What's it like to have a bad family of origin?

Her sister's name is "Jiao Jiao". She was brought up as a child.

My name is "Pan Di", because my parents earnestly hope that the third child is a son.

The birth of my brother brought me only bad luck.

He blinded me in one eye with a compass, and the school raised 20000 yuan for my medical expenses.

Turning around, my mother took it away and bought drums for her favorite son.

01

My right eye was stabbed blind by my brother Huang Xiaohu.

That day, he didn't know what to smoke and tore up my finished homework. I just shouted at him angrily, and he opened his teeth and claws to scratch my face with a compass.

I dodged, but I didn't.

The sharp compass foot pierced my eyeball at once, and the blood light burst in front of my eyes.

It's too painful... It seems that all the senses are left with the sharp and superimposed pain of the eye.

I curled up beside the bed for a long time until Xia Guifen came back from playing cards.

Originally, I thought she would beat me because of the fight between my brother and me, but that day, she didn't talk to me directly.

When I went to school on the weekend, my eyes had been inflamed and festered, and I felt like being stung by a nest of fire ants all the time.

The teacher still couldn't stand it and called the parents. Xia Guifen scolded and led me to see a doctor.

As soon as I heard the doctor say that the debridement operation would cost 20000 in the hospital, she took me home directly.

"Debt collector, who let you do nothing? This injury can be washed with normal saline." She said impatiently.

My eyes are getting worse day by day, painful, swollen and congested, and look like monsters.

"Don't be afraid, it will be cured. We raise money at school to collect medical expenses." Shen Du comforted me that he had just stayed up late to help me make fund-raising materials. The morning light slanted from the window onto his beautiful side face. He looked brighter than the morning light. When the gentle eyes fell on my eyes, the pain seemed to be temporarily cured.

Shen Du always did what he said. The teachers and students of the school were mobilized by him to donate money. We really made up 20000 yuan.

My eyes had a chance to be cured.

At that time, Mingming gave all the money to the hospital.

I waited with hope for the doctor to arrange the operation, but I didn't expect that hope would be dashed in such an embarrassing way.

"You quack doctors, you cheat money. If your eyes get inflamed, it costs 20000 yuan. I want to report you!" I don't know how Xia Guifen knew about it, so she ran to the hospital and made trouble.

She sat down in the hospital lobby and had to return her money for life or death. "Without parental consent, I see who dares to operate on her!"

Finally, the hospital was overwhelmed by her, so she was willing to refund the money.

Turning around, she generously went to the piano store to buy a set of drums for her baby son Huang Xiaohu.

every single day!

When Huang Xiaohu sat there proudly knocking endlessly and making noise, I couldn't wait to grab his head and hit it! Knock his head on that drum, knock it!

Only then did I confirm that I was not her own.

At night, my eyes hurt so much that I couldn't sleep. I wanted to go to the fridge and secretly put ice on it. Just passing by her bedroom door, I heard my sister Huang Jiaojiao seem to be telling her about me.

"Or did I tell you that the school donated money to her, so you can get 20000 yuan for nothing. How can you buy things for Huang Xiaohu alone?" Huang Jiaojiao complained to her.

Hearing this, my teeth itch with anger. How can she feel so at ease!

"You're a sister. At least give way to your brother. Besides, what do you usually want? I didn't buy it for you?"

"I don't care. If you don't buy me that skirt, I'll tell Huang pandi that she's not your own. You sent your own daughter to her parents' house for fun."

"You child, how do you know?"

"I overheard what you said to your aunt."

"Don't mention it again in the future. Keep your mouth shut. You know, buy you a skirt and get back to bed for me."

Before she came out, I quickly went back to the house, covered my head and hid in the quilt, holding ice in my hand, and the whole figure fell into an ice hole. I said

From childhood to childhood, I didn't wear a new dress, I picked up my sister's old clothes, and I didn't eat a full meal. One day I had an extra piece of meat, Xia Guifen angrily scolded me for being born hungry. If the school hadn't come home with scholarships and subsidies, she wouldn't even let me go to high school. Her husband Huang Darong received a large amount of compensation after the accident at the construction site. The money Huang Xiaohu spent on buying a pair of shoes was enough for me to pay my tuition.

