader,
This is not a book. It’s a collision. A collision of your what-ifs, your almost-weres, and the version of you that accidentally joined a cult in 2012. By the end, you’ll either hug me or sue me. Either way, I win. Let’s begin.
Prologue: The Day Time Sneezed
Nevada Desert, 3:33 AM
The machine looked less like a groundbreaking quantum engine and more like a microwave that had survived a divorce. Dr. Elara Voss wiped grease off her goggles, her hands trembling not from fatigue but from the weight of three years, two months, and fourteen days of grief. The desert air tasted like static and stolen chances.
“One press,” she whispered to the ghost of her daughter’s laughter. “Just one.”
The button clicked.
For a heartbeat, nothing happened. Then the stars winked out, and the universe inhaled sharply.
Chapter 1: How to Lose a Time Traveler in 10 Days
The problem with breaking time wasn’t the screaming void where the garage door used to be. It wasn’t the fact that Kieran’s left shoe had just turned into sentient licorice, or even that the walls kept flickering between drywall and the interior of a 14th-century French château. No—the real problem was the paperwork.
Elara Voss stared at the Homeowners Association email on her phone, its subject line screaming in all caps: “CEASE ALL UNAUTHORIZED COSMIC PHENOMENA.” She’d expected backlash for turning her Nevada suburb into the Vegas Strip of temporal anomalies. She hadn’t expected Karens armed with bylaws about “unpermitted wormholes.”
“You’re worried about fines?” Kieran yelped, ducking as a chunk of ceiling morphed into a flock of origami cranes. “Elara, your toaster just gave physics a middle finger!”
“It’s not a toaster,” she muttered, kicking the machine. Sparks flew, singing a Beatles medley in perfect pitch. “It’s a… temporal recalibration device.”
“It’s a Cuisinart that farts black holes!” He pointed at the garage’s new “skylight”—a swirling vortex where the roof used to be, through which constellations nobody had named yet winked maliciously. “Fix it!”
Elara didn’t move. Couldn’t. Her eyes locked on the dust motes suspended in a shaft of not-quite-light. They swirled like galaxies, like the way Mina used to stir her hot chocolate—clockwise three times, then a zigzag for luck. Three years, two months, and fourteen days since that tiny ritual vanished from the world. Since the doctors said “massive internal injuries” and “we did everything we could” in voices that sounded like they’d been run through a woodchipper.
The machine hummed louder. Her machine. The one she’d built from stolen lab equipment, three decades of repressed rage, and the kind of grief that could power a small star. She’d told herself she just wanted answers. Why the drunk driver walked away. Why the rain that night smelled like her daughter’s strawberry shampoo. Why the universe kept spinning like nothing had happened.
But now, watching Kieran battle a sentient extension cord that was trying to French-braid his hair, she admitted the truth: She wanted revenge. On time itself. On the smug, linear bastard.
“Elara!” Kieran’s voice cut through the chaos. He stood frozen, one hand inches from a floating orb of… something. It pulsed with colors that stabbed at her optic nerves. “Is this bad?”
“Depends.” She grabbed a fire extinguisher. “You ever see Annihilation?”
“The movie where everyone’s DNA gets scrambled?”
“Documentary, actually.” She blasted the orb. It screamed in C minor and exploded into confetti. “We need to go.”
“Go where? Walmart’s interdimensional portal closes at nine!”
The garage door chose that moment to implode. Not explode—implode, collapsing inward like the universe had sucked its breath through a straw. The wood peeled itself into fractal patterns, reassembling into a spiral staircase that ascended into a darkness so complete, it made Elara’s teeth ache.
Kieran gaped. “Is that…?”
“The backdoor to reality? Probably.” She grabbed his arm, her fingers sinking into the leather of his jacket—the same jacket he’d worn the day they’d met at Stanford, when he’d been the star of the quantum physics department and she’d been the “eccentric” widow talking to whiteboards. “Don’t step on the sentient licorice. It judges.”
They leapt over the writhing candy (which hissed, “Late-stage capitalism!”) and lunged into the machine. Elara’s hand hovered over the control panel—a Game Boy Advance she’d molded with uranium glass. The numbers 04-23 flashed on the screen. Mina’s birthday. Her last birthday.
“Hold on,” she whispered—to Kieran, to the ghost in her ribs, to the part of herself that still remembered how to hope.
She pressed the button.
Twenty-Seven Hours Earlier (Or Possibly Later)
The problem with grief, Elara decided, was that it turned you into a liar.
She lied to the cashier at Safeway (“Yes, I’m feeding these Twinkies to a child, not building a sugar monument to despair”). She lied to Kieran (“I’m fine, just working on a… thing”). She lied to the mirror every morning (“Today’s the day you’ll shower”).
But the biggest lie? The one that curdled behind her teeth like old milk?
I’m building this machine for science.
Bullshit. She was building it for a second chance. For the moment every parent dreams of: What if I’d picked her up five minutes later? What if I’d taken the highway instead of the back road? What if, what if, what if—
The machine sparked, snapping her back to the present. Or what passed for it in her garage-turned-mad-scientist-lair. Wires snaked across the floor like technicolor vipers, connecting a car battery to a salvaged MRI machine to something that might’ve been a waffle iron in a past life. In the center sat the quantum capacitor—a disco ball from hell, really—thrumming with stolen electricity.
“Just a test run,” she told the photo taped to the wall. Six-year-old Mina grinned back, missing two teeth and rocking princess Band-Aids. “Small. Safe.”
She tossed a tennis ball into the machine’s maw. “April 23rd, 4:23 PM. Two minutes ago.”
The capacitors whined. The garage lights dimmed. For a heartbeat, nothing happened.
Then the air ripped.
Elara staggered back as a tennis ball materialized midair—followed by another. And another. Dozens of them, pouring out of a shimmering rift, bouncing off the walls in a neon yellow hailstorm.
“Oh,” she breathed. “Oh, shit.”
The machine wasn’t sending objects back in time. It was duplicating them across realities. Every tennis ball represented a choice—a universe where she’d thrown it left instead of right, where it had landed on the roof or in a puddle or—
Where Mina’s car swerved instead of braking.
Her hands shook. This wasn’t time travel. It was something wilder. Something better.
She barely noticed the garage door trembling. Barely registered the way the shadows stretched wrong, or the smell of ozone and something darker, like burnt hair. She was too busy laughing, tears carving canyons through three years of dust on her cheeks.
“I did it,” she whispered to the photo. Mina’s eyes sparkled under a coffee stain. “I found all the doors.”
Then the lights went out.
Present-ish
The desert smelled like regret and cheap tequila.
Elara spat purple sand from her mouth, her body aching in ways that defied Euclidean geometry. Next to her, Kieran groaned into the ground, his hair now neon pink and defying gravity.
“You,” he wheezed, “are the worst Uber ever.”
She squinted at the sky—a bruised violet streaked with green, like the universe had been punched. “Where are we?”
“Hell’s sandbox?”
“Not helpful.”
“You blew up spacetime and you want helpful?” He sat up, gaping at a cactus that was… humming Despacito. “Why is it always deserts? Why not a nice beach timeline? With margaritas?”
Elara opened her mouth. Closed it. The truth perched on her tongue, sharp and bloody: Because I deserve this. Because happy endings don’t grow in soil this salted.
Instead, she said, “Look.”
A shadow pooled at the horizon. Not a cloud. Not a storm. A presence, folding itself into existence like origami made of static. It wore a trench coat that flickered between wool and stardust, and carried a stapler that glowed with sickly green light.
“Oh good,” Kieran deadpanned. “The universe’s mall cop.”
The figure’s voice hit them like a migraine. “DR. ELARA VOSS. YOU ARE IN VIOLATION OF PARADOX CODE 42-B.”
“What’s 42-B?” Kieran asked.
“UNAUTHORIZED REALITY GENERATION.” It stapled the air. The singing cactus vanished mid-chorus.
Elara’s blood turned to ice. “Where did it go?”
“ERASED. THIS TIMELINE WAS ILLOGICAL.”
“Says who?”
The figure’s face blurred, cycling through a thousand features—old, young, male, female, none. “THE CUSTODIAN. YOUR MACHINE RESURRECTS DISCARDED REALITIES. THEY MUST BE REMOVED.”
Resurrects. The word lodged in her ribs. Discarded realities. Forgotten choices. Mina.
“No.” She stepped forward, fists clenched. “You can’t erase them. They’re alive.”
“THEY ARE MISTAKES.”
“So am I!” She grabbed Kieran’s arm. “Run.”
The desert unraveled behind them, sand disintegrating into equations. The Custodian’s stapler click-click-clicked like a death rattle.
“Where are we going?!” Kieran yelled as they skidded into a shimmering portal.
Elara didn’t answer. The machine’s display flashed in her mind: 04-23. She’d entered Mina’s birthday as coordinates. What if…?
The portal spat them onto cobblestones. The smell of fresh bread and absinthe washed over them. A Parisian café stretched into the twilight, its patrons clad in flapper dresses and tailored suits. And there, at the bar—
A woman turned. Same wild auburn hair. Same scar cutting through her left eyebrow. Same eyes that held entire universes.
Elara stopped breathing.
“Well,” said her alternate self, raising a glass of emerald liquid. “Aren’t you a walking tax audit?”
Chapter 2: Schrödinger’s Catwalk (or, Why Your Outfit Choices Matter)
The problem with meeting yourself in a Parisian speakeasy, Elara decided, was the sheer audacity of it. Alternate Elara—L’Éclair, as she’d introduced herself with a mock bow—slouched against the bar, her sequined jumpsuit catching the light like a disco ball forged in the heart of a supernova. She sipped absinthe through a licorice straw, her eyes sharp enough to cut the tension in the room.
“So,” L’Éclair drawled, flicking ash from her cigarette into a nearby patron’s martini. “You’re the idiot who broke reality.”
Kieran, still clutching the Shakespeare-quoting parakeet (now reciting Macbeth in a Scottish accent), blinked. “Wait, you know her?”
“I am her,” both Elaras said in unison. They glared at each other.
“Don’t do that,” they snapped.
The jazz band in the corner hit a sour note. Or maybe it was a perfect note—the trumpet’s wail twisted into a physical thing, a ribbon of liquid sound that dripped onto the floor and slithered under tables. Patrons shuffled their feet to avoid it, unfazed.
“Right,” L’Éclair said, stubbing out her cigarette on a passing waiter’s sleeve. “You’ve got about six minutes before The Custodian staples this place into confetti. Follow me.”
“Why should we trust you?” Elara demanded.
Her alternate self smirked. “Because I’m wearing better shoes.”
She was. While Elara’s boots were duct-taped monstrosities that squeaked with existential despair, L’Éclair’s heels were stilettos forged from what appeared to be black hole remnants. They clicked against the cobblestones like tiny detonations as she led them through a bead curtain into the alley.
The Parisian night smelled of rain, regret, and something else—a metallic tang, like the air before a lightning strike. Above them, gargoyles perched on rooftops, their stone eyes tracking the group with unsettling focus.
“Ignore the pigeons,” L’Éclair said, kicking open a sewer grate.
“Those are gargoyles,” Kieran said.
“In this timeline, they’re unionized.” One winked at him, revealing a glowing third eye. “Also, they’re judges for France’s Next Top Philosopher. Long story. Down here.”
The sewer was not a sewer.
It was a library.
Bookshelves stretched into infinity, their volumes glowing faintly—titles like The Time I Ate Sushi Off a Rock Star and Quantum Regrets: A Choose-Your-Own-Apocalypse Story. Ladders made of light climbed the shelves, and the floor was a mosaic of shattered hourglasses.
“Welcome to the Archives of Almost-Weres,” L’Éclair said, plucking a book at random. It hissed and sprouted teeth. “Every choice you didn’t make. Every road untraveled. Including…” She tossed the book to Elara.
Mina’s 10th Birthday Party (The One with the Inflatable Dinosaur).
Elara’s throat tightened. She remembered this timeline. The bounce house. The way Mina’s laughter had echoed like a promise. The moment she’d almost called the party off because of rain.
“Open it,” L’Éclair said softly.
The pages flickered to life. Mina, age ten, mid-cake smash. The image moved, her grin widening as she lobbed frosting at a boy dressed as a pirate. Elara’s own ghostly reflection appeared in the margins—this Elara, watching from a window, drenched from checking the weather radar.
You stayed, the book whispered. She lived.
“This… this is a world where I didn’t cancel the party?” Elara’s voice cracked.
“Wasn’t canceled here,” L’Éclair said. “Kid got a black eye from the dinosaur’s tail. She still talks about it.”
Kieran peered over her shoulder. “Wait, how’s that possible? You said the machine resurrects discarded timelines.”
“It does. But some branches… grow back.” L’Éclair’s smirk faltered. “Like weeds. Or regrets.”
A tremor shook the library. Books tumbled from shelves, their screams echoing in the dark.
“Right on schedule,” L’Éclair muttered. “Custodian’s here.”
Eight Minutes Earlier (Or Sixteen Years Later)
The problem with parenting, L’Éclair reflected, was that it never ended. Even when your kid was a timeline.
She’d built the Archives decades ago, after her machine had backfired. Instead of saving her son (car crash, age seven, a Tuesday), she’d become a curator of could-have-beens. Her vaults held every scrap of discarded hope, every birthday party that almost wasn’t.
And now this—a dimmer, sadder version of herself, trailing desperation like cheap perfume.
“Pathetic,” she told the mirror in her private study, adjusting her eyeliner. The mirror replied in Elara’s voice: Says the woman who talks to furniture.
The alert blared—a klaxon made of children’s laughter. The Custodian had breached the 1926 sector.
“Time to earn your sequins,” she told her reflection.
Now
The Custodian descended through the library’s ceiling, its trench coat billowing with equations. The stapler glowed like a dying star.
“THIS REALITY IS NONCOMPLIANT,” it intoned. Patrons screamed as a bookshelf dissolved into binary code.
“Define ‘noncompliant’!” Elara yelled, clutching Mina’s book to her chest.
“IT LACKS PURPOSE. IT IS… SENTIMENTAL.”
L’Éclair stepped forward, heels cracking the glass floor. “Sentimental? Honey, sentiment’s the only thing holding this dumpster fire together.”
She snapped her fingers. The gargoyles dropped from the ceiling, stone wings shedding dust as they circled The Custodian.
