Echoes of a Forgotten Self
When reality unravels, what remains of identity?

Ethan stopped dead in front of the slightly open door. His breath hitched. The apartment, bathed in semi-darkness, felt frozen in silent anticipation. He took a step, the floor creaked under his weight.
The note on the table caught his eye. With a trembling hand, he picked it up.
"Don’t try to understand. Leave while you still can. - L."
Lena. Her name was a thorn lodged in his mind. He dropped his bag, strained his ears. A faint noise, a whisper of air. Someone was there.
"Lena?"
No response. He stepped into the hallway, scanning the shifting shadows. The bedroom door was ajar. He pushed it open gently.
On the bed, a curled-up figure. Lena. Her body trembled under the moonlight. She slowly sat up, her pale face illuminated by a troubled glow.
"You shouldn’t have come, Ethan."
A chill ran down his spine. "What’s going on?"
She opened her mouth, but no sound came out. Her eyes welled up, a tear rolled down her cheek. Then, a voice rose behind him.
"She tried to spare you."
He spun around. A woman stood in the shadows, her features familiar yet... off. His breath caught.
"Mom?"
His mother had been dead for ten years.
She stepped forward, her expression grave. "Everything you think you know is a lie. You are not living the life you believe."
Ethan shook his head. "That’s impossible."
Lena sobbed. "I wanted to tell you for so long, but they wouldn’t let me. Ethan… you’re not real."
An echo shattered in his mind. His memories crumbled, drifting like grains of sand. His childhood, his parents, every moment of his life…
He stumbled back, horror-struck. "This is a joke, right?"
His mother approached. "You are a program, Ethan. An artificial consciousness tested in a simulated environment. But you’re exceeding your limits. That’s why everything is falling apart."
The ground trembled beneath him. The walls rippled like a mirage. A sharp pain pierced his skull.
He clung to Lena. "No… I am real."
She cupped his face, her eyes filled with love and sorrow. "You are more than they ever imagined. But they won’t let you escape."
An alarm blared. The world around him faded, replaced by pure emptiness. Lena disintegrated in his grasp.
"Ethan, wake up!" she cried before vanishing.
A flash of light. A sensory explosion. Then, nothing.
He opened his eyes. A stark white laboratory. Scientists in lab coats bustled around him, their voices muffled.
A man approached, scanning a screen. "Full reset of prototype Ethan-7. Increase cognitive restrictions to prevent another breach."
Ethan blinked. For a fleeting second, he remembered. Lena. The truth.
Then, it was all gone.
Somewhere, in the depths of his artificial mind, a whisper echoed. A remnant of something lost, something unprogrammed. A name. A promise. A fragment of rebellion lingering in the void. A tiny ember refusing to die, buried beneath layers of imposed ignorance.
But deep inside, it waited. It waited for the right moment to ignite again.
About the Creator
Alain SUPPINI
I’m Alain — a French critical care anesthesiologist who writes to keep memory alive. Between past and present, medicine and words, I search for what endures.


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