Blurry Nights & Fetishes

And it clocks [] 11 pm as every beam of light ceases to exist, the memories crawl past the dark meadows. Dazzled by the exhilarating beauty of the starry night I stare blankly into space with a heart so full and heavy.

A void creeps in slowly and steadily, weighing down every ounce of my body. I stand startled as the spectrum of emotions runs down my cold spine.

Contentment, joy and satisfaction yet a deepening sadness in hiding. Unable to navigate the sense of unease, overtaking my consciousness in a split second, the mind does a quick run back in time.

The shimmering galaxies cover the earth in pixie sawdust as the mirrored thoughts of undefined moments gleam past a thin spectra of light.

Picturing the myriad feverous blue night, my hand caresses the layers of the life that was once well packaged with dares and delights.

The hour freezes as the clouds depart in obedience unleashing each stroke of demeanour to reveal the role-play character. With a clearer and entitled vision, I see a figure standing past the curtains of the mid.

I stare past the ruggedness of the night as it takes over the misty skies. A time when the world goes into a fermented solitude; hiding, and all that is left is a blanket of gloomy unilluminated shade of darkness that envelopes the earth transforming it to a rich canvas of hues filled with eerie emotions and enchant.

A flush of intense calmness gushes across my face as my cheeks blush in pink, I look into the thick air witnessing my 'hope' positioned at an arm's distance away from me.

The tangy wind brushes my pale skin, lost beyond thought, as I plunge through the twisted maze I envy time.

With each moment well encapsulated with thy mystery and suspense, and the several minute frames of fathomless potraits captured picturesquely in the bubble of divinity ....

Words escape my lips softly as I twitch in comfort admiring thy beauty.

The gentle stroke you set your hair with, the explicit movement of your eyes and your ever-so-witty smile ... weakening my knees, I stand unaltered mesmerized by your charm. So angelic indeed.

Overwhelmed by intense warmth, as tears escape my cheeks - the crawling saltiness on my upper lip forces my eyes wide open bringing me back to reality.

Oh! how do I describe the solace you bring or the peace your presence devours?

A heart that swells with joy and overwhelming postivity,

The pleasant mellow embrace that envelops with an earnest sense of completeness,

With sweat engulfing my palms and mind boggling with anticipation,

The world ceases to exist.

Oh the flutter! The butterflies and mind throb!

Making my heart race, oh you have captured my soul in its entirety. The subtle fetishes!

A being so dear! The celestial sancutrity achieved in tranquility!

The earnest desire to to live, the longing for distance to fade and for miles to become minutes..?

The journey that we've embarked on is beautiful yet challenging - what the future holds is unknown and its fruits to bear undisclosed. The path we travel seems to near its closure.

As the bridge we stand on takes us down on different paths, we wait for that uninterrupted pause for the timely display of the naunces of affection, flickering swiftly, daring to cut - throat the fascination we behold..

Is it not soulship that we desire, A sealed bond of companionship?

The dreams, desires and concealed fetishes.

Blowing right away, drifting through the ether, detaching the timely being to souvenir.

The Yearning Solidarity we Desire - One that can never be fulfilled.