“Get to the portal,” L’Éclair hissed at Elara and Kieran, pointing to a glowing door labeled EXIT (MAYBE). “I’ll hold it off.”
“Why?” Elara demanded.
“Because you’re the only version of us dumb enough to keep trying.” L’Éclair tossed her a key made of frozen moonlight. “Find the Root Timeline. It’s the first reality, the one all others branch from. If The Custodian deletes that, we all go poof.”
“How do I find it?”
“Follow the guilt. It’s always in the last place you look.”
The Custodian stapled a gargoyle. It crumbled into a pile of self-help books.
“Go!” L’Éclair shouted, tackling the entity with a battle cry of “TAX EVASION, YOU PRICK!”
Elara ran, Kieran at her heels. The portal swallowed them whole.
Interlude: The Root Timeline
The boy is seven. His name is Leo.
He’s supposed to die today.
His mother—an Elara with auburn hair streaked gray—sits at the kitchen table, staring at the clock. 3:15 PM. The car crash happens at 3:22.
She’s done this 6,742 times.
She’s tried everything. Locked him in his room (he climbs out the window). Called the school (the line’s busy). Sabotaged the car (the brakes fail faster).
This time, she tries something new.
“Leo,” she says, voice trembling. “Let’s play hide-and-seek.”
He grins, peanut butter smeared on his cheek. “You’re gonna lose!”
“I already have,” she whispers.
He hides in the dryer. She doesn’t seek.
At 3:23 PM, the drunk driver crashes into an empty minivan.
Leo survives.
The timeline shudders.
Chapter 3: Chronos in Reverse (Or, How to Unlive Your Life Backward)
I. The Fall Upward
The first thing Elara noticed was the rain.
It fell upward.
Droplets streaked from puddles into the sky, coalescing into clouds that un-bruised the horizon. Pedestrians walked backward, their faces eerily serene as they mouthed words that hit Elara’s ears in reverse—a cacophony of swallowed laughter and inverted screams. A stray newspaper floated past, its headline legible only in the reflection of a shop window:
LOCAL WOMAN DISINVENTS LIGHT BULB: “EDISON WAS A HACK,” SHE SAYS
“Oh, this is bad,” Kieran muttered, tripping over his own feet as his body lurched unnaturally forward. “Time’s flowing backward here. Our brains aren’t wired for this.”
Elara grabbed his arm to steady him. Her hand passed through his elbow.
“What the—?” She tried again, her fingers phasing like ghosts.
“Temporal dissonance,” Kieran said, examining his flickering limbs. “We’re out of sync with this reality. Think of it as… cosmic jet lag.”
A bicycle rolled past them—backward—its rider pedaling in reverse. The man’s eyes widened as he approached (exited?) a collision with a fruit cart, apples leaping from the ground into their pyramid formation.
“We need to move,” Elara said. “If the Custodian finds us here—”
“—it’ll staple us into a loop of Groundhog Day meets The Exorcist? Yeah, got it.”
They stumbled through the inverted streets, their bodies flickering in and out of corporeality. Elara’s mind reeled. Every storefront, every cobblestone, was a funhouse mirror of her memories. This was the timeline L’Éclair had warned them about—the one where cause and effect had filed for divorce.
A child’s laugh echoed down an alley. High-pitched, familiar.
Mina.
Elara froze.
“Don’t,” Kieran warned. “It’s a trick. This place preys on nostalgia.”
But she was already running, her boots splashing upward through raindrops. The alley curved into a courtyard where a fountain flowed in reverse, liquid marble crawling back into the mouths of stone cherubs.
And there, in the center—
A little girl, facing away, her auburn braids swinging as she un-skipped.
Elara’s heart stopped. “Mina?”
The girl turned.
Her face was a blur.
No—worse. A collage. One moment, she was six, missing a tooth. The next, sixteen, eyeshadow smudged like a rebellion. Then twenty, thirty, fifty—a flickering montage of a life unlived.
“Mom?” the thing said, its voice a chorus of might-have-beens.
Elara recoiled. “You’re not her.”
“Not yet,” it giggled, stepping closer. Its hand phased through Elara’s chest, leaving frost on her ribs. “But I could be. All you have to do is stay.”
Kieran yanked her backward. “It’s a phantom—a timeline trying to anchor itself! Run!”
They fled as the courtyard folded in on itself, bricks un-building into a pile of dust. The phantom’s laughter chased them, harmonizing with the toll of a clock tower that un-rang midnight.
II. The Café of Unfinished Conversations
They collapsed in a café where the espresso machine un-brewed coffee, patrons lifting cups to their lips only to have the liquid retreat into the grinder. A jazz band onstage played a reversed rendition of La Vie en Rose, the trumpeter sucking notes back into his instrument.
Elara stared at her flickering hands. “How do we find the Root here? We can’t even touch anything.”
Kieran nodded at a waitress wiping clean a table with a dirty rag. “We need to sync with the timeline. Like tuning a radio.”
“And how do we do that?”
“By doing the one thing that’s constant in all realities.” He grinned. “Making terrible decisions.”
He grabbed a reverse-croissant from a passing tray. As he bit into it, the pastry re-formed in his hand, crumbs leaping back into place. His body stabilized, the flickering ceasing.
“Oh,” he said with his mouth full. “That’s disgustingly metaphysical.”
Elara reluctantly nibbled a un-baked macaron. The world snapped into focus—colors sharpened, sounds aligned. She could now touch the table, though the wood felt… slippery, like reality itself was a vinyl record playing backward.
A newspaper on the next table caught her eye:
LOCAL SCIENTIST DISAPPEARS IN TIME MISHAP: “SHE WAS OBSESSED,” COLLEAGUE SAYS
The photo showed her own face.
“Kieran. Look.”
He paled. “That’s from my timeline. The day you… vanished.”
Elara’s throat tightened. “You never told me they blamed you.”
He avoided her gaze. “You had bigger problems.”
Before she could respond, the café door un-slammed.
A man entered, walking backward. No—glitching. His edges pixelated, his form shifting between a 1920s detective and a 1980s rock star. In his hand: a pocket watch leaking black smoke.
“Uh-oh,” Kieran said. “That’s a Time Warden. Chrono-cops. They patrol unstable realities.”
The Warden’s head rotated 180 degrees. His eyes locked on them.
“NON-RESIDENT ENTITIES DETECTED,” he intoned, voice skipping like a scratched record. “PURGE INITIATED.”
The café un-exploded.
Patrons flew backward through windows. Tables reassembled from splinters. The Warden raised his watch—
“Out! Now!” Kieran yelled.
They dove through the un-shattered window as the Warden’s weapon unleashed a beam of anti-time. The street outside unraveled, buildings disassembling into blueprints.
III. The Memory Vault
They hid in a cathedral where candles un-melted and hymns played backward in Latin. Elara leaned against a pew, her breath coming in ragged gasps.
“We need a guide,” she said. “Someone who knows this timeline.”
Kieran nodded at the confessionals. “Ask the locals.”
The priest behind the lattice spoke in reversed Polish, his words resolving in Elara’s mind as: “The one you seek dwells in the Memory Vault. But beware—it eats regrets for breakfast.”
The Vault was a Brutalist nightmare of concrete and razor wire. Its guard? A three-headed Rottweiler whose growls un-echoed.
“Cerberus’ uglier cousin,” Kieran muttered.
The middle head lunged. Elara raised L’Éclair’s moonkey—now glowing like a mini-nova. The dog whimpered, retreating.
Inside, the Vault was a maze of filing cabinets stretching into oblivion. Each drawer bore a name:
The Job You Didn’t Take. The Kiss You Walked Away From. The Child You Couldn’t Save.
Elara’s hand hovered over the last.
“Don’t,” Kieran said softly.
She opened it.
The folder contained a single photograph: Mina’s hospital bracelet, stained with rust (or blood?). A note in her own handwriting: I should have been driving.
“This place is a trap,” Kieran said, slamming the drawer. “It weaponizes guilt.”
A rasping voice echoed: “Guilt is the only weapon sharp enough to carve truth.”
The curator emerged—a hunched figure in a moth-eaten cardigan. Her face shifted between genders, ages, races, but her eyes remained the same: twin black holes.
“Ah,” she croaked. “The Prodigal Paradox.”
Elara stepped forward. “You know me?”
“All versions of you end up here eventually.” The curator’s fingers elongated into quills. “You seek the Root. A fool’s errand. Even if you find it, the Custodian will—”
“—destroy it. I know.”
“Worse. It will simplify it. Prune the chaos. Make it… sensible.” The curator spat the word like poison. “But chaos is life, Dr. Voss. Order is death.”
Kieran frowned. “You sound like my yoga instructor.”
The curator ignored him. “The Root is hidden in the one place no custodian would dare touch—a timeline so grotesque, so illogical, it defies all reason.”
“Where?” Elara demanded.
The curator’s smile split her face. “In the belly of the paradox.”
A drawer burst open, spewing photographs:
Elara, age 7, blowing out birthday candles—but the flames grew taller.
Elara, 29, saying “I do”—to an empty altar.
Elara, 42, holding a positive pregnancy test—as her gray hairs multiplied.
“Your life is a Mobius strip,” the curator hissed. “To find the beginning, you must first unlive the end.”
The Vault shuddered. The Custodian’s stapler whined in the distance.
“Time to go,” Kieran said, pulling Elara toward the exit.
The curator’s laughter followed them: “You’ll hate what you find!”
IV. The Unraveling
They emerged onto a street where a wedding unfolded—the bride tossing her bouquet backward into the hands of a sobbing child. Elara’s moonkey pulsed.
“It’s reacting to something,” she said.
The glow led them to a bookstore. Le Temps Perdu, the sign read. The Lost Time.
Inside, every book was a memoir.
My Life as a Failed Poet by Kieran Nguyen
101 Ways to Disappoint Your Mother by Elara Voss
If I Had Five More Minutes by Mina Voss
Elara reached for the last.
“Don’t!” Kieran warned.
Too late.
The book screamed.
V. The Fifth Minute
*She’s seven. The car swerves. Metal screams. The world flips.
“Mommy?”
Blood on the seats. Blood on her hands.
The driver staggers out, unharmed. He lights a cigarette.
“Should’ve braked sooner,” he slurs.
Elara crawls to the wreck.
“Mina? Mina!”
Small fingers, still warm. A whisper:
“It’s okay, Mommy. You can let go.”
Darkness.
Then—
A click.
Rewind.
The car rights itself. The blood retreats.
Mina, whole and laughing: “Faster, Mommy!”
Elara’s foot lifts from the accelerator.
The other car misses them.
They drive home.
Mina grows up.
Mina grows old.
Mina dies at 82, surrounded by grandchildren.
Elara dies content.
Click.
The Custodian’s stapler hovers.
“THIS TIMELINE IS ILLOGICAL.”
Staple.
Darkness.*
VI. The Cost
Elara woke screaming.
She was back in the inverted street, Kieran slapping her face.
“—ara! Elara! Snap out of it!”
She grabbed his wrist. “I saw it. The Root. It’s not a place—it’s a moment. The first time someone chose hope over fear. But the Custodian… it’s been destroying every instance.”
Kieran helped her up. “Then we need to get there first.”
She touched her nose. Her fingers came away red.
“We’re running out of time.”
He nodded at the horizon. The sky was cracking, fissures spreading like spiderwebs. “The Custodian’s erasing this timeline. Next jump?”
Elara activated L’Éclair’s key. “Hold on.”
The portal swallowed them—just as the street folded into a single, screaming equation.
VII. The Aftermath
They landed in a void.
No—the Void.
The space between timelines.
Floating around them: shards of broken realities. A wedding. A funeral. A birth. A car crash.
And there, in the center—
A tree.
Its roots pierced countless shards. Its branches bore clocks instead of fruit.
Elara approached, mesmerized.
“The Axis Mundi,” Kieran breathed. “The world tree. It’s… beautiful.”
A voice boomed: “IT’S A CANCER.”
The Custodian materialized, stapler glowing. “CHAOS MUST BE PRUNED.”
Elara raised the moonkey. “You’ll have to go through me.”
“GLADLY.”
The battle began.
Epilogue Shard: The Gardener
*She tends the tree, singing lullabies to the timelines.
“Hush now, little reality. Grow strong.”
A sapling sprouts. She smiles.
Then—
A shadow. A staple.
The sapling dies.
She weeps
Chapter 4: The Library of Flesh (Or, Why You Should Never Trust a Living Book)
I. The Spine of the World
The first thing Elara noticed was the smell.
It wasn’t the musty, comforting scent of old paper and leather bindings. No, this was something far worse—a cloying, metallic tang that clung to the back of her throat like the aftertaste of a bad decision. The air was thick with it, heavy and oppressive, as if the very walls were sweating ink and regret.
The second thing she noticed was the sound.
A low, rhythmic thrumming, like a heartbeat. But not just one. Hundreds. Thousands. A cacophony of pulses, each out of sync with the others, creating a dissonant symphony that made her teeth ache.
The third thing she noticed was the books.
They were alive.
Not metaphorically. Not in the way poets describe a well-loved novel as having a “soul.” No, these books were literally alive. Their covers pulsed like the chests of sleeping beasts, their spines flexing and contracting as if breathing. Somewhere in the distance, a book sneezed, sending a cloud of dust and what looked suspiciously like tiny, screaming letters into the air.
“Well,” Kieran said, brushing a stray “Q” off his shoulder, “this is new.”
Elara stepped forward, her boots squelching on the floor. She looked down and immediately regretted it. The ground wasn’t made of wood or stone—it was made of pages. Millions of them, all fused together into a grotesque, pulsing carpet. The words shifted under her feet, rearranging themselves into sentences that made her head spin:
“Welcome, traveler, to the Library of Flesh. Abandon all hope, ye who enter here—or at least bring a snack.”
“Charming,” Elara muttered.
Kieran crouched, poking at the floor with a stick he’d apparently picked up from nowhere. “You think this place has a Dewey Decimal system? Or is it more of a ‘throw it in a pile and hope for the best’ kind of deal?”
Before Elara could answer, a book on a nearby shelf let out a low growl. Its cover—a deep, blood-red leather—rippled like the surface of a disturbed pond. The title, embossed in gold, shimmered into view:
“The Collected Regrets of Dr. Elara Voss.”
