Memory foam loss

It seems that the first time to come to this world, the head of severe pain, so I feel sleepy. The head of a bed of a male and a female surprise looked at me, happily called: "daughter, you finally woke up!" I looked at them stupidly, and the doctor came in and said, "She's lost her memory. Don't push her too hard." After that, I didn't want to hear what they said. Through the window, I saw a cherry tree, very beautiful, flowers fall, floating, like a rain of petals, beauty, beauty is miserable...

I thought: If they say, my parents, maybe they are. After all, I just came into this world. "Dad, mom, I want to go down in the sun." Excited, they led me downstairs, and I let them lead me. To be honest, their hands are warm, but my heart seems to be cold, really cold...

Downstairs, I stood on tiptoe, open arms, for the sun. I think, I like the way it feels, it feels like I'm closer to the sun, warm and sweet. Mother said, when I leave hospital, rest a few days to send me to school, school? I thought silently, familiar with...

In this way, I returned to my own home, everything around, are so familiar. It's as if nothing has changed here. The doll at the head of the bed seemed to have never cried and smiled brightly. It's like now I'm... In fact, it is good to forget everything, no sadness, no sadness, no pain, no trouble...

This day, I came to the familiar and strange school. Look at this. So familiar. So familiar. A group of students, so busy, he, the boy, I saw him, he recognized me, I don't know who he was. The students saw me, why their eyes full of contempt eyes? Even him. I was so upset. I went to a window seat, a corner that no one was looking at... Looking at the sky through the window, there was no sun, no warmth, no temperature, I looked straight at it, as if I could see through it. Oh! This sad world. Can be...

Until I met her -- a bright, lively girl. She never looked at me contemptuously, and we became good friends. We play together, go to school together... A year later, unfortunately, she is gone, she is gone forever, never to come back, a year ago she got cancer... She was taken from her by death... Silently I even cried, looking at her photo, the photo of her smile is so brilliant...

One day, I went to the beach where I had played with her and had a cup of coffee. I looked out the window at the sky, where the sun's remnants had dyed the clouds red and sprinkled the coffee, covering it with a mysterious golden veil. I haven't seen such sunshine in a long time... I reached out to catch a ray of sunshine, but it slipped through my fingers. The heart echoed with a touch of loss.

Later, I used to be alone, used to a person in the lonely when listening to music. She used to tell me with a smile that it took her mind off her troubles and kept everything separate.

There are many people in the world who use trust to create emotions and then abandon it for personal gain. Detest... But was the maker at fault? I don't think so... But were those who were deceived at fault? No... No one is wrong, this world only hypocrisy...

Yeah, I remember. I remember everything. He, the boy who loved me, I loved... Originally, how he pet me, hurt me. That time, I in order to see him, I had a car accident, although death did not take me, but I also temporarily lost memory...... It chills me to think of the look in his eyes at school...

The world is small, so small that when you turn around, you don't know who you will meet. The world is big, when you turn around, you don't know what you will lose. Memory is just used to remember sadness, this world has too much sadness...

Foam lost memory...