Peace at heart is Love

I feel like coming back after 100 years before

thanks to the dream of last night ..how does it feel like to be awaken in a dream with someone you haven't been for so long for that long but it is still there inside of you otherwise this dream will just fly away as any other And it did but things started to remind the another things and from that all from that space of joy in the moment the feelings and longing came to live like a spring awakening of some kind how I could forget your existence for so long and keep you that far ...or maybe its not me maybe that's life that's all what has been brought in the now the too much of too much.

Diving in my private space just for a day at a time I want it to last forever I am just too old to bring it all further more for now.

If there was a time that words could flow with the same mind as mine my writing my poetry would be a great fluid and solid way a divine

No space in here to hide no space in here with peace

Everywhere noises you can never truly sleep

The ageing took it dominant role and that's when you just should say No to All

And it's not like I could never had him because If I really wish to I could have him but I know what kind of creature hides behind so I never will let such individual to eat me alive..... again.

No matter the fire no matter the pain no I say definitely no and never ever truly again will you be able to call my name.

Love doesn't await the Moron games.

It truly is there but it chooses who might not be that kind fair.

Ever enough had this tiny guy playing female game ? You have no idea what is inside his brain ..so why does he speaks to me differently ....what's the aim why does all people speak to me differently ?

Not even calling by my name, what's their real aim in naming and calling my name for their own selfish aim

I declare to not meet any single individual in real or virtual who is real and truth since longer than ever ever ever and I don't blame I am just I am the being not in the game.

Your coat should be covered in Shame while mine should be throwing peacocks from pockets full of proudly being inclined.

Did I loose anything or anyone out of that !

Well I don't mind my life is in waves of spiraling between the being the living aim light to declare that I was never in the now that I truly became.

Wear me in your heart because no other will have such a chance to be frankly attract to what has been given to You for ?!?

?!? Free but you can't feel can't see You are a tiny little spy to what has happened to me through all these life and how can you know for real ?

If you never asked behind social reality there is a completely different life that none of us will carry to the public eye of a trust.

That is why the world must have been constructed with the seed of one lie. It created the chaos the dust and it may never ever be as clear as clean as that as I .

You need to realize as One You are enough truly appreciate every part of your Life.

It's just One time to be alive as such and like that. For a while don't regret anything mistakes foolish steps it all lead You to where You are.

It hasn't been for a reason but to still keep you alive. I know you fight for your freedom your life every day and night and that's why enjoying the moment when you really can is the only possible way of Life.

Right now don't wait just be the now.

Somehow we do know where life has became the maniac parade.

Trust your gut your intuition and the now. Trust that you can have a life with another by your side. Truly loving your every part. The being of You it's his whole life that keeps him fully awaken fully alive for the now and in the now.

The broccoli arrived healthy wise and so happy to meet You alive.