Elara froze. “That’s… not possible.”
Kieran raised an eyebrow. “You wrote a memoir and didn’t tell me? Rude.”
“I didn’t write it,” she snapped, her voice sharper than she intended. “It’s… it’s me. My life. My—”
The book lunged.
Its pages fanned out like the wings of a predatory bird, revealing rows of jagged, tooth-like edges. Elara stumbled back, but the book was faster. It wrapped itself around her arm, its pages tightening like a vice.
“Get it off!” she yelled, thrashing as the book’s teeth sank into her skin.
Kieran grabbed the book by its spine and yanked. It came free with a sickening pop, leaving behind a series of shallow cuts that oozed ink instead of blood.
“Well,” he said, holding the book at arm’s length as it writhed in his grip, “that’s one way to get a paper cut.”
Elara glared at him. “Not funny.”
“A little funny.”
The book let out a high-pitched screech and wriggled free, flapping back to its shelf. Elara watched as it nestled between “The Time I Accidentally Invented a New Color” and “How to Lose Friends and Alienate People (A Guide by Kieran Nguyen).”
“We need to get out of here,” she said, pressing a hand to her bleeding arm.
Kieran nodded. “Agreed. But first…” He reached for the book with his name on it.
“Don’t—”
Too late.
The book leapt into his hands, its pages flipping open of their own accord. Kieran’s eyes widened as he scanned the text.
“Oh,” he said, his voice uncharacteristically quiet. “Oh, no.”
Elara grabbed the book and slammed it shut. “We don’t have time for this.”
“But it says—”
“I don’t care what it says. We need to find the Gardener and get out of here before the Custodian shows up.”
Kieran hesitated, then nodded. “Right. Priorities.”
But as they turned to leave, the library shifted.
The shelves groaned, their wooden frames twisting and contorting like the bones of some great, slumbering beast. The floor rippled, sending waves of pages cascading toward them. And the books—oh, the books—began to sing.
It wasn’t a pleasant sound. It was a discordant, ear-splitting chorus of voices, each one telling a different story. Some whispered secrets, others screamed confessions, and a few just hummed tunelessly, as if they’d forgotten the words.
“Run!” Elara shouted, grabbing Kieran’s arm.
They sprinted down the aisle, dodging falling books and the occasional rogue punctuation mark. A comma whizzed past Elara’s ear, embedding itself in a shelf with a soft thunk.
“This place is a death trap!” Kieran yelled, ducking as a question mark swung at his head like a flail.
“Tell me something I don’t know!”
They skidded to a halt at the end of the aisle, where the shelves opened up into a vast, circular chamber. At its center stood a pedestal, and on that pedestal sat a single, unassuming book.
Its cover was plain, its title written in a simple, elegant script:
“The Root.”
II. The Gardener’s Warning
Elara approached the book cautiously, her hand hovering over its cover.
“Wait,” Kieran said, grabbing her wrist. “What if it’s a trap?”
“Everything in this place is a trap,” she replied. “But we don’t have a choice.”
She opened the book.
The pages were blank.
“What the—”
Before she could finish, the air around them shimmered, and a figure materialized out of thin air.
The Gardener.
She was tall and slender, her skin the color of aged parchment. Her hair flowed around her like ink spilled in water, and her eyes—oh, her eyes—were pools of liquid gold, swirling with fragments of forgotten stories.
“You shouldn’t be here,” she said, her voice a melody of sorrow and steel.
Elara stepped back, her heart pounding. “We’re looking for the Root. The Custodian—”
“—is coming,” the Gardener interrupted. “I know. But the Root is not what you think it is.”
Kieran frowned. “What do you mean?”
The Gardener gestured to the book. “This is not the Root. It is a… placeholder. A decoy. The true Root is alive. And it is hunting you.”
Elara’s blood ran cold. “Hunting us? Why?”
The Gardener’s gaze softened. “Because you are the key, Dr. Voss. The key to unlocking the Root’s true power. And the Custodian is not the only one who seeks to control it.”
Before Elara could respond, the library shook violently. The shelves collapsed, sending books tumbling to the ground. The Gardener’s form flickered, her edges blurring like a smudged ink drawing.
“Go,” she urged. “Find the Root before it finds you. And whatever you do, do not trust the stories.”
With that, she vanished, leaving behind only the faint scent of ink and a single, golden feather.
III. The Living Story
The library was collapsing around them, its walls folding in on themselves like the pages of a closing book. Elara and Kieran ran, dodging falling debris and the occasional rogue metaphor.
“This way!” Kieran shouted, pointing to a narrow doorway that hadn’t been there a moment ago.
They dove through it just as the ceiling caved in, landing in a dimly lit corridor. The walls were lined with portraits, each one depicting a different version of Elara.
Some were happy—smiling, surrounded by loved ones. Others were tragic—broken, alone, consumed by regret.
“Creepy,” Kieran muttered.
Elara ignored him, her eyes fixed on the portrait at the end of the hall. It was larger than the others, its frame ornate and gilded. The figure in the painting was unmistakably her, but… different.
Her hair was streaked with silver, her eyes filled with a wisdom that came only from years of suffering. In her hands, she held a book—the same book they’d seen on the pedestal.
“The Root.”
As they approached, the painting began to move. The figure stepped out of the frame, her movements fluid and graceful.
“Elara,” she said, her voice a haunting echo of Elara’s own. “You’ve come at last.”
Elara’s breath caught in her throat. “Who are you?”
The figure smiled, but there was no warmth in it. “I am you. Or rather, the version of you that could have been. The one who found the Root and unlocked its power.”
Kieran stepped forward. “If you’re her, then help us. The Custodian—”
“—is a fool,” the figure interrupted. “He seeks to control the Root, but he does not understand its true nature. The Root is not a thing to be controlled. It is a force. A living, breathing entity.”
Elara’s mind raced. “What does it want?”
The figure’s smile widened. “The same thing all living things want, my dear. To survive. And to do that, it needs a host.”
Before Elara could react, the figure lunged, her form dissolving into a swirling vortex of ink and light. It enveloped her, filling her mind with visions of countless lives, countless choices, countless regrets.
She screamed, but no sound came out.
IV. The Custodian’s Arrival
Kieran watched in horror as Elara’s body convulsed, her eyes rolling back in her head. He reached for her, but the vortex repelled him, sending him sprawling to the ground.
“Elara!” he shouted, his voice cracking.
But she couldn’t hear him. She was lost in the Root’s embrace, her mind a battlefield of conflicting memories and emotions.
And then, just as suddenly as it had begun, it stopped.
Elara collapsed to the ground, her body trembling. Kieran crawled to her side, pulling her into his arms.
“Elara? Can you hear me?”
She opened her eyes, and for a moment, they were not her own. They were the eyes of the Root—ancient, knowing, and filled with a terrible, infinite power.
Then she blinked, and they were hers again.
“I’m… I’m okay,” she whispered, her voice hoarse.
Kieran helped her to her feet, his hands shaking. “What happened?”
She looked at him, her expression unreadable. “I saw it. The Root. It’s… it’s not what we thought. It’s not a book or a place or a thing. It’s… alive. And it’s inside me.”
Before Kieran could respond, the air around them crackled with energy. A portal opened, and the Custodian stepped through, his stapler glowing with a malevolent light.
“YOU CANNOT ESCAPE,” he intoned, his voice echoing through the corridor.
Elara straightened, her eyes blazing with a newfound strength. “Watch me.”
V. The Battle of Stories
The Custodian raised his stapler, and the corridor erupted into chaos.
Books flew off the shelves, their pages transforming into weapons. A dictionary hurled itself at the Custodian, its words forming a shield that absorbed his attacks. A romance novel wrapped itself around his legs, its prose dripping with saccharine sweetness.
Elara and Kieran fought back-to-back, their movements synchronized as if they’d been training for this moment their entire lives.
“Any ideas?” Kieran shouted, dodging a flying semicolon.
“Working on it!” Elara replied, her mind racing.
She reached deep within herself, tapping into the power of the Root. It responded, flooding her veins with a warmth that was both comforting and terrifying.
She raised her hand, and the books obeyed.
They swarmed the Custodian, their pages forming a cocoon around him. He struggled, his stapler firing wildly, but it was no use. The books were too many, their stories too powerful.
With a final, desperate scream, the Custodian was consumed, his form dissolving into a cloud of ink and dust.
The corridor fell silent.
VI. The Aftermath
Elara collapsed to her knees, her body trembling with exhaustion. Kieran knelt beside her, his hand on her shoulder.
“You did it,” he said, his voice filled with awe.
But Elara shook her head. “No. We did it.”
She looked down at her hands, which were glowing faintly with the Root’s power.
“This isn’t over,” she whispered. “The Root is inside me now. And it’s… changing me.”
Kieran squeezed her shoulder. “We’ll figure it out. Together.”
She nodded, but her mind was already racing ahead. The Root was alive, and it had chosen her as its host. But why? And what did it want?
As they made their way out of the library, the walls began to dissolve, the stories within them fading into nothingness.
The Library of Flesh was no more.
But the Root’s story was just beginning.
Chapter 5: The Garden of Forking Paths (Or, How to Get Lost in Your Own Decisions)
The Garden smelled of burnt sugar and forgotten promises. Elara’s boots sank into soil that wasn’t soil at all but a pulsing membrane of could-have-beens, each step releasing vapors that stung like regret. Above them, the sky was a fractured mosaic of every dawn Elara had ever slept through, while the ground shifted uneasily, paths branching and rebranching like capillaries under a microscope.
“Remind me again why we’re here?” Kieran asked, swatting at a floating orb that hissed What if you’d kissed her? in his mother’s voice.
“Because the Keeper said the Root’s origin is buried here,” Elara replied, though her conviction wavered. The Root’s power squirmed beneath her skin, a live wire she couldn’t fully control. “And because every version of us ends up here eventually.”
Ahead, the trees arched into a tunnel of interlocking decisions. Their bark was made of layered photographs—Elara at five, refusing to let go of her father’s hand; Elara at twenty-eight, staring at a positive pregnancy test in a gas station bathroom. Kieran paused, squinting at a branch where his own face smirked from a lab coat pocket.
“Cheeky bastard,” he muttered.
The air thickened as they walked, the path behind them sealing shut like a healing wound. By the time they reached the clearing, Elara’s lungs burned with the effort of breathing in time itself.
II. The Clockwork Heart
At the Garden’s center stood a tree unlike the others. Its trunk pulsed with bioluminescent fungi shaped like clock gears, and its roots dove into a pool of liquid mercury. Hanging from its branches were thousands of hourglasses, each containing a miniature Elara living a different life.
One showed her as a surgeon, hands steady as she sutured a wound. Another as a convict, etching days onto a cell wall. In the largest hourglass, she sat at a kitchen table, laughing with a gray-haired Mina over pancakes.
Kieran reached for it. “Don’t—” Elara warned, but the glass was already in his hands.
The moment he touched it, the clearing shuddered. The mercury pool rippled, and the tree’s gears ground to a halt. From the roots rose a figure made of smoke and static, its voice the screech of a rewinding cassette tape:
“You shouldn’t have come.”
Elara stepped forward, the Root’s glow flaring in her veins. “We’re looking for the origin point. The first timeline.”
The figure solidified into a woman with Elara’s face but none of her warmth. Her eyes were pocket watches, her hair a cascade of falling sand.
“You already know where it is,” the woman said, pointing at Elara’s chest. “You’ve been carrying it.”
III. The First Choice
The memory struck like a fever dream:
A cave, 40,000 years ago. A woman with Elara’s eyes kneels in the dirt, charcoal stick in hand. Outside, a storm rages. Her child—a girl with Mina’s laugh—shivers against her side.
The woman draws on the wall. A circle. Lines. A story.
“What is it, Mama?” the girl asks.
“A choice,” the woman says. “To stay and starve, or leave and risk the storm.”
She draws two paths. One ends at a lightning bolt. The other at a deer.
The girl touches the deer. “This one.”
The woman smiles. “Then that’s the one we’ll—”
A staple tore through the vision. The Custodian materialized, his trench coat singed and smoking. “ILLEGAL RECOLLECTION,” he droned, but his stapler trembled.
Elara didn’t hesitate. She pulled on the Root’s power, and the Garden answered. Vines of solidified time lashed the Custodian, pinning him against the tree. Hourglasses shattered, their Elaras spilling into the mercury pool with screams that echoed across epochs.
“The first timeline,” Elara demanded, advancing on the tree-woman. “Where is it?”
The woman laughed, sand pouring from her lips. “You’re standing in it. The Garden is the origin—the first place a human chose. But your little friend—” she nodded at Kieran, now crouched and clutching his head, “—he’s been pruning it.”
IV. Kieran’s Betrayal
Images flooded Elara’s mind:
Kieran in a lab she didn’t recognize, injecting a glowing serum into his neck. Kieran meeting the Custodian in a void, whispering, “I’ll lead her to you.” Kieran erasing a timeline where Mina survived, his face streaked with tears.
“No,” Elara breathed. The Root’s glow dimmed, shock overriding its power.
Kieran looked up, his pupils dilated into hourglasses. “I had to,” he choked. “They took my sister. Said they’d unkill her if I…”
The Custodian broke free with a roar. His stapler fired—not at Elara, but at the tree. The trunk split with a sound like continents tearing apart.
V. The Unraveling
Chaos.
The Garden folded in on itself, paths collapsing into black holes. The tree-woman dissolved, her final words lost to the storm. Elara lunged for Kieran, but the ground beneath him crumbled, and he fell into the mercury pool.
“Take it!” he shouted, tossing her a vial of serum before disappearing. “It’s the only way to—”
The pool solidified, trapping him mid-scream.
The Custodian loomed over Elara. “THE ROOT MUST BE CONTAINED.”
She drank the serum.
Agony. Clarity.
The Root’s power exploded outward, unmaking the Custodian thread by thread. But as his screams faded, Elara saw the cost: Her hands were transparent. The serum wasn’t a cure—it was a transfer. The Root was consuming her.
VI. The Choice
The surviving hourglasses swarmed her, each offering a bargain:
“Stay here, and you’ll see Mina again.”
“Flee, and live a normal life.”
“Erase the Root, and save the multiverse.”