Countless times I doubted whether I had picked it up. Xia Guifen was so mean to me, and the family was stupid and ugly. I didn't look like them at all, but I never thought the truth would be like this.

I curled up on the sheets wet with ice water and felt sick for their insidious shamelessness.

02

To be honest, if it weren't for Shen Du, it's unknown whether I could live to this extent.

When I first went to primary school, everyone in the class ordered milk, but I didn't have it. I had to watch others drink. In fact, I didn't feel embarrassed. Anyway, it was the same at home. I always had to watch those two sisters and brothers eat delicious food.

But Shen Du at the same table said he couldn't finish drinking and wanted to share a cup with me.

Since then, he has started his feeding career for me. In the days when Xia Guifen was too lazy to pay me for my living expenses, I spent my meals slowly, from primary school to high school.

He is not well-off. Most of the time, we can only eat radish and cabbage, and occasionally open a meat dish. There are only threeorfour pieces of meat in a spoonful of stewed chicken with potatoes. He chooses them for me to eat. He says he doesn't like meat.

liar. Obviously, other boys in the class are happy without meat.

When I was in junior high school, my female classmate kept asking me whether I had come or not.

"Why do you ask this? No!" I'm ashamed and angry.

"Really? It can't be here. Excuse me?"

I stared at him and didn't talk to him all afternoon.

The next day, he lavishly carried me a large bag of tampons that could be used for almost half a year. "I think other girls have them, and you should also need them."

It's really yours.

Shen Du has always been gentle and considerate, and he never saw who he had a crush on until one day he ran into Huang Xiaohu and his rascals picking on me outside the school.

It was the first time I saw him fight, one dozen five, especially fierce.

"Don't let me see you bully him in the future." He was hurt all over, so embarrassed that he still talked hard.

When I hurt my eye, Shen Du guessed that it was Huang Xiaohu who moved his hand. After class, he blocked him in the toilet.

That day in the toilet, the howling like a pig went on for a long time.

When I passed by, Huang Xiaohu had collapsed on the ground with blood on his face.

"Enough!" I hugged him and gave him a red eye. It's not worth obstructing his future for this kind of garbage.

He looked back at me with a slight sweat on his forehead. He was fierce and angry, and he was distressed.

That kind of look, I just want to fly away with him.

In my terrible life, Shen Du is like a sunshine shining through the cracks. I dare not pursue too much, afraid that the light will disappear and leave me in the dark.

Unfortunately, I was left alone in the dark at last.

I can't stand it anymore.

03

After I found the information of my biological parents, I immediately sent an anonymous email to my biological father luqingjiang, telling him that his daughter luwenxiang, whom he had raised for 19 years, was not his own.

With the financial resources of the Lu family, it is easy to find their own biological daughter who was held wrong at birth in a small county.

When they came to my house to pick me up, Xia Guifen naturally had a good quarrel.

Her daughter's identity as a fake daughter has been exposed, and this hard-working adopted daughter who has been bullied is about to fly to the branches, which makes her how reconciled.

"Pity me, a widow, who has worked hard to raise her so big. If you say it's yours, it's yours. You can't take her away!" Xia Guifen was crying and howling, and did not mention that she would return her daughter.

Lu Qingjiang didn't want to spend much time talking, so he directly threw the identification report in their face, paid a large amount of alimony at one time and took me away.

If he knew how she "raised" me over the years, he probably wouldn't give me money so readily.

Sitting in Lu Qingjiang's limousine, he was speechless all the way. When he arrived, he said gently, "there is another sister at home. You should get along well in the future."

The daughter who has been raised for more than ten years, although she knows whether she is born, she is also reluctant to send her away.

I looked at him through the rearview mirror. His eyes were a little strange, and his knuckles beat the steering wheel crampedly.

"Yes, father." I smiled cleverly and the tapping stopped.

