Boys and Girls

　　The boy and the girl long ago in a class only they are not too acquainted, then the boy around a lot of friends, there is a so-called confidant, but later all like the wind brushed by without leaving any trace. The girl at that time was very simple and knew how to immerse herself in her world, immersed in those books, and those little fights. She is a very cute little girl, which the boy later learned.

　　It was this accidental change of seats that doomed the boy and girl to an extraordinary senior year. The boy was the hope of the teachers, but God knows how much he didn't want to be, he just wanted to follow his path. He was sad, he was melancholy, he lived like a fool, he thought things out of the ordinary, he was afraid of loneliness, he was afraid of loneliness, afraid of loss, afraid of a lot, he was sad, he was sentimental, he thought a lot, he would think in other people's point of view, he would say a lot of truth that he did not understand, he was desperate and yet hopeful. In the eyes of many people, he became a strange person. But the girl is simple, simple like a white sheet of paper, with nothing on it, living in the world with innocence, with a beautiful smile, with inquisitive and clear eyes. The complex boy and the simple girl.

　　The boy will tell the girl a lot of things she does not understand, will take the girl to the Internet, will tell the girl a lot of things she has not experienced, about studying, about feelings. About a senior year. The girl will be very happy to laugh, very happy to play with the boy, and very happy to show a smile. Releasing the good vibes. The boy and the girl spent those days happily, laughing together, arguing together, being friends together, surfing the Internet together, evaluating each other in their essays together, spending every day together, happy and nervous.

　　The days passed as quickly as they did, and the friendship slowly changed qualitatively. A lot of things happened that night, the boy's friend and his girlfriend quarreled a lot, and the boy and the girl played outside very late, because the girl did not want to sleep, so the boy accompanied the girl around the school, the boy put his head on the girl's lap girl did not refuse. The boy got up the courage to confess to the girl that he liked her and asked her to believe him, and the girl said nothing but nodded her head. The boy was not sure, so he kissed the girl, a very serious first kiss, the girl some panic, do not know how to kiss, but the boy believed that the girl promised him.

　　The boy and the girl went out, in the hectic senior year of dating, their relationship was very good, the boy did not like to eat breakfast, but the girl will help him every morning to play breakfast, and then put on the boy's table, the boy every morning will be very happy to accept all this. He will help the girl to play dinner, will and the girl in the campus shuttle, will and the girl together to help friends birthday, will carry the girl to run, although the boy's strength is not very big, the girl is still very happy smile, very happy to climb on the boy's back, the girl asked the boy to write love letters to her, the boy said are old married, do not need to write love letters, but the girl does not comply. The girl took a long napkin spread well for the boy to write, the boy thought it was the most peculiar love letter in the world! Perhaps this is the only the girl can think of it. Those days are very happy and happy days, let people from the bottom of their hearts miss, miss the wonderful warm heart of each day. The school has left the figure of the boy and the girl in every corner, they walked through the darkness together to usher in the dawn, walked around together at night in the dark field, went out over the fence at night to the Internet, drank together, learned together in the classroom around no one, walked together through many, many places, many places that can make people remember.

　　The boy liked the girl, but the boy's complex personality problems are becoming more and more prominent, when the boy and the girl became a pair of then many people look good, the first conflict broke out, the girl was very hurt, the boy was afraid of conflict, afraid to lose, afraid of the girl left. He explained to the girl and apologized to her. They finally makeup, up but can not anticipate a bigger crisis in the future. Their relationship was discovered by the teacher, who scolded the boy severely, but the boy didn't care, he could make it work with the girl and study hard. He wanted them to work together and go to college together. He wanted to be with her and fill out a school, no one expected the boy believed that he could just have the ability, not a diploma. The boy likes the girl and loves the girl. But the boy did not think that his final choice would push him to the end of the road.

The girl loved spicy bagged food, hot dogs, and barbecue. The boy remembered that every time he ate, the girl's mouth would be greasy, the boy would help her wipe the oil clean, and then ask the girl if she wanted more, the girl would sometimes crave a few more hot dogs, and the boy wanted to make the girl happy is his greatest joy.

