Love you so much

　I do not understand what I want to say, I can only think of what to say. I would love to talk to you or to a good friend about what's on my mind, but I don't have any complete thoughts to express, only in my words, I can say my mind's messy thoughts without fear.

　　You often say that I have a mental problem, I also think that I am a crazy person. I sometimes can not understand my actions, because the former I will not be like that, because you appear, I sometimes do not know themselves, I think my emotions, the mood is not controlled by me, completely controlled by you, I think this is not good, always around you, I am also afraid of you annoyed, afraid of you fear me, afraid you can not stand. I know I can't bother you too much, you should have your own space, you still have a lot of your things to do, I want to do should have been standing behind you silently supporting you, tired I can give you a little comfort, but, but, but, every time I let you very annoyed, I am also very sad, I hate that kind of self, increase your unhappiness, I hate very much hate that kind of self, perhaps, too much love you, but let me become so selfish, I think I should not be like that, you are not my alone, you or your family, is your friends, I can not monopolize all your time and space, I can not turn my love into another harm to you, I think I trust you, I want to give you some space and time. I want to give you my best love, the deepest love.

　　You often say that you were Where is not good, I want to say that I love such you, no matter how bad you are, no one can replace your position in my heart, I love you, only love you, this is an indisputable fact, no matter how you are, I will always stay by your side, even if you leave, I will still be waiting for you in the same place. Because I love you. Will always keep on loving. I know I'm not good, a lot of bad, but I'm willing to change myself for you, into your favorite model, I just hope you don't leave me, I'm afraid, once without you, my world will collapse, I'm afraid that without you I can no longer be happy, I'm afraid that without you I will give up on myself. Darling, forgive me, for loving you so much.

　　You said that many times you understand my behavior because I care too much about you and love you too much, love to the point of being unable to extricate myself, I do not deny that this is true, I have no way not to love you, not to care about you. I know I am not good, many are not as good as other girls, but I will try to do, you love that look, how I hope to see you every day with a smile on your face, you can see you happy, I know that is very difficult, very difficult. But when you are annoyed, when you are sad, I hope you will remember that there is always that one person who is heartbroken and also troubled by your troubles. I hope that I bring you happiness and goodness. I don't want to be a burden to you, dear, when you are annoyed I hope to help you share, I am willing to be your listener, if you want to be alone, in the future I will be good and give you quiet, I will wait for you to come in a good mood if I can't make you happy, can you not push me away, I will stay quietly by your side and never be unreasonable again. Okay, honey.

　　You said there is no need to let others know that we are together, no need to deliberately show. Well, as long as you stay with me, whatever is fine. Although I don't mind... I would love to hang out with you, with your friends, or with my friends, but it doesn't matter if I think about it, it's good to have you. Maybe you're not used to it... Well... Then let me get used to your habits...

　　You say you are a person who does not want tomorrow, who does not want the future. I know you won't have any commitment, so I don't want any commitment, you say I'm stupid or say I'm stupid. I'm just like that, you don't want the future, then I don't want, it because I don't know how I'm going to think about the future without you. You said the future is unknown, since it is unknown, then there is that possibility that I can always be with you, right, right? So, I want to believe in the future. I don't care what I end up waiting for, I admit it, I won't leave, and my heart never leaves, it's full of you, and I can't sway it. My dear, I hope you can forgive me, I do not know how to be good, I only know that without you, I will not be happy, my happiness is to have you every day.

　　I also aspire to that so-called good later, but I want to say that without you I would rather not that later, no matter where, no matter what, I just have you in, is my greatest comfort, only you can give me full of peace of mind. I love you, not about your appearance, not about what background, not about what a bunch of mess, I love you, are you the person, my love for you has exceeded my imagination, no matter what happens, I just hope to stay by your side. Always.

　　No matter how your thoughts change, or how your mood changes, do not push me away, OK? I'm really scared, I'm scared that you'll go away again like that day, I'm scared, my mind is blank ... I can't live without you...

　　Every time I'm with you, I'm at ease. Every time I have to part with you, I am very sad, very sad. You say, make it look like a parting of the life-like why, oh, just can not miss you... You say why every time you ask you out or let you accompany me, I have to be in that way, I do not want that, I also feel that I am not good, even the courage to ask you out, I do not understand why, I think I am useless ... Very useless... You say I can do anything but eat, you're wrong, I'm not always thinking about food, okay, I think about you or think about you every day, you say I'm sick, I also think I'm sick, otherwise, how can I be full of you, all of you, also think about you in class, also think about you after class, also think about you listening to songs, also think about you eating, even dreaming of sleeping with you... I am often distracted by my friends because I am thinking about you again without noticing... I want to eat a lot of good food with you, I also want to go to play together, to fly kites, to see the sea of flowers, to go anywhere, I often fantasize about being with you, playing together, going crazy together... At the end of the day, I would think, I can not go anywhere, it would be good to stay by your side... I know it's not possible, but you still have a lot to do. Don't worry, honey, I'll be good and give you space to do your own thing, I'll cherish every minute with you.

　　I don't know how fast time flies, I still have a lot to say, I can't finish it all at once. I hope you are happy, darling, every time I see you smile I feel so happy, so happy, so happy... I love to stare at you, perhaps, in your opinion, I look like a psycho, but I think looking at you I also feel so happy, that is a kind of enjoyment, especially when you see me smile. Hey, hey... I want to say that I love to hug you pinch = = although thin, but feel good, of course, that also requires courage.

　　Honey, I don't know what you're doing ~ although almost every day, I still miss you every day... I will be good in the future ...