Elara reached for the nearest hourglass—the one with pancakes and laughter. For a moment, she let herself imagine it: Mina’s arms around her, the smell of syrup, no machines or monsters.
Then she smashed it.
“I’m done choosing,” she told the Garden, and stepped into the void.
Epilogue Shard: The Watcher
In a timeline where none of this happened, a woman sits in a café. Her coffee grows cold as she scribbles equations on a napkin. The Root’s symbol. She doesn’t know why.
Across the street, a man in a singed trench coat watches her. He raises a stapler. Hesitates.
The napkin blows away. The moment passes.
Somewhere, a tree grows.
Chapter 6: The Clockmaker’s Lament (Or, Why Time Hates You Personally)
The void tasted like static and stale birthday cake. Elara floated in the nothingness, her body flickering between solid and spectral as the Root’s power gnawed at her edges. Beside her, the last shard of Kieran’s vial pulsed like a dying firefly.
“This isn’t an ending,” she told herself, clinging to the lie. “It’s a… narrative intermission.”
The vial flared.
Suddenly, she was falling—not through space, but through concepts. Minutes, hours, centuries whipped past like pages in a shredder. She landed in a room that defied physics, good taste, and several international building codes.
The Clockmaker’s workshop was a junkyard of broken time. Grandfather clocks grew like mushrooms from the walls, their pendulums swinging in arrhythmic defiance. Pocket watches nested in the rafters, chirping like mechanical crickets. At the room’s heart stood a workbench cluttered with half-assembled paradoxes and a teapot singing Bohemian Rhapsody in reverse.
“You’re late,” growled a voice.
The Clockmaker emerged from behind a sundial the size of a minivan. He looked less like a cosmic architect and more like a tax accountant who’d been marooned on a caffeine-only diet. His apron read TIME’S UP! in Comic Sans, and the wrench in his hand dripped something that smelled suspiciously of existential dread.
Elara blinked. “Are you… me?”
He had her cheekbones. Her scowl. The same nervous tic of drumming fingers against a thigh—though his rhythm was distinctly morse code for I HATE MY LIFE.
“I’m the you who stayed up past bedtime.” He kicked a cog that skittered into the shadow of an inverted hourglass. “Also, technically, I’m everyone. But let’s skip the identity crisis. You’re here because you broke my best stapler.”
“The Custodian?”
“Oh, he was just the tip of the iceberg.” The Clockmaker yanked open a drawer full of writhing timelines. “I’ve been mopping up your messes since you first thought ‘What if?’ in the third grade. Congratulations—you’ve graduated from crayon murals to apocalyptic fingerpainting.”
Elara’s hand phased through a floating gear. The Root’s glow beneath her skin had spread, tendrils of light etching equations into her veins. “I need to fix this. The Root is—”
“—eating you alive? Yeah, that’s the downside of hosting a reality parasite.” He tossed her a teacup that refilled with espresso every time she blinked. “Drink up. You’ll need the cavities.”
As the caffeine hit her bloodstream, the room shifted. Gears aligned. Shadows deepened into doorways. And there, between a pile of broken metronomes and a very judgmental cuckoo clock, stood a massive iron door. Its surface swam with trapped moments—Mina blowing out birthday candles, Kieran laughing before the betrayal, Elara’s mother humming a lullaby she’d long forgotten.
“What’s behind there?” Elara whispered.
The Clockmaker’s wrench clattered to the floor. “The First Tock. The Big Bang’s annoying little brother.” He slumped onto a stool that hissed at him. “I built that door to keep time contained. Then you idiots had to go and invent choices. Now look at us—overgrown temp agency.”
A grandfather clock chimed. The sound un-made a nearby chair.
“Right,” the Clockmaker sighed. “We’ve got six minutes before this place collapses into a palindrome. You wanna save existence? Easy. Open the door, delete the Root’s source code, and reset the whole shebang.”
Elara stared at him. “What’s the catch?”
He grinned, all teeth and no humor. “You’ll forget. Everything. Mina, Kieran, that time you accidentally time-traveled into your own birth—poof. Clean slate.”
The workshop trembled. A cuckoo clock vomited springs.
“Or?” Elara pressed.
“Or you let the Root win. Become a walking Big Crunch. Your call.”
Before she could answer, the wall exploded.
II. The Uninvited Guest
Kieran fell through the hole in reality, covered in mercury and bad decisions. His hair was now white, his left eye a swirling galaxy.
“Miss me?” he croaked.
The Clockmaker groaned. “Oh good, the human guilt trip’s here.”
Elara’s fists clenched. “You sold us out!”
“To save my sister!” Kieran limped forward, leaving silver footprints. “They promised to bring her back. But it was a trick—they just wanted me to steer you toward the Garden. I tried to warn you at the end, but—”
The Clockmaker snorted. “But you’re a coward who half-asses redemption arcs. Classic.”
A tremor knocked them all sideways. The iron door groaned, its surface cracking to reveal blinding light.
“Tick-tock, kiddos.” The Clockmaker tossed Elara a key made of frozen silence. “Either reboot time or become time. Choose.”
III. The Price of Minutes
Elara faced the door, the key burning her palm. Behind her, Kieran whispered, “I’ll follow you. Whatever you pick.”
The Clockmaker rolled his eyes. “Gross. You’re both gonna die.”
The key turned.
The door opened onto a memory:
Elara, age seven, stands at a crossroads. Left path: the school play where she’ll meet her future husband. Right path: the library where she’ll discover a book on quantum physics. The Root pulses, offering a third path—a glowing door in the woods.
“That’s where it started,” the Clockmaker said. “The Root’s first whisper. Close the door, and none of this happens.”
Elara reached into the memory.
Her child-self turned. “Are you the monster under my bed?”
“No, sweetheart.” Elara’s voice broke. “I’m the monster you’ll become.”
She grabbed the third door and pulled.
IV. The Last Tock
Reality screamed.
The Root fought back, flooding Elara’s mind with visions: Mina alive, Kieran loyal, a thousand happy endings. She faltered.
The Clockmaker materialized beside her. “Don’t you dare. You think you’re the first to crack? I’ve watched a million Elaras choose the lie. It never lasts.”
“What if this time’s different?”
He laughed bitterly. “Time hates different. Now pull!”
Elara pulled.
The door shattered.
The Root’s scream faded to a whimper.
The Clockmaker began unraveling. “Turns out… I was the monster too.”
Elara reached for him. “Wait!”
“Don’t mourn me. I’m just the you… who never learned to…”
He vanished.
V. The Aftermath
Elara woke in a desert. Normal stars. Normal sand. Normal Kieran snoring beside her.
Her hands were solid.
The Root was gone.
So was every memory of Mina.
Epilogue Shard: The Forgotten
In a timeline that no longer exists, a girl draws on a cave wall. Two paths—storm or deer.
The charcoal stick breaks.
She adds a third door.
Somewhere, a clock starts ticking.
Chapter 7: The Paradox Café (Or, How to Order a Latte in a Collapsing Reality)
The café materialized in the desert like a migraine—slowly, painfully, and with a disorienting aura of inevitability. One moment, there was sand. The next, a neon sign buzzing The Paradox Café in a cursive font that hurt Elara’s teeth. The building itself was a patchwork of architectural defiance: Victorian stained glass welded to a retro diner, topped by a thatched roof that wept something resembling kombucha. A smell wafted out—equal parts espresso, burnt toast, and the ozone tang of a reality hiccup.
Kieran prodded a floating coaster that orbited the entrance. It chirped, “Today’s special: Time-Loop Lattes and Existential Dread (gluten-free).”
“Charming,” he said. “Think they take credit?”
Elara ignored him. Her skull throbbed with the phantom weight of erased memories. Since the Clockmaker’s gambit, she’d felt hollowed out, a book missing its pivotal chapter. But here, in the shadow of this impossible building, something itched. A whisper in her bones: Mina. A name without a face. A ghost without a grave.
The door opened on its own. A bell jingled, but the sound unraveled mid-air, looping into infinity.
Inside, the café was a nesting doll of timelines. A flapper sipped absinth next to a cyborg debugging a hologram. In the corner, a medieval scribe argued with a teenager in a “I Paused Reality to Read This Shirt” tee. The walls bled through eras: one moment wood-paneled 1920s, the next Brutalist concrete, the next something fleshy and pulsating.
“Welcome to the end of coherence,” Elara muttered.
A barista materialized behind the counter. They had three arms, four eyes, and a name tag reading Hi, I’m Schrödinger! Ask me about our quantum blends!
“What’ll it be?” they asked, their voice overlapping with itself. “Flat white from the timeline where coffee went extinct? Or a caramel macchiato that’s both alive and dead until observed?”
Kieran leaned in. “Any chance you’ve got something that cures chronic backstabbing disorder?”
The barista winked with two eyes. “Coming right up.”
Elara’s gaze snagged on a booth in the back. A woman sat there, her face a blur of possibilities—except for the eyes. Her eyes. The ones Elara saw in dreams she couldn’t remember.
She moved without thinking.
The woman looked up as Elara slid into the seat. Up close, her features stabilized: mid-30s, auburn hair streaked with gray, a scar cutting through her left eyebrow. She nursed a drink that steamed in reverse, tendrils of vapor snaking back into the cup.
“You’re late,” the woman said. Her voice was a shovel digging up graves Elara didn’t know she had.
“Do I know you?”
The woman smirked. “In six timelines, I’m your wife. In twelve, your nemesis. Here?” She sipped her drink. “I’m the one who can give you this.”
She slid a polaroid across the table.
Elara’s breath hitched. The photo showed a girl, age six, mid-laugh on a swing set. Mina. The name detonated in her chest, shrapnel tearing through the Clockmaker’s careful erasures.
“Where—”
“She’s alive. Sort of. Trapped in the Cracks.” The woman tapped the photo, her fingernail phase-shifting through the paper. “But you’ll need a guide.”
A commotion erupted at the counter.
Kieran stood frozen, a latte halfway to his lips as his other hand—his new hand, the one that had been dissolving since the Garden—flickered between flesh and static. The barista tilted their head, a fourth eye blooming like a grotesque sunflower.
“Uh, Elara?” Kieran’s voice cracked. “We’ve got a problem.”
The café patrons began to scream.
Not in fear. In reverse.
Their cries folded backward into their throats as the room itself began to invert. Tables peeled upward, adhering to the ceiling-turned-floor. Coffee cascaded sideways, pooling in mid-air. The barista unraveled like a dropped stitch, their final words looping, “Don’t trust the—”
The woman grabbed Elara’s wrist, her grip colder than entropy. “It’s here. The Hollow—what’s left of the Custodian. It’s hungry.”
A stain spread across the wall—a liquid absence, a nothingness that bit. Where it touched, reality dissolved into mathematical static. The flapper’s pearls became a string of zeros. The cyborg’s hologram screamed in binary.
Kieran stumbled into the booth, his galaxy eye spinning wildly. “Back door! Now!”
The woman didn’t move. “You’ll need this.” She pressed a pocket watch into Elara’s hand. Its gears were teeth. Its face had no numbers—just a single word: RUN.
The Hollow surged.
Elara’s vision fractured.
One second: The café is a cathedral of light.
Next second: A charnel house of half-eaten time.
Next: A classroom where children chant equations that bleed.
She gripped the polaroid and ran.
II. The Menu of Lost Chances
The back door led nowhere. Or everywhere.
They fell through a kaleidoscope of moments:
• A birthday party where the cake is a black hole.
• A funeral with an empty casket that hums Danny Boy.
• A highway at midnight, taillights receding into a storm that isn’t weather but wanting.
They landed in a library where the books screamed. Kieran collapsed against a shelf labeled Regrets: A-Z. His flickering hand now ended at the wrist.
“We need to go back,” he panted.
Elara stared at the polaroid. Mina’s laugh echoed in the marrow of her bones. “Why? So the Hollow can finish the job?”
“So I can fix this!” He yanked up his sleeve. His arm was a mosaic of dying timelines, each shard a frozen scream. “The serum’s wearing off. I’m unraveling, Elara. And when I go, I’m taking a few thousand realities with me.”
The pocket watch hissed. Its lid sprang open, a hologram blooming—a map of the Cracks, those hairline fractures between timelines. At the center pulsed a red dot: Mina.
“You knew,” Elara whispered. “The Custodian didn’t just take your sister. They took her.”
Kieran’s silence was answer enough.
A book fell, its pages fanning open to a passage:
“The Root never dies. It hibernates. It waits. And when the clock strikes never, it will bloom again.”
The Hollow’s stain seeped under the door.
III. The Last Orders
The Paradox Café reappeared, but wrong. The Hollow had remade it in its image—walls of gnashing gears, floors of grasping hands. At the counter stood the Hollow’s avatar: a child-shaped void with too many teeth.
“Orderrrrrr up,” it rasped.
The woman from the booth was chained to a stool, her body unraveling into equations. “Took you long enough,” she coughed.
Elara raised the pocket watch. “Let her go.”
The Hollow laughed with a sound like glaciers divorcing. “You’ll have to earn her.”
The café shifted.
They stood in a replica of Elara’s garage. Mina’s laughter filtered through a window that didn’t exist.
“No,” Elara whispered.
The Hollow grinned. “Let’s play a game. Choose: the girl… or the truth .”
A door appeared.
Door #1: Flickering with Mina’s voice.
Door #2: Oozing the Clockmaker’s green-black blood.
Kieran grabbed her shoulder. “It’s a trap!”
The woman strained against her chains. “The truth will burn you.”
Elara stepped forward.
IV. The Bitter Brew
Behind Door #2 was the Clockmaker’s workshop.
But it was occupied.
A figure hunched over the workbench, humming as they soldered a timeline. When they turned, Elara’s heart stopped.
Herself.
Not an alternate. Not a mirror. Her—as she should be. Hair streaked with white, eyes heavy with unslept decades, a wedding ring glowing with captured starlight.
“Ah,” said Future Elara. “Right on time.”
She held up a snow globe. Inside, Mina waved from a swing set.
“The only way to save her,” Future Elara said, “is to erase her again. Lock her in a loop where she’s safe. Where the Root can’t reach.”
Elara recoiled. “No.”
“Yes. Or the Hollow consumes everything.” Future Elara’s smile was a scalpel. “You’ll do it, of course. Because you’re you. The woman who’ll burn a thousand worlds for one chance.”
