Finding peace of mind in the process

Another summer day has come and gone, the sun and breeze have arrived as expected, and everything is abundant and vibrant. People in the fields are harvesting wheat and are busy. A slightly hot wind blew across my cheeks, as if it was quietly knocking at my heart: Summer is here, do you know?

I only knew that summer would come near the beginning of the two-month long summer vacation, as if it was arranged by God, and it came by chance. However, I was overwhelmed by the mumbling in my heart.

I asked a crazy kid on the side of the road, "Do you know why summer is coming?" "When spring is gone, summer will come!" What a concise answer, so that my hot heart began to calm down, spring has gone, summer will naturally come, not only that, autumn, winter will also follow, continue to bring a different color, this - just a regular process, a simple process.

The process, a profound word, everything in the world is related to it: the emergence of a large lush tree is a seedling hard growing process, the early spring that a small stream winding is the process of melting hard ice, the fluttering of butterflies next to the oddball is the process of caterpillars into chrysalis and then break the cocoon. I gradually realized that no one can ignore this powerful magic, otherwise it will be nothing, waiting for the waste of time.

When I was in junior high school, I was so homesick that my parents' reprimands and teachers' persuasions didn't take effect, so I would impatiently ask myself: why are you different from others, why can't you be stronger? At that time, I was even worried about whether I would be wasted in high school and college because of homesickness. Gradually, after three years of junior high school and the curtain of high school, the problem of homesickness was quietly hidden away, without the sleepless nights of the past, and without those weak tears, the aggravation of my studies made me have no time to care about this. Later I realized that human growth is a process, I can't escape it, I must be slowly strong, nature gives you the body, nature will give you a process to develop. In the process of growing up there will be a lot of not as good or goals not reached, but must not rush, take your time, perhaps after you struggle for a while will come to a sudden realization, the willow will be bright, everything will be beautiful.

I didn't do well on my first exam in high school, and although I made some progress on my second exam, I still didn't reach my goal, so naturally, I was disappointed and discouraged for a while. But every time I quieted my mind, I would tell myself this: "High school life and learning is a process in your life, and since something is not as good as it should be in this process, it means that there are still some parts of you that are not doing well or not completing those steps that should be completed." I then had the confidence to face the future and have been working on it because I know that I can only succeed if I take the process step by step and complete it step by step. As I read a story: hitting a slab with a hammer, the second before it cracks and the moment it cracks are two very different states, the former remains unharmed while the latter becomes a broken stone. And I am willing to keep hitting, because I believe that the efforts in this process have been internalized into the cornerstone of success, as long as perseverance, at a certain second, the victory is already standing in front of you!

I am reminded of Pushkin's quote, "Everything is transient, everything will pass; and that which has passed will become dearly missed." I always admonish myself, in the process of life as long as the silent work, do not have to deliberately guess their own future or success or failure, as long as in the process of seeking peace of mind!