The moment of blindfold

The name of that game has been forgotten, only remember the specific process: two teams, one with a blindfold over the eyes, became blind; while the other closed his mouth, and became mute. So the mute pulled the blind man over various obstacles - a low hill stacked with three chairs indoors, a few long wooden chairs in the corridor made of strange climbing objects, long steps; jumping down a not-so-short mud pit, then climbing up the mud pit, and then into the gap between the fence and the house that only allowed one person to enter and exit ......

An ordinary person who is used to bright light used to everything in sight, suddenly blindfolded, suddenly the whole world is dark and silent, the fear and anxiety, words can not describe its a million. At that moment, a hand held my hand, warm, flexible, with a soothing hand. I had doubts, I did not know the owner of these hands, TA can guide me through the whole process?

I was always strong, never used to relying on others, and I had to get up and pour water for myself even when I was sick, and suddenly I had to rely on a pair of strangers' hands to walk through the unknown and uneven journey.

I stood still and refused to move. This, of course, was not by the rules of the game, and the coach's voice rang out: "We have committed ourselves to attend every detail of today's course with single-mindedness. And the game, too, is part of today's course. So, now, please guide the blind to start moving forward in an orderly manner. "

Your commitment.

I remembered that when I attended this training course in the morning, I made a solemn promise to clear my mind and walk the whole course in high spirits like a child.

I just had to clutch those hands tightly and commit myself to those hands, which pushed forward slightly, I understood, to make me step away.

The only sounds around me were the rustling of light footsteps and the breathing of the crowd. This is still in the auditorium for training, but the auditorium is also set up with obstacles. My heart was on edge, and I subconsciously used my feet to find my way when I walked. At that moment, the hands that held me tightly patted the back of my hand, and I was only slightly stunned when I understood what it meant: Don't be nervous, I'm here for everything.

My heart was immediately half-heartedly released.

At that moment, the pair of hands that had been holding me released one, and the other hand patted my leg. I was baffled, the other hand patted again, after my legs relaxed, the other hand gently lift my legs and put them on a chair ...... I immediately understood that it was to cross the barrier. When I stood on the high chair, to climb over the chair placed on the chair, the owner of the hand stood on the ground, hands strong upward lifting my hands to help me to climb over the first obstacle smoothly. Then I jumped into the pit, climbed up, and squeezed through the gap again ...... I had trusted those hands completely and had given myself fully to them. Everything in the world I could not feel, except the owner of those hands, TA's breathing a tight, that there are obstacles ahead, TA's breathing natural and calm, is a good way to go; TA hands when the muscles are very stiff, that the obstacles are difficult ...... Finally, it was a long flat road, those hands very gentle and relaxed to hold me, slowly.

It was a dark road, but my heart felt warm, I was held by those hands, very enjoyable to walk in the sea breeze, can feel the brightness of the sun above my head, as if I could also smell the fragrance of plants in the garden. That feeling is called peace of mind.

That feeling was so familiar.

I can't help but remember the people associated with that feeling. Almost immediately, my husband's face appeared in front of me, who was at work at the moment.

Married to my daughter before she started elementary school, in addition to the two years of normal work, I stayed in my hometown far more than the time spent in Shenzhen. At that time, I just felt that Shenzhen had no friends, no acquaintances, and no things that could make me feel at ease. After my daughter started elementary school, we would also go to other cities just after the holidays - my younger siblings settled in different cities. It was not until the last day of the vacation that I had to go back to Shenzhen.

My mother has asked me bluntly, not worried about my husband cheating on me? I replied: "not worried, cheating also needs passion, he is too passionless, and can not cheat. "

At that time was the tone of disgust.

But at this moment, I suddenly know, I was saying that, as at this moment, the inner peace and certainty to smell the fragrance, know that no matter what the road ahead, no matter how much I neglect him, he will be there waiting for me, with a smile on his face ......

In a moment I was in tears. At that moment I realized that he was in my life, that rock and mountain-like existence.

I think my marriage was going to be just fine before that game, and after that, the definite word of our marriage became beautiful.