The pocket watch screamed.
Elara shattered the snow globe.
V. The Unpaid Tab
The Paradox Café exploded.
They fell through the Cracks, the Hollow’s howl chasing them. Kieran’s arm dissolved to the elbow. The woman from the booth clung to Elara, her body half-static.
“You’re a fool,” the woman hissed.
Elara gripped the polaroid. “I’m hopeful.”
“Same thing.”
The Cracks spat them into a desert. Their desert. The pocket watch crumbled to dust.
Mina’s polaroid was blank.
“No,” Elara whispered.
Kieran collapsed, his galaxy eye dimming. “It’s not over. The Café… it’s a nexus. It’ll be back.”
The woman stood, her form blurring at the edges. “So will I. We all come back. That’s the curse.”
She vanished.
Elara stared at the horizon. Somewhere, a clock ticked.
Epilogue Shard: The Regular
In a timeline that doesn’t exist yet, a woman sits in the Paradox Café. Her coffee grows cold. Her eyes hold supernovae.
When the Hollow comes, she smiles.
“I’ve been waiting,” says the Keeper of the Cracks.
The game begins anew.
Chapter 8: The Museum of Broken Timelines (Or, Why You Shouldn’t Touch the Exhibits)
I. The Foyer of Forgotten Beginnings
The Museum announced itself with a groan—a gothic monstrosity of black marble and exposed clockwork, its spires twisting into the sky like frozen screams. The air smelled of burnt parchment and regret. Above the entrance, a neon sign flickered: ABANDON ALL COHESION, YE WHO ENTER HERE.
Elara Voss stood at the threshold, her boots sinking into gravel that whispered turn back with every step. Beside her, Kieran Nguyen flickered like a bad signal, his right arm now entirely static. The Paradox Café’s collapse had cost him another six hours of solidity.
“You sure this is the place?” he asked, squinting at a plaque that read Exhibit 12B: The Extinct Emotion of ‘Hope,’ circa 2047.
“The feather led us here,” Elara said, clutching the Gardener’s golden relic. It pulsed faintly, casting shadows that danced like marionettes. “If the Custodian wants to erase the Root, this is where it’ll be. Museums are just graveyards with gift shops.”
The doors creaked open, revealing a lobby where time pooled like spilled ink. A chandelier of frozen tears hung overhead, and the floor tiles rearranged themselves into cryptic warnings: DO NOT FEED THE PARADOXES.
A figure materialized behind the reception desk—a gaunt woman in a moth-eaten curator’s uniform. Her nametag read Dr. L. M. E. (Last, Missing, Erased).
“Admission is one memory,” she rasped. “Preferably something you’re trying to forget.”
Elara hesitated. “What if we don’t pay?”
The Curator smiled, her teeth filed into tiny hourglasses. “Then the exhibits pay you.”
Kieran nudged Elara. “Give her the time you let Mina ride the grocery cart. You hate that one.”
Elara glared but pressed her palm to the desk. The memory unspooled: Mina, age five, careening down the cereal aisle, laughing as Cheerios rained around her. The Curator inhaled sharply.
“Ah. That one’s vintage.”
The doors clicked open.
II. Exhibit 1: The Hall of Fractured Words
The first gallery stretched into infinity, its walls lined with glass cases holding jagged shards of language. A placard explained: When timelines collapse, their words break first. Handle with care.
Elara peered at a fragment labeled “I love—” (Unfinished, Origin Unknown). The moment she touched the glass, the phrase rattled violently, sharpening into a blade.
“Don’t!” Kieran yanked her back as the case shattered. The shard shot past, embedding itself in a display titled “I’m Sorry” (Overused, Multiple Timelines).
“Rule one,” the Curator’s voice echoed, “words have weight here. Speak lightly.”
They tiptoed past exhibits:
• “What If?” (Most Dangerous Question, All Realities)
• “Trust Me” (Liability, 98% Failure Rate)
• *A sealed vault labeled “Last Words of Dying Timelines” (Highly Radioactive)
At the hall’s end, a massive tapestry depicted the Root as a serpent devouring its own tail. Beneath it, a pedestal held a single artifact: a quill dripping black liquid.
The First Lie, the placard read. Used to Write the Root Into Existence.
Elara reached for it.
“I wouldn’t,” said a voice.
A man leaned against the wall, his face a shifting mosaic of possibilities. He wore a trench coat stitched from paradoxes and held a teacup that refilled with thick, clotted time.
“You,” Elara breathed. The Clockmaker. Or what was left of him.
“Me,” he agreed. “Or a shadow of me. This place chews up guardians and spits out tour guides.”
III. Exhibit 2: The Gallery of Extinct Emotions
The next room hummed with a low, dissonant frequency. Floating orbs of light pulsed in glass tanks, each labeled with a forgotten feeling:
• Schadenfreude for Strangers (Eradicated via TikTok, 2031)
• Nostalgia for the Present (Last Recorded: You, 3 Minutes Ago)
• Unconditional Love (See “Mythology” Wing)
Kieran pressed his hand to a tank containing Guilt-Free Joy. The orb turned black. “Huh. Still got it.”
The Curator materialized, her fingers trailing smoke. “Emotions fossilize when their timelines die. Touch one, and it’ll rewrite your nervous system. Fair warning.”
Elara stopped at a cracked tank. Inside, a sickly green orb pulsed: Maternal Instinct (Expired).
“Yours,” the Curator said. “From the timeline where Mina lived.”
Elara’s throat tightened. “Why keep it?”
“To remind visitors that even monsters were mothered.”
A crash echoed. The Custodian’s shadow stretched across the wall, its stapler screeching.
IV. The Custodian’s Guide to Cultural Genocide
The Custodian tore through the gallery, erasing tanks with each click of its stapler. A Forgiveness orb shattered, spraying liquid that dissolved a hole in the floor.
“Move!” The Clockmaker yanked Elara and Kieran into a service elevator labeled Emergency Exits Only (Ha).
“Where now?” Kieran asked as the elevator plummeted.
“The Vault of Unmade Decisions,” the Clockmaker said. “Where the Museum keeps its real horrors.”
Elara gripped the quill. “Why help us?”
He tapped his chest, where gears spun beneath his skin. “Because the Root’s in you. And I’d rather die twice than let that Stapler Supreme win.”
V. The Vault of Unmade Decisions
The vault’s door was a slab of obsidian etched with a single question: WHAT DIDN’T YOU DO?
Inside, thousands of hourglasses floated, each containing a frozen moment of choice:
• A man hesitating before a marriage proposal (Result: Died Alone, 2045)
• A girl refusing to take the bus (Result: Lived, 1999)
• Elara, age 34, deleting Mina’s voicemail (Result: Guilt)
At the vault’s heart stood a mirror. Not glass—a portal.
The First Choice, the Clockmaker said. “Where it all began.”
Elara stared into the void. “Can I change it?”
“You already did. Twelve times.”
The Custodian burst in, its form warped by stolen timelines. “ILLEGAL EXHIBIT. WILL BE ERASED.”
VI. The Battle of What-Ifs
Chaos erupted.
Kieran hurled Regret orbs like grenades, each explosion birthing phantom versions of himself. The Clockmaker wrestled the Custodian with gears torn from his own ribs. Elara scribbled with the First Lie quill, its ink rewriting the vault’s walls:
THE ROOT CAN’T BE DESTROYED. THE ROOT IS CHOICE. THE ROOT IS—
The Custodian staple-gunned her wrist. “ERROR. CORRUPTED FILE.”
Elara screamed, ink-blood pooling. Kieran tackled the Custodian, his static arm unraveling into the entity’s core. “Do it now!”
She stabbed the quill into the mirror.
VII. The First Choice, Relived
The portal swallowed her.
40,000 years ago:
A woman crouches in a cave, charcoal in hand. Outside, a storm rages. Her daughter shivers.
“Draw the deer, Mama.”
The woman sketches two paths. A third door appears, glowing.
Present-day Elara steps from the shadows. “Don’t.”
The woman freezes. “Who—”
“The door isn’t safe. It leads to the Root.”
“But the storm will kill us!”
Elara kneels, her voice breaking. “I know. But that door… it’ll kill everything.”
The child touches the storm path.
The woman erases the door.
VIII. The Cost of Revision
Elara woke in the vault, the mirror shattered. The Custodian was gone, reduced to a smoldering staple. Kieran lay nearby, his body barely tangible.
“Did we win?” he whispered.
She cradled his flickering form. “We changed the first choice. The Root’s weaker now.”
He laughed weakly. “So the Custodian was right. We are mistakes.”
“No.” She pressed her forehead to his. “We’re edits.”
The Curator clapped from the shadows. “Touching. But the Museum’s closing. Time to leave.”
IX. The Gift Shop at the End of Time
The exit funneled them through a shop selling souvenirs:
• I Survived the Apocalypse (And All I Got Was Temporal Dysentery) mugs
• Custodian Plushies (Now With 50% Fewer Souls!)
• A clearance bin labeled Mina’s Memories (Nonrefundable)
Elara pocketed a snow globe containing a speck of starlight.
The Curator waved from the till. “Till next collapse!”
X. The Echo of Unmade Choices
Outside, the desert stretched unchanged. But the air fizzed with possibility.
Kieran faded to his shoulders. “I’ll hold on… long enough… for the next chapter.”
Elara opened the snow globe. Inside, a tiny Mina waved.
Somewhere, a clock ticked.
Chapter 9: The Custodian’s Handbook (Or, How to Bureaucratize the Apocalypse)
The door to the Custodian’s domain wasn’t a door. It was a filing cabinet materializing vertically in the desert, its drawers labeled Purgatory (A-L) and Purgatory (M-Z) in Comic Sans. A sticky note on the handle read: Apocalypse Hours: 9-5. Please Take a Number.
Elara stared at the mirage of fluorescent lights flickering inside. “Hell’s an office park. Should’ve guessed.”
Kieran leaned against her, his body now 60% static, 40% snark. “Look on the bright side. At least there’s free coffee.”
“The coffee here is liquid regret,” said a voice. A figure slithered out of the cabinet—a humanoid stack of paperwork with googly eyes glued to its W-2 forehead. Its nametag read Gary (Temp). “Welcome to Compliance Sector 7! Are you here to file a grievance, dispute a timeline audit, or surrender?”
Elara brandished the First Lie quill like a dagger. “We’re here to burn this place down.”
Gary’s pages ruffled in a sigh. “Ah, that request. You’ll need Form 666-F: Intent to Incinerate Reality, notarized in triplicate by a licensed chrono-paralegal. Current wait time: six eons.” He snapped his fingers. A ticker tape spewed from his chest, landing in Elara’s hands. Number 42,069.
Kieran snorted. “Classic.”
II. The Waiting Room at the End of Time
The lobby was a migraine made manifest. Endless rows of plastic chairs stretched into the void, each occupied by a spectral figure clutching a ticket. A vending machine hummed in the corner, offering snacks like Existential Crisis (Spicy) and Nostalgia (Low-Fat). The air buzzed with the drone of a Muzak cover of Ride of the Valkyries played on hold.
Elara slumped into a chair next to a man evaporating into commas. “Why are we here again?”
Kieran’s static arm flickered. “Because the Root’s hiding in the fine print. Crush the system, crush the parasite. Plus, you’ve still got that hero complex.”
A screen flickered above them: Now Serving: 42,068.
Elara groaned.
III. The Fine Print of Damnation
Fourteen hours (or seconds—time was a suggestion here) later, Gary led them to a cubicle. The walls oozed procedural code, and the desk nameplate read Lilith, Senior Soul Processor (She/They).
Lilith didn’t look up. Her fingers clacked across a keyboard made of bone. “Name?”
“Elara Voss. I’m here to—”
“Purpose of visit?”
“To destroy the Root. It’s corrupting the timelines.”
Lilith paused, her eight eyes narrowing. “Do you have an appointment with Destruction?”
“No, but—”
“Then you’ll need a referral from Existential Threats.” She slid a clipboard across the desk. Form 12-π: Request to Acknowledge Imminent Doom.
Elara stabbed the quill into the desk. “I’m not leaving until you take me to whoever’s in charge.”
Lilith’s mouth split into a grin of paper cuts. “Oh, honey. You already are.”
The cubicle walls fell, revealing an infinite office floor where thousands of Custodians shuffled papers, their staplers churning out fresh hellscapes. Above them looped a banner: If You See Something, Say Nothing.
IV. Middle Management of the Damned
Gary ushered them to an elevator. “Management’s on the 9,000th floor. Don’t touch the buttons. They bite.”
The doors opened to a boardroom where shadowy figures sat around a table made of fused wedding rings. At the head sat a being of pure PowerPoint—The Auditor.
The Auditor (in Helvetica): Dr. Voss. You’ve accrued 6,942 violations of Temporal Code. Penalty: erasure.
Elara slammed the First Lie quill onto the table. “I’ll make you a deal. Take me to the Root, and I’ll surrender.”
The Auditor: Counteroffer: You relinquish autonomy. Become a Custodian. Process the very timelines you sought to save.
Kieran stepped forward, his voice glitching. “Don’t. This place’ll turn you into a spreadsheet.”
Elara hesitated. Mina’s face flickered in her mind—a Polaroid fading to static. “What about my daughter?”
The Auditor: Irrelevant. All anomalies are purged.
The quill blazed. “Then this is irrelevant too.”
She slashed the table, ink spilling like blood. The boardroom dissolved.
V. The Break Room of Broken Promises
They fled into a kitchenette where the coffee pot bubbled with liquid paradox. Gary cornered them, his googly eyes manic. “You’ve been very naughty.”
Kieran grabbed a This Meeting Could’ve Been an Email mug and hurled it. “Run!”
Elara sprinted past cubicles where clerks filed screams alphabetically. A sign loomed ahead: Records: All Reality, All Versions.
Inside, shelves stretched into oblivion, each holding a jar labeled with a name. Elara’s jar pulsed with light. Inside swirled every choice she’d ever made—and thousands she hadn’t.
Kieran collapsed, his legs dissolving. “It’s in here. The Root’s first seed.”
Elara smashed her jar.
VI. The Memo from the Abyss
The Root uncoiled from the shards—a serpent of ink and what-ifs.
The Root: You can’t kill me. I’m the question that gnaws, the road untraveled.
Elara raised the quill. “And I’m the answer.”