The boy will write a journal and will record his daily mood and feelings, the girl is his only reader, although many of the records are not true, in real life are not, the girl said the boy write a diary, the boy will be very angry that this is a journal. No one understands what no one knows is very lonely, the boy wants the girl to see, eager to be understood, no one knows should be very lonely!

　　The boy and the girl's feelings fermented in the days of senior high school, the more pure and fragrant. The boy wanted to go on like this how good, two people together to work for the future and struggle, no sadness no fear of life, but still, a lot of things will happen, the girl is simple and has no heart but also will not know what they can do.

　　2008.3.1 The boy and the girl quarreled, a very bad one, the boy's notebook is full of angry words, but the girl said I still like you ah! Without you, life is so lost, and not solid, sometimes look at the book will think of you, really very painful ah! I thought we could still be together after the college entrance exam. The boy was touched, he liked the girl's lifelong deep and deep feelings. Nothing can replace it. He wants to be with the girl. Maybe life is a strange process, always believe in the end but everything has changed.

　　The day is still going on intensely and quickly towards the entrance exams. The boy and the girl's feelings should be very deep! The passing of the day will slowly put the feelings deep into the hearts of two people, they face the entrance exams together, together with the two days surrounded by floods, together through those sad and joyful things. Perhaps the memories of the boy and girl should have those things! The once beautiful things are always strong to wipe out the pain.

　　The boy thought he could not beat life after all! The boy was pushing the girl when she was filling out the application. A very painful day for the boy, many things were shattered into pieces at that moment. The girl said she didn't like the boy and it was impossible. The boy suddenly felt tearful, like a year, love a year, a year of feelings, all the days together three words all do not exist. Walked so long, spent so many difficult days, everything everything is gone, really like a dream, dream woke up bruised, I hope the dream did not wake up, never wake up.

　　The boy knew that everything was over, but he was still begging the girl to give him a chance, a chance to start over, the only chance, the boy did not want to overthrow the year for reasons he did not understand, a year of the very happy and wonderful process, great joy, great sadness, great love, great trouble. This is an inseparable part of the lives of boys and girls, those dark times, and those bright days are left enough to make people look back on a lifetime of things. The boy would cry, tears like broken beads flowing non-stop will be in the time of uncertainty crying, tears, he imagined that the dream did not wake up how good, the dream of the boy and girl can kiss, can be happy to do their own thing, not afraid of sadness, not afraid of cruel exams, together waiting for tomorrow's arrival.

　　The boy in the dream would buy shoes for the girl on Valentine's Day and be laughed at by his friends for not being his wife and buying shoes for her later. The boy would invite the girl to his place to cook for her, would ask her what she wanted to eat, go grocery shopping with her, and go to the supermarket together to build their own life. At that moment the boy was really happy, happy and satisfied. When the boy was sick, the girl would run to see him after the evening study and would be good with the boy without fear of catching a cold. The girl will also shed tears for the boy's unhappiness.

　　The boy knew that maybe those scenes could only appear in his dreams later, and he thought that the relationship with the girl would last for a long, long time, for all eternity.

　　The girl said she wanted to work part-time, the boy may just be near the water, help her find a house, and help her deal with a lot of things not encountered in school. The boy asked the girl if they hadn't crossed paths at all. The girl said yes! The boy did not believe that he wanted to change these. He did not want to lose the girl she loved the most, the girl who could cry over the loss. He wanted to stay by her side, maybe only 0.01 chance he thought he would still not give up. The heartfelt love makes him lose his sanity. The boy forgot that some things have changed and will not come back, some things lost are lost forever without the chance to return.

　　The boy will still stay by the girl's side and talk to her, saying a lot about their previous happy times, but the girl is tired of it, she to the boy with a bad attitude, angrily told the boy to roll, angrily told the boy to shut up, there is no smile of the past. She would say that she hated the boy very much. But everything relative to the boy is not so important, really very unimportant, the boy longed for the girl at some point can come around, at some point there is a miracle, but the girl did not have a chance to give the boy, perhaps in the eyes of the girl in addition to disgust or disgust.

