Sorry, is it convenient for me to like you?

The summer in Xi'an is a wonderful thing, even if it's an uneventful afternoon, the sun will make your blood boil.

Li Liang came down the stairs, his weight pressing the steel steps with a resounding wail, and Lu Yu watched with a gripping heart.

"Class is over?" He froze.

"Ang." Lu Yu exhaled a puff of smoke: "Sort of."

"Party Zishan, you don't wander around with Lu Yu like a night wanderer." Li Liang mouth with a cigarette, afraid to rub a lighter lit.

"This is my lighter." Lu Yu cursed: "I have long said that he is smooth you still do not believe."

"You go up with me, call Cheng Ying also over, I give you two practice, Lu Yu you hurry back, do not leave the teacher hanging there." Li Liang patted the party Zishan's shoulder, as a teacher he is usually not so serious, but he is serious and unusual in class, this is a fat man who gave his voice to time, the recorder and the host station is the trenches he laid for his life, to put it bluntly, he is a broadcasting madman.

"Don't... Don't practice it." Party Zishan stammered, "This I just came, not even a few breaths."

Li Liang raised his eyebrows and shoved the cigarette he had just lit into Dang Zishan's hand, who immediately took a puff and was snatched away by Li Liang.

"Gasping enough." Li Liang and stuffed back into the mouth: "Come you come up with me, just after the college entrance exams I see you are used to loose, spitting words are beginning to stutter, the whole that after the autumn grasshopper that one out not shame ah."

"I'll go get Cheng Ying." Party Zishan deliberately spit out the words with force, bubble sound are almost held out.

"I'll go." Lu Yu glanced up, "Time is precious, let Liang practice you well, just as I take a break between classes."

Lu Yu walked towards the black box, ignoring Party Zishan's pace that even looked a few points heavier than Li Liang's.

The door of the black box can never be closed, will always leak so little light, just like the teenage girl's heart is never tightly closed. It is said to be a black box, only because he is black painted, inside is similar to the dance studio decor, four mirrors shining brightly on every part of your body, there is no dead space here, as the stage of life will not give you the opportunity to hide, Lu Yu was once here by Li Liang practice, Lu Yu's voice has been a problem, the breath is not smooth, the speed of speech to the point of inaudibility, Li Liang put him in the black box shut a In the afternoon, he was lying flat on the ground with four barbell pieces on his belly, and he was asked to recite his prepared self introduction out loud.

Lu Yu used a classroom to save enough to push the door open cause he stood in the doorway and subconsciously ruffled his hair.

"Cheng Ying?"

Lu Yu pushed open the door and creaked, the sound was a little alarming to Lu Yu's ears, and perhaps the heartbeat was beating a metronome.

The girl sitting in the black box was reading a book, the effect of the stage lights brought the tips of her hair with a golden color. Maybe no one in the world is made of gold, but that doesn't stop others from gilding her with their heartbeats.

"Brother Liang told you to go up." Lu Yu froze and said.

"I'm going now." Cheng Ying closed the book.

"Good."

Lu Yu some puzzled out of the black box, how can not say a few more words? He looked at the knuckles that were a little red, what am I nervous about?

He shook his head, turned around and walked into the recording studio.

"Yo, pretty quick." Zhang Ziqi turned his gaze from the phone back to Lu Yu.

"That's right." Lu Yu said, "The boss is stranded outside."

"The second item is the performance." Zhang Ziqi did not say much: "Brother Liang told me that you are easily shy?"

"Not bad," Lu Yu laughed: "Since I freed my nature, I'm not restrained. I can even recite the Great Compassion Mantra on Watsons Bay after practicing that thing."

