Beanstalk

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A D D I T I O N # 473

-yet despite the sounds of stomping thunder and heavy rainfall beating against my ears, it’s always these damn cuddle bugs in my mind that wake me in the night. God how I’ve wished for this little place to be thicker, nights in a busted tent can only make the outside world sound closer, I hate it. These beings, these creatures, god’s amongst men. We’ve decayed to ants in comparison to them. It’s haunting, such a deconstructive thought to the soul, yet all that ever gets to pass my mind is the sound of sex. sex. sex… It’s been so long since I’ve shared a partner and even then I hadn’t a clue of my actions, neither had she. We’d loved before, but never like this, only now could we truly feel comfortable with someone, god how I’ve missed her. On the off chance anyone ever finds my writings I wouldn’t want to leave you questioning her, she died, a very long time ago. When they had arrived actually, these giants. She had died the same way most did. You know. My dear god the sight of it I can remember clearly, from the clouds in the sky, legs would step down onto our home, shattering our ground like glass. Then, hands all in unison would parts the clouds from above and grab onto us, taking us into the sky with them. I remember the feeling, the same feeling I had held in my youth when I had first lost my religion, I remember thinking to myself, chuckling almost.

“…we- we can’t be alone.”

We were not. It was that feeling exactly! Replicated to fit this scenario as most feelings do. The feeling of your body, your spirit, your soul shrinking at the scale of it. I sat in terror, frozen, as these hands of god’s came down and grabbed onto my people, my neighbors, my families, my friends. They were all taken from me eventually, yet there was only one taken right before my eyes. Her. I hate myself for how vividly I remember the moment. Her eyes locked onto mind and her body is trapped between the clutches of fingers the size of buildings. My entire essence screaming towards her, towards the monsters taking her from me. There is nothing. No reaction. I stand there alone again, she was my completion. It’s silly now though I guess. God dammit it’s my fault isn’t it? Christ. Dammit. DAMMITTTTTTTTTTTTT(&#658301@@%+/;,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

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What am I doing.

What the hell am I doing in this life without you?

This world is broken, this rain is endless, every second I hope the god’s still on this planet find me and crush me like an insect. I’m only asking for a single step upon my fragile body! This wasteland! I hate it! ihateitihateitihateit!!! Every inch of this planet is dirt. Every fucking inch. All our world is now is the footprints of god. The world is crumbled, I’ll never truly know when and if I’ll just suddenly be stepped on. How god damn depressing! STEPPED. ON. Humankind everyone! For centuries we evolved only to become the cockroaches of another species.

A D D I T I O N # 474

She could live. I had to stop typing during my last entry after noticing the color of the rain outside in the moonlight. It was red. Blood red I swear it. I let it hit my hand and I couldn’t believe it. I put on my coat and went out get some sort of clue as to what this was and, the god’s, I saw them, the giants were fighting, for the first time I saw them fighting each other. The rain fell consistently as did their impacts, thunderous and destructive each. One threw a sound-shattering blow to the jaw of the other sending blood out of it’s mouth and to our ground stretching for miles. The victor simply walked away as the fallen giant was coming closer to the surface. Finally his body fell to the ground, the impact, it mimicked the sound of thunder, it was and had been the sound of thunder for days now, now I had finally seen it. I’d never been this close, he had fallen a couple miles from me, god fucking dammit I was this close to them, I came back here and grabbed my weapons, I was going to try with everything in my power to keep this fucker dead. When I had reached the fallen creature I noticed. A giant necklace laying on it’s chest. I climbed the creature, walked along it’s body, and there it was, my mind still hasn’t processed it yet. There was laying a giant heart-shaped locket, a pink glass surrounded the thing, inside I saw sections, hundreds, each with a different creature, there were aliens, monsters, fucking demons! They all lay dead to the impact of the giant’s fall. Dear god, one of the sections carried a human, one of us, a man who appeared to be in his late fifties. They live. Up there! With them! All of us who were taken stay in the sky, maybe off this world but alive! I have to I have to I must-

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find her! Dammit! no.

A D D I T I O N # 475

I’ve tried and I’ve tried all that I could to find a charger or a way to charge to this thing, but it’s not even mine, I found it in an abandoned city miles north from here, figured I could keep my writings on here, how stupid. You don’t need to charge paper but I guess even in the end of the world I still managed to be lazy. Anyways I figured if I were to write in here again then it would be for the last time and that I would know what I want to say. So here is goes. I’ll try and be quick! I’ve cracked it, I know now how to get there attention, I’m going to find her, I’m going to go up there and see their world for the first time, then, and I promise you. I’m going to find you Akayla-

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A D D I T I O N # 476

I don’t know what to say. Christ, Jack…. I love you so much, and god I miss you. I’ve just finished reading this all, I’m sorry if you would’ve never wanted me to see any of this, I know you my love, you’re forever mine. There isn’t a second in each day where I’m not imagining myself in your arms again. My god, I’m sorry, I’m so sorry, I know this pain, I’m sorry I gave you this same pain for years. Yet, through all that, you found me my love, you found me. I miss you so god damn much and I’m lost now that you’re gone.

I love you forever,

and forever yours…

Akayla.

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