The ENDLESS

It was the dawn of the universe. And in the vastness of space, there was nothing but space dust. As time went by it began to change. And the specks of dust began to form new stars, planets, nebula, etc. But before all that in the vastness of space and a very very dark corner, there was a bright blue ball of light. It was so bright that although it was small it lit up the whole dark corner of the space. And then time went by and after billions and billions of years, the bright blue ball of light began to evolve.

First, it grew the size of a moon then a planet, and lastly a big star. Then again billions of years went by and suddenly something was happening inside of the star and it came to life. It suddenly realized it could think, and feel. At first, there was no complex thinking or feeling. It started to observe the universe and it did for a billion years. Then it grew consciousness of a child. It realized something was flowing inside from its body. Then it stopped the flow and everything was dark.

Then it started playing with the light. Sometimes it would emit light very bright and sometimes very dim and sometimes it would go just dark. Then time went by and its consciousness began evolving. After a lot of time, it could think complex things. First, it wanted to move its body but it found out it was stuck and couldn't move. It is bound to the space by something. As time went by it kept trying to move and asking itself the question why. Why is it here? Why it can't move? Why it emits light? And why is it alone?

When these questions began to form it became restless. It wanted to move more and more but all was in vain. Something invisible tied it to that place. Although it couldn't move it didn't stop trying. It tried for many many years. It tried and tried. It wanted to explore if it was all alone. After millions and billions of years went by it started to notice that something was happening to its body. There were cracks in its body. And the light flow was increasing. It grew even brighter. In time the cracks began to increase. But it couldn't realize what was happening.

After a millennia, it blew up and turned into specs of dust. But it couldn't feel anything. It realized that its body changed. After some time something was happening again. Its body began to evolve. And it turned into a black hole. In the process of turning into a black hole, its consciousness went into a trance. After a lot of time went by slowly it began to realize it was dark all over again. And the flow of light was not there like before. For some time it was sad. And then the question began to form again and it wanted to move from its binding but couldn't.

Many many years went by but it kept trying to move. And it was time that it thought to stop trying. And that time again something was happening to its body. At that point, it was not surprised. It lost all hope. It started questioning its existence. Aging there were cracks in its body. It realized it was going to blow up again but it didn't care. At last, the time came and its consciousness started fading. This time it was ready. After many years it realized there was that light flow again.