Lu Yu's liberation class was not in an institution, it was a performance class at the famous school in the province that Li Liang recommended him to go to at that time. After that class, Lu Yu seemed to be transformed, eight people were divided into two groups to stand in a circle, and they were shoulder to shoulder with each other, there were only two boys in Lu Yu's group, after that, what clothes the teacher wanted to take off to him, and you could not go out of the circle, what does that mean? The first thing you need to do is to go naked and in full view of everyone. Suddenly, the teacher wants a pair of boys' underwear, how to do it? Lu Yu only look at the front of the big brother bite the lower lip, he is very righteous, Lu Yu rarely evaluate others righteous, but this moment this boy is the world's most righteous people without one. He patted Lu Yu's shoulder and said "you are a guest can not let you too embarrassed." So, in front of the four girls, the big brother resolutely did a thing that Lu Yu would not dare to do in his next life, at that time Lu Yu's brain echoed a line from Li Xin: "I, the sun!

"I, am the sun!"

The girls can go next to the fitting room to take off their underwear, but the boys can only stiffen their heads against the gaze on, Lu Yu only a pair of underwear left, big brother only a pair of outer pants.

What is it that is lost? Is it dignity? What has been gained, nature?

Lu Yu some do not understand, then his whole body only a pair of underpants and others hitchhiking, playing a rake-ear husband.

Lu Yu still does not understand why this is, in his opinion, art is humanities, is a pioneer to explore the truth of the world, is the romance of imagining the journey to the stars and the sea, not throw away dignity like a maggot rolling on the ground.

Of course, he did it anyway.

Got the so-called "nature."

Just as life kills many people's romance, we will eventually be incomplete.

Maybe nature is the gecko, and we're the first to give up our tails when it comes to things.

"You perform for me the way you see your beloved ex."

Zhang Ziqi eyes with a few playful.

"You're so vicious?" Lu Yu frowned: "The ex is still beloved, I'm so cheap."

"The eyes should be in place, what to say you think for yourself." Zhang Ziqi said, "Give you five minutes to brew."

Lu Yu does not have any beloved people, love for a brain every day fantasize about the pen of a different character is a very luxurious thing.

Yes, he does not know how to love. He even mostly avoids love in the script, because he has never had a second person in his world to begin with, he is naked in his world, and the fantasy here makes him never afraid of being alone.

"Can you change it?" Lu Yu spoke up, "I don't have someone I love more, I feel like I can't act it out."

"Huh," Zhang Ziqi pretended to be wide-eyed: "You still can't handle things? Can't change, change which has an effect, we always have to challenge the things we can't do."

Shit.

So bitchy.

Lu Yu thought she was a white Persian cat in the cat and mouse, but I did not expect her to be a pipa spirit in the God of the Seals, watching the hilarity is not too big.

Lu Yu took a deep breath, in this business to learn to take lessons from life, he did not have a reason to think of Cheng Ying, think of the reddened knuckles, think of the golden tresses ...

"You... Hello?" Lu Yu showed a somewhat awkward smile.

Zhang Ziqi rolled her eyes: "What are you doing? Such an awkward and pompous performance? You put love on the corner of your mouth that grins out of your jawline?"

"What's love?" Lu Yu sneered back, in Lu Yu's perception, as long as the reaction is one step faster than others to convince them that I am right: "Reunited love is the sea after a storm, on which wandered the fragments of ships and torn cloth, such a time to meet the sun, the sea again to become attractions, it has to smile at tourists again, which in itself is an embarrassing thing. "

"You're here to give me the whole Netflix it said what a mess." Zhang Ziqi frowned: "Start over, give you another minute."

"Hello."

"Start over, your expression is a little obscene."

"Hello."

"Is that all you can say hello?"

"Hallo?"

"What month are you from in the 70's for such an old-fashioned conversation?"

"Long time no see, how have you been."

"Just because of your face plate degree I suspect that you slagged her."

Lu Yu took a deep breath.

He suddenly thought of one thing, he once had a puppy called Dawei. The family a male and a female really bad protection measures, so temporarily sent him away, before the college entrance examination to pick up back, he then saw the big Wei have a tearful feeling, the puppy jumped into his arms rubbing, Lu Yu touched his head "you are back." Lu Yu did not know if he was smiling, it has body heat, can sense the temperature, Lu Yu's arms seems to be a small world of light.