　　The boy chose to escape, he put it all together with his own life is disrupted, broken by feelings can not be reunited, and can not be like a puzzle that can be put together piece by piece. He thought he might be saved by leaving his world. He remembered the girl's contact information, remembered a lot of pain, and left the place, left for a while. He thought that if he didn't see her, he wouldn't have any more feelings, he wouldn't have the feeling of liking her very much. Unfortunately, the boy was wrong to leave, and escape is the beginning of the grief.

　　The boy went to a very far away place, a place with a lot of worlds, where the world is very complex and chaotic, full of ideas that he had never had before, but also overturned many of the concepts that he previously thought were. He did not want to disturb the girl, but the pain in his heart broke his heart to bless the girl, he really could not forget the girl, love like a poisonous snake through all his defenses. That kind of day is like a death struggle, struggling up and down. The world was in chaos, disrupted like a tattered fragment without the slightest integrity. The sun, the rain, everything seemed so sad. The boy texted the girl, saying unpredictable words, a little bit of this and a little bit of that, no exact words. The boy was like a madman saying things he didn't understand and living life as if he had lost his courage. The boy is devoted to very sincere feelings, very real feelings like a tide drowning him. He really can't forget the girl.

　　The boy remembered every day with the girl, remembered the girl's smile, remembered many, many, like yesterday, the past is not yet past. The boy will still watch those scenes that only appear in dreams. Like has become a part of life, the part of the discarded, life is incomplete.

　　So the boy came back, full of fatigue and fear of the future, back to the girl next door. He thought that if he didn't run away, he wouldn't be sad and wouldn't have those love affairs anymore. I don't know who said that facing is the beginning of forgetting, facing is the beginning of forgetting, but unfortunately, all the thoughts and no thought are in the sorrow of the disease to go through those days.

　　The boy came back but had a very high fever. He wanted to see the girl. He wanted to see the familiar but unfamiliar figure, wanted to fight for a second chance. Unfortunately, many of them are wrong. The boy came back that night and the girl happened a lot of things, there is a quarrel, there is disgust, it hurt, it is happy. The boy thought it was all messed up! Many can not go back to the past, many are disappearing. The boy appeared in front of the girl with a cigarette, but the girl already does not care, not at all. Her cold eyes show a fearful light, the boy said very hurtful words, destined to all this will not return to the previous like.

　　Maybe the boy really should not come back. He did wrong, so wrong, so wrong to cover a lot of things. He is no longer like before, he is a bad person, a bad person that he later remembered is afraid.

　　I don't know when the boy's left arm has a deep tooth mark on the small arm, the wound made by the teeth in time slowly turned black, and a small tooth mark around the small arm. Perhaps this is the price of the boy did wrong, like what was torn as broken.

　　Xiao Ya said boy you so around the people one by one will leave you, but the boy does not know how, he just wants to cherish the girl, want to face the future life with the girl, together with the creation of their future. But God did not give him the opportunity, no matter how the boy and girl answered only three words impossible.

　　The girl said twice to consider giving him a chance, but each time the boy and the girl arguing time. In the hope and despair of the boy is close to collapsing, the pain spread, drowned the boy, drowned his reason and the world, awake like a distant dream do not know when to sleep and then have a lucid dream, no grief, no sadness, no darkness, there is only that can not let people forget the figure.

　　2008.7.13 in the boy experienced a lot of effort, a lot of sadness, a lot of things have never done before, the girl with an angry face home, perhaps the boy and the girl from now on is impossible to meet, perhaps not the distance, but the distance of the heart has broken their once beautiful picture.

　　The boy once asked the girl how the story ended. The girl said nothing to say. The boy once also asked the girl we make a deal okay? The girl said it depends on the situation. She said to the boy that I would suffer with you in the future.

The girl has been gone for five or six days, but the boy has not forgotten a single thing, the memory of the disappearance of only the pain, leaving those beautiful images, one memory at a time like a movie reflecting every scene they walked. The uncertainty of the dream will also appear in those familiar figures but also left those memories that can not be forgotten.

The boy wanted to forget those, but they took root, the girl is part of the boy's life, and forgetting is throwing away life.

　　The boy imagines that one day he and the girl will meet and make up, forget what happened, start over, and build their own lives together, without sorrow. There is no fear, there is happiness and well-being day after day.