The car slowly drove into the courtyard full of blue hydrangeas and pink roses, which I had watched many times from a distance.

Lu Wenxuan, dressed in an elegant white dress, stood beside my biological mother Yang Lanting, with an expression of expectation on her face.

And I'm dressed in old clothes that don't fit. Standing with them is like a wild duck sneaking into a flock of swans.

It's hard for Lu Wenxuan to laugh so intimately.

"Sister pan Di, you have suffered for so many years. I feel very sorry for you." She took my hand and was about to cry.

"What does your child have to do with you?" Mother hugged her shoulder. She fell into her arms and cried, "I don't want to leave you, but my sister came back. I'm so afraid you'll hate me and don't want me."

"Silly boy," the father hurried forward to comfort her, "you are all my daughters, why don't you?" It seems that after so many years of pain, I can't see her cry at all.

I stood in the porch and looked at the three of them faintly. Only then did Yang Lanting notice me.

"Pan di." With a cry, her voice was filled with dissatisfaction, "how did you get this name?"

In fact, I also hate this name. It shows what a miserable and unpopular life it is.

"She will be renamed when she changes her registered permanent residence." Lu Qingjiang comforted her.

"Come into the house." Yang Lanting greeted me. She was straightforward and strange to me, and she couldn't look too enthusiastic.

"Your sister and I have chosen some clothes for you to see if you like them."

"Thank you, mom." I said timidly.

In front of me are twoorthree pieces of clothes, brand new, my size. Moreover, they are high luxury brands that I have never seen before.

However, a little water, light pink and light blue, are all the colors and styles that Lu Wenxuan, a little white lotus, will like.

"I like it very much." I pretended to be surprised. "These clothes are very nice."

"Just like it. You can tell your mother what you like and her mother will buy it for you." Yang Lanting's tone was more relieved.

"Yes." I smiled gratefully at her.

Lu Wenxuan rolled his eyes behind his mother.

As the saying goes, it's not terrible to knock clothes together. Whoever is ugly is embarrassed. After I took a bath and put on new clothes, Lu Wenxuan looked really embarrassed.

With the respect of the Huang family, if her facial features are outstanding, it is a genetic miracle. It looks good now, but it's the result of being rich.

I look much better in clothes similar to hers.

Yang Lanting saw that I was somewhat similar to her when she was young, and there was a little more temperature on my face.

Lu Qingjiang was stunned when he saw me at the dinner table, and his voice was mixed with silk. "What a surprise..." he sighed, "just go home."

"Sister, I specially asked the kitchen to prepare a big meal when I knew you were back." I don't believe she is so kind.

Sure enough, the table was full of Western food. Sitting at the table, she almost wrote on her face how I saw you make a fool of yourself.

No, no, she doesn't really think I don't know how to eat.

Forget it, cooperate with her to perform.

I clumsily cut the steak with a knife in my left hand and made the dinner plate creak.

"Sister, you took your knife and fork upside down." Lu Wenxuan reminded me thoughtfully.

"Really? I haven't eaten Western food, sorry. In the past, their family never took me with them for a big meal." I hung my head and explained in embarrassment.

"What do you mean? Why don't they take you?" Lu Qingjiang frowned and asked.

"Those parents don't like me very much and often scold me for being wild. I'm used to it." Drop the bomb lightly.

In an instant, the faces of the three people on the table changed together. His parents were shocked and angry, while Lu Wenxuan was guilty.

Lu Wenxuan, you moved this foot smashing stone yourself.

Yang Lanting: "so they knew for a long time that they intended to...?" She turned her head and glanced at Lu Wenxuan with anger and examination in her eyes.

Lu Wenxuan immediately began to cry, "Why are they so bad! Sister, if only we had found you earlier."

I watched her perform faintly, knowing that I couldn't force her too hard. If I scared her away, it wouldn't be fun.

"Don't be sad, it's all over." I comforted her, and she immediately hugged me down the pole, "I'll protect my sister later."

Lu Qingjiang was delighted at the speech.