She plunged it into the serpent’s eye. The Root shrieked, collapsing into a single sheet of paper: Form 000: Termination of Existence.
Kieran’s hand phased through hers. “Sign it. It’s the only way.”
Tears blurred the text. “But you’ll—”
“I’ve been dead since the Garden.” His static smile wavered. “Tell Mina… tell her I’m sorry.”
Elara signed.
VII. The Stamp of Approval
The office collapsed. Gary melted into a puddle of footnotes. Lilith’s screams dissolved into bullet points.
Kieran faded, his voice a whisper: “Check the fine print.”
The form’s footer glowed: By signing, you accept the consequences: (1) All timelines reset. (2) All memories erased. (3) One (1) free churro upon exit.
Elara laughed until it turned into a sob.
Epilogue Shard: The New Hire
In a pristine timeline, a woman sits in an office. Her coffee’s cold. Her nametag reads Elara (Temp).
A memo appears: Process File #Mina Voss. Status: Anomaly.
Her hand hesitates.
Somewhere, a quill bleeds.
Chapter 10: The Root and the Ruin (Or, How to Unmake What Was Never Made)
I. The Office of Existential Compliance
The fluorescent lights hummed a funeral dirge.
Elara—Temp Worker #427—stared at the file labeled Mina Voss (Anomaly #∞). Her fingers hovered over the APPROVE ERASURE stamp. The inkwell beside it bubbled with liquid void, and the quill she’d been issued (standard-issue, soul-dulling) trembled in her grip.
“Processing deadline in five,” droned Gary the Intern, his body now 90% Post-it notes. “Clock’s ticking, Elara.”
She didn’t remember her name. Not really. Compliance had scrubbed her clean, left only the muscle memory of loss. But the file… the file itched.
The photo paperclipped to the front showed a girl with auburn braids and grass-stained knees. Mina. The word tasted like a grenade with the pin still in.
Elara stamped the form.
Nothing happened.
Then everything did.
II. The Ink Stain That Ate Reality
The Compliance office dissolved into a Rorschach blot. Walls bled into floors, cubicles melted into sentient commas, and Gary screamed as his Post-its rearranged into a haiku about futility.
Elara fell through the stain.
She landed in a garden. Not the Garden of Forking Paths—this was wilder, darker. Trees grew in reverse, roots clawing at a sky that was equal parts math and madness. At the center stood a door with no handle, its frame splintering into fractal patterns.
The Root’s voice: You can’t unmake me. I’m the splinter in creation’s thumb.
Elara’s temp badge burned her chest. “Show yourself.”
The door opened.
Inside was her garage.
III. The Machine That Remembered
The time machine sat in the corner, rusted and humming Yesterday by The Beatles. Mina’s princess bandaids still decorated the control panel.
“Mom?”
Elara turned.
The girl in the photo stood there, but wrong—her edges pixelated, her voice glitching between frequencies. A ghost rendered in 8-bit.
Mina (not-Mina): You forgot me.
Elara: I didn’t—
Mina: You let them take me. Again.
The garage walls peeled back, revealing the Clockmaker’s labyrinth—a maze of gears and grief. The Root coiled around its center, a serpent made of every “what if” Elara had ever choked down.
The Root: You thought Compliance could cage me? I’m the question that breaks cages.
Elara’s quill blazed. “Then I’ll write a better answer.”
IV. The Clockmaker’s Gambit
The labyrinth fought back.
Staircases inverted as she climbed. Hallways looped into nooses. Ghosts of her past selves flickered in the gears:
• Elara at 22, stealing lab equipment to build a better future.
• Elara at 34, sobbing over a tiny shoe in a rain-soaked ditch.
• Elara at 5, drawing a third door on a cave wall.
The Root laughed with the Clockmaker’s voice. You’ve always been my best draft.
She reached the heart.
The serpent’s body formed a ouroboros around a single object: the snow globe from the Museum, Mina still waving inside.
Elara: Let her go.
The Root: Make me.
She stabbed the quill into the glass.
V. The Uncreation
The snow globe shattered.
Time split.
Timeline A: Elara never builds the machine. Mina grows old. The Root never exists.
Timeline B: Elara becomes the Auditor, pruning timelines with robotic precision.
Timeline C: The garage remains a garage. No gods, no monsters. Just a woman and her grief.
The Root hissed. You’ll erase yourself!
Elara: I’ve been erased since the day she died.
She drank the ink from the First Lie quill.
VI. The Last Page
The labyrinth collapsed. The Root screamed. The snow globe’s pieces rained upward, each shard a frozen moment:
• Mina’s first steps.
• Kieran’s half-smile as he dissolved.
• The Clockmaker’s final sigh.
Elara lay in the ruins, her body unraveling into footnotes. The Compliance office flickered back, Gary gawking as her temp badge disintegrated.
Gary: Uh… should I call someone?
She grabbed the Mina file and ran.
VII. The Backdoor to Never
The Compliance elevator had a new button: ¶.
It opened into a library where books wrote themselves. The Root’s corpse hung from the ceiling, its ink dripping onto a single blank page.
Mina waited by a window holding The Complete History of Everything That Might Have Been.
Mina (real?): You took your time.
Elara’s voice cracked. Is this real?
Mina: Depends. You still have the quill?
Elara held up the bone quill she’d pulled from the Root’s eye.
Mina: Then write me a better ending.
VIII. The Choice That Wasn’t
The Auditor appeared, a storm of red tape and rage.
The Auditor: Anomaly detected. Initiate purge.
Elara smiled. I’m not an anomaly. I’m a correction.
She wrote two words on the blank page:
LET GO.
The Auditor froze. The Compliance office dissolved. The Root’s ink pooled at their feet, forming a new door.
Mina: Where does it lead?
Elara: Wherever we want.
They stepped through.
IX. The Garden of Second Chances
The door opened onto a hilltop at dusk. No machines, no Compliance, no serpents. Just wild grass and a sky bruised with possibility.
Mina’s hand felt solid. What now?
Elara’s quill had become a simple stick. We live.
Mina: But the timelines—
Elara: Let them grow.
In the distance, a clock tower chimed. Not a countdown—a invitation.
Epilogue Shard: The Footnote
In a timeline no one will ever name, a woman tends a garden. Her daughter chases fireflies. A shadow watches from the trees—a man made of static and apologies.
The woman leaves a lantern lit in the window.
Somewhere, a quill bleeds.
Chapter 11: The Symphony of Shattered Seconds (Or, Why Silence Is Overrated)
The problem with surviving the apocalypse, Elara decided, was the paperwork. Not the literal kind—though she suspected the multiverse’s HR department would eventually send a strongly worded memo about her “reckless causality violations”—but the existential kind. The receipts of loss. The invoices of what-ifs. The way every saved timeline felt like a tax audit on her soul.
She stood at the edge of the Symphony, a place where time had been distilled into sound. The air thrummed with half-formed melodies, each note a shard of someone’s broken moment. Violins wept over split-second decisions. Cellos groaned under the weight of almosts. Above it all, a choir of clocks sang in disharmony, their hands spinning like compass needles drunk on paradox.
Kieran flickered beside her, his static arm now creeping toward his shoulder. “Remind me why we’re here? Other than your pathological need to poke reality with a stick.”
Elara adjusted the strap of her satchel—a relic from the Paradox Café, still smelling of burnt espresso and regret. “Because this,” she said, gesturing to the cacophony, “is where the Custodian’s been stockpiling stolen time. And somewhere in that noise is the Root’s heartbeat.”
“Or,” Kieran said, ducking as a rogue eighth note whizzed past his ear, “it’s a trap made of jazz.”
I. The Conductor’s Gambit
They found the Conductor in the eye of the storm.
Not a metaphor. The entity wore a tuxedo stitched from event horizons, its baton a lightning rod forged from Schrödinger’s cat’s final meow. Its face was a blank staff, musical notes scrolling across its skin like ticker tape from the Big Bang’s IPO.
“Ah,” it said, voice a theremin’s wail. “The Unreliable Narrator and her… glitch.” It gestured to Kieran with a disdainful flick of its baton. A fermata hovered over his head, freezing him mid-eye-roll.
Elara drew the First Lie quill, its tip still crusted with the Root’s ink. “You took something that doesn’t belong to you.”
“Correction.” The Conductor’s notes sharpened to staccato knives. “I curated it. Chaos is a crude instrument. I compose order.” It tapped its baton, and the Symphony stilled—a breath held between verses. “For example: your daughter’s laughter. A minor key, but divine in its fragility.”
Elara’s chest tightened. Mina. The name was a ghost limb, aching with every step. “You don’t get to use her.”
“Too late.” The Conductor smirked in 6/8 time. “She’s the crescendo.”
II. The Movement of Lost Things
The Symphony attacked in movements.
Allegro: A stampede of seconds—a birthday party’s candles relit and snuffed in rapid succession, a first kiss replayed backward until it became a slap. Elara dodged, her boots slipping on measures of spilled moonlight.
Adagio: Time thickened to syrup. Kieran’s static spread like a stain as he fought to move through the molasses-air. “Left!” he shouted, voice dragging. A whole note the size of a minivan crashed where Elara’s head had been.
Scherzo: The Symphony turned playful. A fugue of what-ifs nipped at their heels—Elara as a botanist, Elara as a war criminal, Elara as someone who remembered how to sleep. “Ignore them!” Kieran yelled, vaporizing a doppelgänger with a well-aimed coffee mug (Paradox Café vintage).
Finale: The Conductor raised its baton. The Symphony stilled, a needle lifted from the record of reality. “You lose,” it said, and brought the baton down.
The note that followed wasn’t a sound. It was the concept of sound—the primal scream of the first star collapsing. It tore through Elara’s mind, unraveling memories like a sweater caught in a diesel engine.
Mina’s first steps.
Gone.
The smell of her hair after rain.
Gone.
The exact pitch of her voice when she said “I love you.”
Gone.
Elara fell to her knees, the quill slipping from her fingers.
III. The Rest Between Notes
She woke in the rest.
Not silence—silence implies absence. This was the pause, the breath between exhalation and scream. The walls were sheet music, the floor a ledger of erased measures.
And there, humming in the corner: a girl.
Not Mina. Not not Mina. A maybe-Mina, her edges blurred as a pencil sketch. She held a pocket watch that chimed Brahm’s Lullaby in reverse.
“You’re late,” the girl said.
Elara’s voice cracked. “For what?”
“Your recital.” Maybe-Mina tossed her the watch. Inside, instead of gears, tiny hands clapped—Elara’s hands, from a timeline where she’d stayed home that day. “He’s using your guilt as a metronome. Stop dancing to it.”
Elara stared at the watch. The lullaby shifted, becoming the tune she’d sung to Mina during thunderstorms. A weapon disguised as a memory.
“Why help me?”
Maybe-Mina faded, her smile lingering. “Because you hummed to me first.”
IV. Coda with Teeth
The Conductor’s podium was a skyscraper of sheet music, each page a timeline pressed like flowers in a god’s scrapbook. Kieran lay at its base, his static now at the collarbone. “Took you… forever,” he rasped.
Elara pressed the pocket watch to his chest. The lullaby pulsed, pushing back the static. “We’re not done yet.”
The climb was a haiku of violence:
First verse: The Conductor hurled sharps—literal ones, blade-like and screaming.
Second verse: Elara sang the lullaby off-key, shattering the staff beneath her boots.
Third verse: The Symphony itself rebelled, violins slicing the Conductor’s tuxedo into ribbons of entropy.
At the summit, Elara faced the score. The Root’s heartbeat was here, hidden in the margin notes: Mina’s 8th birthday. Car crash. Guilt. Guilt. Guilt.
“Pathetic,” the Conductor sneered, reforming from a cymbal crash. “You think love is a weapon?”
“No,” Elara said, winding the pocket watch. “It’s a distraction.”
She smashed the watch.
The lullaby exploded, a supernova in B-flat minor.
V. Fermata (Hold Until the Universe Gets Bored)
In the aftermath, the Symphony lay in ruins. Kieran’s static had receded to his elbow. The Conductor? Reduced to a single vibrating string, plucked by the quantum winds.
But the score remained.
Elara traced the notation of Mina’s death. “I could rewrite it,” she whispered. “Just this once.”
Kieran grabbed her wrist. “You know what happens.”
She did. Save Mina, and the Root would bloom anew. The Symphony would rebuild itself from her joy.
Elara picked up the quill.
And crossed out the entire measure.
Epilogue Shard: The Unplayed Sonata
In a timeline that smells of lemonade and lightning, a woman sits at a piano. Her sheet music is blank.
A girl with grass-stained knees tugs her sleeve. “Play something, Mama!”
The woman hesitates. Then she plays the lullaby—the real one, flawed and alive.
Somewhere, a Conductor weeps.
Chapter 12: The Infinite Hourglass (Or, How to Survive When Time Runs Out)
I. The Sands of Almost
The desert had teeth.
Elara’s boots sank into dunes that shifted not with wind, but with regret. Each grain was a moment she’d abandoned: Mina’s fifth birthday party dissolving into static, Kieran’s hand slipping from hers in the Garden, the Clockmaker’s final smirk before he’d unraveled into footnotes. The air shimmered with heat that didn’t burn skin—it burned memory.
“Well,” Kieran said, kicking a clump of sand that screamed like a dial-up modem, “this is new.” His static arm had reached his shoulder, tendrils of digital decay spidering up his neck. “Any clue where the Hourglass is?”
Elara squinted at the horizon, where a massive obsidian structure pierced the sky. It wasn’t a building. It wasn’t a mountain. It was a shape—a geometric insult, all jagged angles and impossible slopes. The kind of thing that made your eyes apologize to your brain for subjecting them to it.
“There,” she said. “Where else would you keep infinite time? In the universe’s worst paperweight.”
The dunes hissed as they walked, the sand coiling into half-formed scenes:
• A version of Elara in a lab coat, high-fiving a teenage Mina over a smoking time machine.
• Kieran, whole and unharmed, slow-dancing with a woman who shared his galaxy-eye.
• The Clockmaker, alive and laughing, teaching a child to fold origami black holes.
“Don’t look,” Elara muttered, more to herself than Kieran.
“Too late,” he said, staring at the sand-Kieran waltzing. “That’s my sister. She… died. Before the Custodian recruited me.” His voice frayed. “They promised they’d bring her back. Lied.”