"You're back."

Lu Yu did not know what expression he made, he asked his life borrowed some experience, he imitated, gazing at Zhang Ziqi, if she knew that Lu Yu imagined her as a dog, she would definitely jump up and hit Lu Yu's knee.

Lu Yu has forgotten what action he did and what he said at that time. By the time Zhang Ziqi said that she had passed, Lu Yu's whole body leaned back and sat down in another sofa opposite her.

"Class is over." Zhang Ziqi opened her phone: "The time is also up."

"Paralyzed will." Lu Yu shrugged his shoulders.

"Why do you seem to look like you can't be bothered." Zhang Ziqi asked.

"Lazy to move is unlovable? Then every night all the people who sleep are not depressed in their dreams."

"You child." Zhang Ziqi shook her head: "People are not big and full of mouth without a proper shape."

"My child?" Lu Yu sat up: "I've been an adult for some days sister, you're not much older than me."

"Guess how old I am?"

"That high and low has to be thirty."

"Fuck off." Zhang Ziqi laughed and scolded: "I'm twenty-three."

"You call me a child's tone of voice looks like thirty-two." Lu Yu shook his head straight after hearing this.

"You're not going out to eat?" Zhang Ziqi asked while looking at her phone.

"Eat. I'll wait for Party Zishan, he'll send me a weibo when he's finished." Lu Yu took a puff of his e-cigarette: "Brother Liang is in pain practicing him, this pain is like intermittent epilepsy, I don't know when it will end. You do not eat?"

"I ordered take-out, ordered a fat loss meal." Zhang Ziqi's nature is not the appearance of that dignified feeling, but very lively: "Recently lost weight."

"Huo, girls a year twelve months not a few months do not shout weight loss, but the end of the twelve months most also did not lose much."

"You this person you this person." Zhang Ziqi rolled his eyes: "Hello cheap ah, Liang brother knows you so cheap not?"

"Yes, in this place there are not many good people who are not cheap." Lu Yu laughed: "If not cheap, who is engaged in art ah."

The phone rang, Lu Yu took a look at it and stood up.

"I'm going to eat, they're finished."

Lu Yu pushed open the door, Dang Zishan and Li Liang came down together, followed by the expressionless Cheng Ying.

Li Liang pinched the back of Party Zishan's neck, just like the bear carrying King Jiji.

"Still have to practice well know, is this, you three first go to eat a meal, come back in the afternoon. Cheng Ying, you follow these two to go, or I'm afraid they both run away." Li Liang let go of the back of the neck of the party Zishan.

"Okay Brother Liang." Cheng Ying smiled.

Lu Yu glanced at Cheng Ying and said dryly, "What do you want to eat?"

"I can do it all." Cheng Ying answered him with a universal answer.

"I want to eat meat." Dang Zishan rubbed the back of his neck, "I practiced at least two or three pounds of essence blood in this practice, I have to make up for it."

"I asked you?" Lu Yu turned his head to look at Cheng Ying: "Let's go eat Sichuan food, right next to that what complex."

"Okay."

The summer wind is scorching hot, blowing the pool ripples, Lu Yu saw Cheng Ying played a black umbrella, the fine white arms holding the umbrella seems really not much withstand the sun's scorching.

"Sunburned, come back to buy an umbrella." Party Zishan bared his teeth and grinned next to him.

"Sun?" Lu Yu tilted his head: "You are still afraid of the sun with this complexion? Li Kui see you will be teary-eyed with you worship."

"Holy shit, your fucking mouth is more poisonous than the sun, high and low treat me to a good meal at noon to make up for my mind being destroyed by Brother Liang." Party Zishan showed an expression of self-hatred.

"You seem like that resentful woman."

Lu Yu raised his head and looked at the sky, the sunlight stung his eyes.

Maybe we will all end up facing the sun, maybe looking up is what makes it sting and grow.