Elara’s chest tightened. She’d forgotten he’d had a life before Compliance, before static. “We’ll find her. After this.”
He laughed bitterly. “You’re a terrible liar, Voss.”
The obsidian structure loomed closer. Up close, it resembled an hourglass if an hourglass had been designed by M.C. Escher during a bad trip. Its two bulbs were stacked vertically, but the sand inside flowed sideways, defying gravity and sanity. At its base, a stone archway pulsed with runes that read:
ABANDON HOPE, ALL YE WHO ENTER HERE
(Management Not Responsible for Lost Souls or Paradoxical Sunburns)
“Charming,” Elara said.
II. The Keeper of Never
The door creaked open, revealing a figure draped in a cloak of moth-eaten starlight. Its face shifted—young, old, male, female, all blurred at the edges like a watercolor left in the rain. When it spoke, its voice was a choir of expired warranties and broken promises:
“Elara Voss. Kieran Nguyen. You’re late.”
Kieran crossed his arms. “Yeah, yeah. Take a number, we’ll get to your villain monologue after lunch.”
The Keeper’s cloak rippled, annoyed. “This is no monologue. This is an eviction notice.” It gestured to the Hourglass, where the sands now swirled in a frenzied cyclone. “The Root’s final heartbeat resides here. You will not claim it.”
Elara stepped forward, the First Lie quill glowing in her hand. “You’re not the first cosmic landlord I’ve evicted. Move.”
The Keeper laughed, the sound like a thousand windows shattering in reverse. “You misunderstand. I am not the obstacle. They are.”
The Hourglass shuddered. From its swirling sands erupted figures—
• The Custodian, but wrong, its trench coat stitched from Elara’s stolen memories of Mina.
• The Conductor, baton crackling with the Symphony’s dead notes.
• L’Éclair, alternate-Elara’s sequins dulled to funeral shroud gray.
“Boss fight,” Kieran muttered. “Classic.”
III. The Trial of Echoes
The Custodian attacked first, its stapler firing not paper but moments—Elara’s first kiss, her last fight with her husband, the second she’d decided to build the machine. Each memory struck like a bullet, embedding itself in her skin as holographic shrapnel.
“Stop… clinging,” it droned. “Let go.”
Elara rolled behind a sandstone pillar, gritting her teeth as a memory of Mina’s funeral tore through her shoulder. “I don’t cling,” she hissed. “I fight.”
The quill blazed in her hand. She carved a doorway into the pillar itself, leaping through as the Custodian’s staples shredded the stone.
Meanwhile, Kieran faced L’Éclair, her stiletto heels clicking against the Hourglass’s base.
“Pathetic,” she sneered, tossing a smoke bomb that smelled of burnt timelines. “You’re just a ghost with a hero complex.”
“And you’re a disco ball with daddy issues,” Kieran shot back, ducking as her feather boa constricted like a python. His static arm flickered, absorbing the attack. “Elara! Little help?”
Elara was busy with the Conductor, its baton conducting a swarm of eighth notes that sliced through the air. She hummed the lullaby from the Symphony, the notes clashing with its own.
“You cannot out-music me!” it roared.
“Not trying to,” Elara said, and jammed the quill into its metronome heart.
The Conductor exploded into a shower of sheet music.
IV. The Sandstorm of What-If
The Keeper watched, impassive, as the battle raged. “You entertain, but you do not learn.” It raised its hands, and the Hourglass inverted.
Elara’s stomach dropped as gravity shifted. She fell upward into the sandstorm, Kieran’s shout echoing behind her.
“The Root’s last gasp is a question,” the Keeper intoned. “What are you willing to lose?”
The sands coalesced into a figure.
Mina.
Not a phantom. Not a puppet. Her Mina, with grass-stained knees and a laugh like wind chimes. She held out a hand.
“Come home, Mommy.”
Elara’s breath hitched. “You’re not real.”
“Neither are you,” Mina said, tilting her head. “Not since you let them erase me.”
The sands swirled, showing Elara’s greatest hits of failure:
• Her machine exploding on its first test.
• Kieran’s betrayal in the Garden.
• The Clockmaker’s corpse dissolving into equations.
“You’re a virus,” Mina said, her voice hardening. “You break everything you touch.”
Elara stumbled back. “I’m trying to fix it.”
“By becoming the Root 2.0?” Mina’s eyes turned black, ink spilling down her cheeks. “You’re hungry, Mom. You always have been.”
The quill trembled in Elara’s grip.
V. The Fracture
Kieran’s voice cut through the storm. “Elara! Don’t listen—it’s not her!”
But it was too late.
The sand-Mina lunged, her fingers elongating into fractal claws. Elara raised the quill—
—and froze.
I can’t.
The claws struck.
Pain erupted, white-hot and infinite. Elara’s vision fractured into a kaleidoscope of dying timelines.
“You lose,” the Keeper whispered.
But Elara, bleeding stardust and stubbornness, laughed. “You… you don’t get it.” She gripped the quill, its tip sparking. “I’m not here for the Root.”
She slammed the quill into the Hourglass itself.
VI. The Last Grain
The explosion was silent.
The Hourglass cracked, its sands bleeding into the void. The Keeper screamed, unraveling into a tangle of expired parking tickets and broken vows.
Elara collapsed, the quill disintegrating in her hand. Kieran caught her, his static arm now creeping into his jaw.
“You… you okay?” he rasped.
She stared at the ruins. “Did we win?”
Before he could answer, the sands shifted.
A single grain remained, glowing like a neutron star. Inside, a tiny heartbeat pulsed.
The Root’s last spark.
Elara reached for it—
—and a hand grabbed hers.
Mina.
Not a phantom. Not a trick. Her Mina, whole and alive, her touch warm as summer asphalt.
“Don’t,” Mina whispered. “It’ll start again.”
Elara’s tears fell, evaporating before they hit the sand. “I can’t lose you twice.”
Mina smiled, sad and ancient. “You never lost me.” She pressed the grain into Elara’s palm. “Now run.”
VII. The Countdown
They fled as the Hourglass collapsed, the Keeper’s final curse nipping at their heels:
“YOU WILL DROWN IN THE SANDS!”
Kieran’s legs dissolved mid-sprint. “Go… without me!”
“Not a chance!” Elara slung his arm over her shoulder, dragging him through a rift in reality.
They tumbled into a void, the grain of Root-light clutched tight.
Kieran’s static had reached his temple. “Elara… listen. The Custodian’s database—it’s in Compliance. My sister… find her. Tell her I—”
His voice glitched out.
“Tell her yourself,” Elara snapped, but his body was already fading.
The void shuddered. A doorway appeared, its frame pulsing with familiar green-black light.
The Clockmaker’s workshop.
Elara crawled toward it, Kieran’s static hand slipping through hers.
“ELARA!”
She turned.
The Keeper’s shadow loomed, a tsunami of sand and spite.
She leapt through the door.
Epilogue Shard: The Workshop Reborn
The workshop was alive.
Gears turned. Clocks sang. And there, bent over a time-splintered workbench, a figure hummed.
Not the Clockmaker.
A girl.
Mina, age twelve, her hair streaked with oil and starlight. She turned, grinning.
“Took you long enough, Mom.”
Elara’s knees buckled.
Somewhere, an hourglass turned.
Chapter 13: The Last Fork in the Road (Or, How to Choose When Every Choice Is Wrong)
I. The Clockmaker’s Smile
Mina’s grin was all teeth and starlight, her hands stained with the same engine grease that once marked Elara’s. The workshop hummed differently now—less a symphony of ticking clocks, more a discordant jazz improv. Gears sprouted like wildflowers from the walls, and the air smelled of burnt sugar and ozone.
“Surprise,” Mina said, spinning in a desk chair made of fused pocket watches. “Bet you thought I’d stay dead.”
Elara’s knees buckled. She caught herself on a workbench, her fingers sinking into a puddle of liquid time. “You’re… you?”
“Mostly. Also, sort of… this.” Mina waved at the workshop, where timelines flickered like old film reels. “Turns out, being the Clockmaker means babysitting eternity. Fun, right?”
Kieran’s voice crackled from a nearby radio, its dials spinning wildly. “Kid, you’ve got a real talent for understatement.”
Elara whipped around. “Kieran? Where—”
“Everywhere. Nowhere. The static ate my body, so I’m… improvising.” The radio spat static, then sighed. “Think of me as a really annoying ghost.”
Mina hopped off the chair, her boots leaving comet trails. “He’s the workshop’s Wi-Fi now. Cool, huh?”
Elara’s joy curdled. This wasn’t her daughter. Not the one who’d collected ladybugs in jam jars. This Mina was a concept wearing a girl’s face.
II. The Manual of Broken Promises
Mina led them to a vault door etched with a single question: WHAT’S LEFT WHEN TIME RUNS OUT?
“Spoiler,” she said, spinning the lock. “Regret. And cool toys.”
Inside, the vault held relics:
• The Custodian’s Stapler (melted into modern art).
• The Conductor’s Baton (snapped, oozing black notes).
• The First Lie Quill (now a gnarled stick in Elara’s pocket).
At the center sat a book bound in what looked like human skin. The Clockmaker’s Lament.
Mina patted it. “Grandpa’s diary. He left… instructions.”
Elara flinched. “The original Clockmaker? He’s gone.”
“Gone, but whiny.” Mina flipped to a page where the ink writhed like snakes. “Says here the Root wasn’t a parasite—it was a vaccine. Kept timelines from going… zombie.”
Kieran’s voice buzzed through a lightbulb. “So blowing it up was bad?”
“Duh. Now entropy’s got turbo rabies.” Mina tossed Elara the grain of Root-light. “This is the last dose. We reboot the Root… or let everything flatline.”
Elara’s hand closed around the grain. It pulsed, warm and treacherous. “What’s the catch?”
Mina’s smile faltered. “You gotta become it. The Root needs a host. Like… forever.”
III. The Ghost in the Static
Kieran materialized as a hologram, his edges pixelated. “No. Hell no. We didn’t survive Compliance to play tag with another cosmic parasite.”
Elara stared at the grain. “If I don’t, how long do we have?”
Mina shrugged. “A week? A minute? Time’s got daddy issues now.”
The workshop shook. A crack split the ceiling, vomiting sand from the Hourglass. Through it, Elara saw flashes:
• A city frozen mid-collapse, its people screaming in silent loops.
• A meadow where flowers grew into their own corpses.
• A version of herself, old and alone, whispering to a photo of Mina.
Kieran’s hologram flickered. “There’s another way. Always another way.”
Mina rolled her eyes. “Sure. We could shove the Root into me. But I’m kinda busy running the afterlife’s DMV.”
Elara’s head snapped up. “What?”
“Kidding! Mostly. But hey—” Mina’s voice cracked, sudden and human. “If you pick me, Mom, I… I won’t be me anymore.”
The room stilled.
IV. The Choice That Isn’t
Elara knelt, eye-level with her daughter. “What aren’t you telling me?”
Mina’s façade slipped. The Clockmaker’s poise dissolved into a scared kid. “The Root’s hungry. It’ll eat whoever hosts it. But if it’s you…” She touched Elara’s cheek. “You’re already half-gone. The static, the quill, the… the holes in your memory. You’re the only one it won’t kill.”
Kieran’s hologram glitched. “Elara, no.”
She stood, the grain burning her palm. “How long do I have?”
Mina’s eyes flooded with starlight. “Dunno. A century? A day? But you’ll forget. Everything. Even me.”
The crack above widened. Sand cascaded onto the relics, erasing them pixel by pixel.
Elara turned to Kieran. “You once told me guilt’s the only weapon sharp enough to carve truth. You were wrong.”
She closed her fist. The grain flared.
“Love’s sharper.”
V. The Becoming
The Root unfolded like a flower made of knives.
It burrowed into Elara’s veins, rewriting her DNA into cosmic code. She screamed as memories tore free:
• Mina’s first steps (gone).
• Kieran’s laugh (gone).
• The Clockmaker’s final words (gone).
The workshop collapsed. Mina wept. Kieran shouted.
Elara Voss died.
The Root lived.
VI. The After (Before)
The new Clockmaker stood in a desert that wasn’t. Her hair was ivy. Her eyes were black holes. Her voice was a thousand stations tuned to static.
A boy approached, trailing stardust. “Who are you?”
She tilted her head. “I… am.”
He nodded. “Cool. Wanna help me plant a tree?”
She took his hand.
Somewhere, a clock ticked.
Epilogue Shard: The Gardener’s Secret
In a timeline that doesn’t exist, a woman tends a garden. Her hands are roots. Her tears are ink.
A radio plays in the dirt. “Elara? You there?”
She hums, burying a seed made of light.
Somewhere, a daughter laughs.
Chapter 14: The Echo of Unlived Lives (Or, How to Hear What Never Was)
The problem with godhood, Elara decided, was the paperwork.
Not the cosmic kind—though the multiverse did keep billing her for “reality recalibrations” and “temporal graffiti removal”—but the emotional kind. The receipts of lives she’d never lived. The invoices of choices she’d never made. The way every timeline she touched now felt like a chalk outline of a person she used to be.
She stood in the Clockmaker’s workshop, though it wasn’t hers. Not really. The walls bled with equations she didn’t remember writing, and the air hummed with the static of Kieran’s voice, trapped in a transistor radio playing NPR’s All Things Considered on a loop. Her hands, once calloused from wrenching gears, were smooth and cold, her veins glowing faintly with the Root’s residual light.
Mina perched on the edge of a workbench, her legs swinging. She’d traded grass-stained jeans for a leather jacket stitched with constellations, her hair dyed the blue of a dying star. “You missed a spot,” she said, pointing to a crack in the ceiling where sand from the Hourglass still trickled.
Elara didn’t look up. “I’m not your janitor.”
“No,” Mina said, hopping down. “You’re the landlord. And the building’s on fire.”
A tremor shook the workshop. Through the cracks, Elara glimpsed timelines unraveling—a Parisian café folding into a black hole, a library of flesh dissolving into alphabet soup. The Root’s absence had left reality febrile, its immune system shattered.
Kieran’s voice crackled from the radio. “Breaking news: The apocalypse is trending. Hashtag: Oops.”
“Quiet,” Elara snapped, tossing a wrench at the radio. It phased through, clattering against the wall.
Mina raised an eyebrow. “Still mad he didn’t pay rent?”
“Still mad he exists.”
Another tremor. Louder. A grandfather clock toppled, its pendulum slicing through a shelf of bottled memories. Elara’s own voice spilled out—“Mina, don’t touch that!”—a moment she couldn’t place.
Mina froze. “Was that…?”
“Yes.” Elara’s jaw tightened. “No. I don’t know.”
The memories were leaking. All of them. The workshop was a colander, and Elara was the water.
II. The Ghost in the Machine
They found the breach in the basement, behind a door labeled ABANDON HOPE, ALL YE WHO ENTER HERE (Seriously, We Mean It This Time).
The room beyond was a cathedral of static. Fractals pulsed on the walls, and the floor was a mosaic of glitching screens, each showing a different Elara:
• Elara at 22, stealing a quantum capacitor from a lab she’d later burn down.
• Elara at 34, sobbing into a steering wheel, rain blurring the date on Mina’s headstone.
• Elara at 7, drawing a third door on a cave wall.
At the center stood a figure made of television snow, its outline humming with the cadence of Kieran’s laugh.
“Oh good,” said the figure. “You brought the kid.”
Mina crossed her arms. “I’m 257 years old.”
“In dog years,” the static-Kieran shot back.
Elara stepped forward, her boots disrupting the screens. “What are you?”
“What’s left.” The figure gestured to the glitching Elis. “You’ve been deleting yourself, boss. Every time you prune a timeline, you lose a memory. Soon, you’ll just be… this.” It flickered into a perfect replica of the Custodian, stapler in hand.
Mina lunged, but Elara held her back. “Why show me this?”
“Because you’re bad at this,” the figure said, shifting into Mina’s face. “The original Clockmaker knew the gig: Stay detached. No favorites. But you?” It laughed, a sound like dial-up internet. “You’re still trying to save them. Even though you don’t remember why.”
The static surged, forming a doorway. Beyond it, a city burned—not with fire, but with recursive paradoxes. A billboard read: WELCOME TO CAROUSEL, WHERE EVERYONE GETS REBORN! (Terms and conditions apply.)
“That’s your fault,” the figure said. “You let the Hourglass break. Now entropy’s eating the multiverse like a buffet. But hey—” It tossed Elara a cracked hourglass pendant. “—maybe you’ll fix it. Or die trying. Wouldn’t be the first time.”
The figure dissolved into a shower of emojis.
III. The Museum of Broken Promises
Carousel wasn’t a city. It was a wound.
Skyscrapers bent like question marks, their windows reflecting timelines that hadn’t happened yet. Citizens flickered between ages, their faces melting from child to elder and back. A newsstand sold magazines titled What If? and Almost Famous.
Mina picked up a snow globe labeled The Day You Stayed Home. Inside, a tiny Elara and Mina baked cookies. “This place is a tomb,” she whispered.
“No,” Elara said, watching a man un-propose to his wife. “It’s a waiting room.”
They found the epicenter in a park where the grass grew in reverse. A stone monument read:
HERE LIES THE ROOT
GONE BUT NOT FORGOTTEN
(Please Do Not Resurrect)
Beneath it pulsed a light—the last grain of the Root, buried alive.
“We need that,” Mina said.
“No,” Elara said. “You need that.”
Mina turned, her eyes hard. “You think I want your job? Newsflash: I’d rather eat a black hole. But if we don’t reboot the Root, everything dies. Including you.”
Elara’s hand hovered over the monument. “What if I don’t care?”
“Then you’re not my mom.”
The ground split.
IV. The Custodian’s Last Laugh
The Custodian rose from the fissure, but it wasn’t the Custodian. It was a collage of Elara’s failures:
• The drunk driver who’d killed Mina, his face stitched from Elara’s nightmares.
• The Clockmaker’s corpse, gears spilling from his ribs.
• Kieran’s static arm, now a clawed monstrosity.
“YOU SHOULD HAVE LET GO,” it droned, its voice a chorus of Elara’s regrets.
Mina threw a wrench. “Eat paradox!”
The Custodian caught it, dissolving the tool into tax forms. “THIS ENDS NOW.”
Elara moved on instinct. She grabbed the Root fragment, its light searing her palm, and pulled.
The city unraveled.
V. The Choice That Wasn’t
The Root surged, hungry. It whispered promises:
“You’ll remember her. You’ll save them all. You’ll be whole.”
Elara hesitated.
Mina screamed.
The Custodian’s claw pierced her chest.
“NO!” Elara roared.
But it wasn’t Mina. Not anymore.
Her daughter dissolved into static, her final smile a ghost in the noise. The Custodian laughed, its form bloating with stolen time.
Elara did the only thing left:
She swallowed the Root.
VI. The Echo
The multiverse exhaled.
Timelines stitched themselves. Cities unburned. Somewhere, a radio played Brahms.
In the Clockmaker’s workshop, a new figure stirred. Her hair was ivy. Her eyes were supernovae. Her voice was a dial tone.
A boy knocked on the door. “Hello? I’m here to plant a tree.”
The figure tilted her head. “A… tree?”
“Yeah. My sister said you’d help.”
The figure paused. Somewhere, deep in the static, a memory flickered:
Mina’s laugh. Kieran’s smirk. The smell of burnt popcorn.
“Okay,” the figure said.
And somewhere, in a timeline not yet born, a ghost whispered:
“Go get ’em, Mom.”
Epilogue Shard: The Last Page
In a desert that isn’t, a woman opens a book. The pages are blank.
She writes: Once upon a time, there was a girl who broke the world.
The wind turns the page.
Chapter 15: The Final Paradox (Or, How to End What Never Began)
The clocks were singing again.
Elara—or whatever remained of her—stood at the axis of the multiverse, her fingers trailing through rivers of liquid time. The workshop stretched endlessly around her, a labyrinth of gears and grief. She no longer remembered the taste of coffee, the weight of a wrench, or the sound of her own laughter. But sometimes, when the timelines shuddered, she felt an echo. A ghost limb. A name.
Mina.
The static hissed. A radio flickered to life on a shelf of half-forgotten relics. “Hey, boss. You gonna fix that leak in 2077, or should I tell the dinosaurs to invest in umbrellas?”
Elara didn’t turn. “Quiet, Kieran.”
“You’re the one who hardwired me into the plumbing. Also, we’ve got a code… uh, what’s worse than apocalypse?”
A tremor split the floor. Through the crack, Elara saw a timeline unraveling—a young girl drawing a door on a cave wall, over and over, as storm clouds gathered.
Her door. Her storm.
“Code Bootstrap,” Elara said softly.
“Oh. So we’re proper screwed.”
II. The Girl in the Snow Globe
The paradox bloomed in Sector 13, a snow globe city where it was always winter and never Christmas. Elara materialized in a plaza where statues of herself wept ice. At the center stood a carousel, its horses frozen mid-gallop.
And there, humming a lullaby, was Mina.
Not the Clockmaker’s apprentice. Not the static ghost. Her Mina, wearing a coat stitched from stardust and stubbornness.
“You’re late,” Mina said, tossing a snowball that evaporated before it hit. “Took you forever to find me.”
Elara’s gears stalled. “You’re… impossible.”
“So’s this.” Mina held up a pocket watch—the same one Elara had given her in Timeline 42-B, a lifetime ago. “You’re dying, Mom. The Root’s eating you from the inside.”
Elara’s hand flew to her chest, where cracks spiderwebbed beneath her ribs. “I’m already dead.”
“Nah. You’re just stuck.” Mina kicked the carousel, sending fractures through the ice. “This place? It’s your panic room. You built it to hide from the big question.”
“Which is?”
“Who created the Root?”
The snow globe shattered.
III. The First Lie
They fell through the clockwork, into a memory that wasn’t a memory.
A cave. 40,000 years ago. A woman with Elara’s eyes knelt, charcoal in hand. Outside, a storm raged. A child—Mina, but not Mina—tugged her sleeve.
“Mama, draw the deer!”
The woman hesitated. Then, with a shaking hand, she sketched a third door.
“No,” Elara whispered.
But the child reached for it.
“Don’t!” Elara lunged, but the memory dissolved, replaced by the workshop. Her workshop.
Mina stood at the center, holding the First Lie quill. “You did this. You drew the door. You’re the reason the Root exists.”
Elara’s gears ground. “That’s not—”
“—possible?” Kieran’s voice boomed from the walls. “Newsflash: You’re the OG Clockmaker. The one who got bored and invented choice. Then panicked and made the Root to clean up your mess.”
The truth unfolded like a corpse flower:
Every paradox. Every apocalypse. Every tear in time.
All her fault.
IV. The Custodian’s Crown
The static coalesced into a throne of staplers and tax forms. The Custodian perched atop it, but its face was hers—Elara’s, twisted with bureaucratic glee.
“YOU FINALLY UNDERSTAND,” it droned. “YOU BUILT ME TO ERASE YOUR MISTAKES. BUT NOW, YOU ARE THE MISTAKE.”
Elara turned to Mina. “Why show me this?”
“Because you’ve got a choice.” Mina pressed the quill into her hand. “Reset the Root. Wipe yourself from existence. Or…”
“OR KEEP THE CROWN,” the Custodian crooned. “WATCH HER DIE AGAIN. AND AGAIN. AND—”
Elara snapped the quill.
V. The Unmaking
The multiverse screamed.
Timelines peeled back, revealing the scaffolding beneath. Elara saw herself everywhere:
• As a mother, burying a daughter who’d never existed.
• As a scientist, burning a lab to ash.
• As a god, planting a tree that grew into a prison.
Mina flickered, her edges dissolving. “Mom, stop!”
But Elara was already rewriting the code.
Let me be the question that never gets asked. Let me be the door that stays shut.
The Custodian lunged. “YOU CAN’T—”
Elara erased herself.
VI. The Last Page
The Clockmaker’s workshop was silent.
A girl with auburn braids tiptoed inside, clutching a charred notebook. She traced the equations on the walls, her fingers leaving trails of light.
“Mina?”
She turned. A man stood in the doorway, his face a blur of static and starlight.
“Who are you?” she asked.
He smiled, handing her a quill. “The guy who feeds the coffee machine. Now… let’s break something.”
Outside, a storm gathered.
And somewhere, a clock began to tick.
Epilogue: The First Page Is a Mirror
In a timeline that doesn’t exist (yet), a woman sits in a desert. Her time machine smolders at her feet. A polaroid flutters into the sand—a girl on a swing, laughing.
The woman picks it up. “Mina?”
The wind answers.
She presses the button.
The stars go out.
THE END
Epilogue: The Last Page Is a Mirror
You close the book. The cover feels heavier now, its edges humming faintly, like a dial tone from a payphone at the end of the world. You glance at your reflection in the dark screen of your e-reader, or maybe the window, or maybe the puddle of spilled coffee that’s been sitting there since Chapter 7. For a heartbeat, your eyes flicker—green, like Elara’s. A scar you don’t remember traces your eyebrow. A voice that isn’t yours whispers: “Check the dedication page again.”
You flip back. The words haven’t changed, but there’s a new smudge in the margin. A fingerprint. Yours?
Somewhere, a garage door creaks open.
Appendix A: How to Build a Time Machine (Using IKEA Instructions)
Item No. ÅP0K4LYPSE
Temporal Rearrangement Unit, “Lörd” Series
WARNING:
• May cause existential vertigo, spontaneous un-birthdays, or the sudden urge to apologize to your 15-year-old self.
• Do not assemble during leap years, Mercury retrograde, or while emotionally compromised.
Parts Included:
1 x Particle board reality frame (warp-resistant)
4 x Äxïstential crisis bolts
1 x quAntum capacitor (sold separately, see “Alternate Realities” aisle)
1 x Allen wrench (missing)
Step 1:
Lay frame flat. If your floor is currently a metaphor for despair, place a towel beneath.
Step 3 (We skipped Step 2 to save time):
Attach quAntum capacitor using Äxïstential crisis bolts. If holes don’t align, you’ve likely already altered the timeline. Congratulations!
Step 42:
Assemble paradox containment unit (BILLY bookshelf, not included). For best results, line shelves with regrets. Note: Avoid eye contact with the black hole where Step 5 should be.
Step Final:
Charge capacitor with one (1) childhood memory. Wait 6-8 business eternities. If machine begins singing “Yesterday” in reverse, disassemble immediately.
Troubleshooting:
• If you meet yourself: Offer coffee, not advice.
• If time loops: Blame the instructions.
• If machine becomes sentient: Refer to Chapter 9.
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Appendix B: Reader’s Guide: Questions to Haunt Your Next Therapy Session
1. If you met a version of yourself from a discarded timeline, what would they hate about you?
2. Is guilt just time travel in reverse?
3. How many versions of you do you think you’ve already abandoned?
4. What’s one choice you’d unmake if it meant erasing someone you love?
5. The Custodian thinks your life is “noncompliant.” Defend yourself in three sentences or less.
6. What’s inside your Library of Flesh? (Bonus: What book bites?)
7. If the Paradox Café served your life as a drink, what’s the recipe?
8. Who pays for the timelines you’ve ghosted?
Acknowledgments
To caffeine, my co-author and eventual destroyer. To Kieran, who exists solely because I once argued with a barista about quantum foam. To every person who said, “You’re writing what?”—this is your fault.
To the Custodian, for not stapling this manuscript. To my editor, who now needs a lifetime supply of Xanax. To my cat, Sir Toebeans McMurder Mittens, for walking on the keyboard and improving Chapter 14.
And to you, the reader. If you’re reading this, you’ve already altered my timeline. Thanks for the paradox.
About the Author
Paul G. is a caffeine sommelier and the world’s okayest parent to a houseplant named Greg. He survives on sourdough starter and the existential dread of deadlines. When not writing, he enjoys arguing with parking meters, yelling at the concept of time, and convincing strangers that “time traveler” is a valid career path on tax forms.
He has an honorary degree in Theoretical Procrastination from the University of Eventually and once built a time machine out of a toaster, three rubber bands, and profound regret.
You can find him in the quiet car of the 7:15 AM train to existential oblivion, or at www.PaulGetsCancelledByTimeTravelers.com.
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P.S.
If you found a typo, no you didn’t. That’s just the timeline shifting.
The End (Or Is It?)



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